Things alowly withered and now its back to square one. But as i've said, i'll wait. 2moro's new yrs eve. i think's its gonna be damn bored. I dunno. everyone's having their own plans and nobody's willing to countdown wiv me. damn. and my blog's crazy, i cant go into it without the window hanging. every day's getting more and more boring. keane's left for canada and will be back 7 mths later, i think. he left me with 1 last advice: take it slow. you've to die first before u can get what u want. i sort of agree so i'm sticking wiv it. i'll see wad i get in d end. haha.

dis morning woke up at 6.30 and rushed to d airport wiv marcus and ridzuan to send keane off. met leon and eugene there. we chatted wiv him and waited for his flight wiv him till the time arrived for him to fly off. had a last friendship hug wiv him after he had his rounds wiv his parents. nothing is sadder than seeing your loved ones leave you, temporary or not. I symphatise wiv keane's mum, who was so sad at that time. i remembered keane said that when he come back he must see me wiv her, so i cannot give up. i'm reli motivated by that and so i'll strive on...

here's a small paragraph for the victims of the tsunamis and earthquakes. may god bless all who lost their lives to nature. may all of the victims rest in peace. may all their relatives and loved ones receive their much-needed condolences and strength to carry on wiv their lives. may as many bodies as possible be recognised by their kins. may all others be symphathetic. may the world stop having such disasters. may god bless all living in the world. oh ya n luckily for us, we dint go to malaysia as planned. if not we also kena. thk god for that. i dun care wad god i'm praying to, its juz a form of address.

Lastly may god bless that the person repatriate my love.. haha i'm siao..

This 1 is i kena caught taking pics and kena middle finger

Scene 6: Marcus den ran to his 'room', Harry rushed below his window to try explain things, but kena splashed water instead

Scene 5: Marcus got irritated and slaps a hard one across Harry's cheeks

Scene 4: Harry tries to ask for another chance for them to be together

Scene 3: Marcus trying to tell Harry he don't love him anymore wan wants to break up

Scene 2: The song continues and they cont. walking

Scene 1: The gay couple walking in the 'garden'

There's alot of controversy in this very activity-filled day. Wad the heck, gays and mtvs, losing to eugene in pool but winning all the rest, synthetic field and i din't know its so near bendemeer sec..

1stly in the morning at a whooping 730, went to my bro's school to find out his class n all other relevant details. AFter that proceeded to the st. wilfred soccer court to plae soccer. scored 1 volley which oni i said was beautiful.. no 1 reli agreed wiv me so nvm lor, act zi bi praise myself lor. We proceeded to kfc to take a quick bite, but i dint eat though. haiz.. at that time the cute pig stil havent wake up. by the time that pig wake up eugene, marcus, harry, joshua n i went to bukit timah lo. we were like escaped prisoners, as harry brought us into the pool parlour via d back door. 1stly, i've to say eugene improved, but i improved more. harry improved, buy i improved more. joshua no nid sae. he's pro, but i more pro. muahaha. see, i praised myself w/o offendin ne1, cos at the same time i praised them too. but the sad thing is i lost to eugene yet again. n ridzuan's unhappy. haha. after that although i was reli damn tired, i still went to harry's hse for a nice break n chat.

wth in the end it turned out to b 1 hilarious freakin mtv-making day. i'll show the pics later on, but 1st, the details. The main part of the mtv is; Actors: HARRY CHEONG, MARCUS YUEN. Cameraman: HARRY'S SIS. Special effects: EUGENE LOW. Music director: JOSHUA WANG. If u're wondering where is my name, i was the paparazzi, taking pics focusing on the finger-locking hand