Things alowly withered and now its back to square one. But as i've said, i'll wait. 2moro's new yrs eve. i think's its gonna be damn bored. I dunno. everyone's having their own plans and nobody's willing to countdown wiv me. damn. and my blog's crazy, i cant go into it without the window hanging. every day's getting more and more boring. keane's left for canada and will be back 7 mths later, i think. he left me with 1 last advice: take it slow. you've to die first before u can get what u want. i sort of agree so i'm sticking wiv it. i'll see wad i get in d end. haha.

dis morning woke up at 6.30 and rushed to d airport wiv marcus and ridzuan to send keane off. met leon and eugene there. we chatted wiv him and waited for his flight wiv him till the time arrived for him to fly off. had a last friendship hug wiv him after he had his rounds wiv his parents. nothing is sadder than seeing your loved ones leave you, temporary or not. I symphatise wiv keane's mum, who was so sad at that time. i remembered keane said that when he come back he must see me wiv her, so i cannot give up. i'm reli motivated by that and so i'll strive on...

here's a small paragraph for the victims of the tsunamis and earthquakes. may god bless all who lost their lives to nature. may all of the victims rest in peace. may all their relatives and loved ones receive their much-needed condolences and strength to carry on wiv their lives. may as many bodies as possible be recognised by their kins. may all others be symphathetic. may the world stop having such disasters. may god bless all living in the world. oh ya n luckily for us, we dint go to malaysia as planned. if not we also kena. thk god for that. i dun care wad god i'm praying to, its juz a form of address.

Lastly may god bless that the person repatriate my love.. haha i'm siao..

This 1 is i kena caught taking pics and kena middle finger

Scene 6: Marcus den ran to his 'room', Harry rushed below his window to try explain things, but kena splashed water instead

Scene 5: Marcus got irritated and slaps a hard one across Harry's cheeks

Scene 4: Harry tries to ask for another chance for them to be together

Scene 3: Marcus trying to tell Harry he don't love him anymore wan wants to break up

Scene 2: The song continues and they cont. walking

Scene 1: The gay couple walking in the 'garden'

There's alot of controversy in this very activity-filled day. Wad the heck, gays and mtvs, losing to eugene in pool but winning all the rest, synthetic field and i din't know its so near bendemeer sec..

1stly in the morning at a whooping 730, went to my bro's school to find out his class n all other relevant details. AFter that proceeded to the st. wilfred soccer court to plae soccer. scored 1 volley which oni i said was beautiful.. no 1 reli agreed wiv me so nvm lor, act zi bi praise myself lor. We proceeded to kfc to take a quick bite, but i dint eat though. haiz.. at that time the cute pig stil havent wake up. by the time that pig wake up eugene, marcus, harry, joshua n i went to bukit timah lo. we were like escaped prisoners, as harry brought us into the pool parlour via d back door. 1stly, i've to say eugene improved, but i improved more. harry improved, buy i improved more. joshua no nid sae. he's pro, but i more pro. muahaha. see, i praised myself w/o offendin ne1, cos at the same time i praised them too. but the sad thing is i lost to eugene yet again. n ridzuan's unhappy. haha. after that although i was reli damn tired, i still went to harry's hse for a nice break n chat.

wth in the end it turned out to b 1 hilarious freakin mtv-making day. i'll show the pics later on, but 1st, the details. The main part of the mtv is; Actors: HARRY CHEONG, MARCUS YUEN. Cameraman: HARRY'S SIS. Special effects: EUGENE LOW. Music director: JOSHUA WANG. If u're wondering where is my name, i was the paparazzi, taking pics focusing on the finger-locking hand-holding between 2 guys. Yes, it was a gay story. Whahaha. After the making we took a sneak preview at this wonderfully coordinated mtv and everybody were Laughing Their Asses Out.

I went home with only a lil bit of enthu to face the rest of the day, and i took a bath and got knocked out cold on my comfy bed. After i woke up i behaved lyk some idiot cum monkey. Got myself into a fix and i've no bed to slp now. Haha its alright as i've got this cute pig to accompany me muahahaha.

yup i'm updating. todae nth much to tok about lar.. yest i went watch Blade:Trinity with Nigel, Taylen and Ridzuan. Quite a nice show with alot of action. But i still felt sleepy watching the show. Very cold inside the theater. I had to cuddle up with myself to prevent more heat loss. The sound effects was super loud, the dynamic bass shook me everytime it sounded.

After the movie we went fill ourselves with junk as our dinner. Mcdonalds was our destination. The blasts of the bass still rang in my head. I'm weak man. At night i was damn shagged but my determination held me up to watch some joker show.. It was darn hilarious. In case i forget, the shows on ch 55/56 are getting better every day. Gdgd at least my dad nvr waste $ subscribing to them.

11+ when there was not many shows left i turn on the chatting programme commonly called MSN. Chatted with some ppl who told me alot of things till the wee hours n then knocked out immediately after that. In the course of chatting i learnt many relationship problems and alot of techniques how to cheer ppl up, but it was really difficult. That person i was chatting with i felt was really down and the atmosphere was really bad. ITs alright though, as at least i know the person felt better sharing all those unhappiness and injustice with me.

After sometime today i maybe just a pile of bones as i'm rotting at home at this very moment. At least my lil source of entertainment is there still, helping me carry thru this day.....

Stuttering, shivering, stumbling.. Its shaking alright.. damn there's this i can't forget. Slurr....

I've learnt a very meaningful phrase just now man.. discovered it from my mum's Bel'air celender. For maintaining friendship, skills are not the most impt, faith is. Don't you ppl think so... next year i know we ppl will go on our own different courses of our lives, but if we have faith, we will be friends forever ya?


I passed 2 fruitful, wonderful, exciting, splendid days; Yesterday and the day before. I went bonding with my new found friends and we really clicked. Yea.. I felt it was really very important for me to make new friends as after THAT incident, my circle of friends have really shrinked. Yup, for the people involved there's no need to hide as its alrdy the past. Finally there's one thing that 'fuzzled' my heart but its not very conv. to say. Yup its something that has not been present for a long long time. Anyway, people WHEN IS THE NEXT OUTING??!! WHY BO JIO.

The events of time is the way life passes. The final destination is not where every one wants to go, but where every one will end up. Things fly when time crawl. Things crawl when time flies. Reaching the end is not tough, but the journey to it is 5 times hard. People may seem normal, but insanity builds up in them. People who act queer, may not seem to be deep inside him. He may belong to the down, but optimism wells up in him. Feelings can be peculiar, actions are often fake. He who criticises others, builds up hatred in himself. A quarrel is often born, a brawl might even evolve. He who puts himself down, lets go of all evil. He who puts others down, makes sure he too, gets dragged into the abyss of controversy. What will he choose? Destiny beckons.


I may not seem very much well-versed in English, but I wrote that by myself. It may seem insignificant, but that's what i think of life. I think no one's really that great, even myself, so i put some mistakes in it. Haha. Today's ok. Yesterday's great. Played pool with Eugene, Marcus, Harry, Keane, Earl and Taylen. Lost to Keane yet again. Sian. After that went to Sumo Bento to have a bite. Taylen and Marcus made a great pair, as they conjured jokes after jokes out of nowhere with their laughter. People walking(cycling too) along the streets are the butt of their jokes. Hilarious it may seem, but no one was able to figure out exactly what made us laugh. An old man cycling on the street. Funny? No. But Marcus spotted: He's peddling backwards while going forward. Every one laughs. That's the magic of Marcus, able to make people laugh.

My birthday rox for sure. Although there was 1 night where i had to spend it alone,
clean up all the mess by my cuzzie and myself,
i had fun. Reli. The day before my birthday, 26th Nov, i accompanied my friends to their soccer tournament to watch them play their hearts out. For nothing i became manager/asst.manager of my friend's team for 15 mins. Quite cool. Witness a goal that blew my mind off. ABsolutely gorgeous. Also, i had pool marathon wiv my frns. spent bout $30 on that. Not bad my skills now, although ther's 1 person who i stil hold in awe.. :P Yesterday.. which is my chinese bdae, celebrated wiv my couzzies and family. THEY BOUGHT CAKE AND PRESSIES FOR ME.. Yes, its bold for a reason, a very obvious reason. haha. Tat's my bdae celebrations this yr. Hope next yr MORE PEOPLE will GIVE ME FACE BY TURNING UP FOR MY BDAE.

TO 4j peeps who came: THX FOR COMING MY TRUE FRIENDS WITH YI QI. ;)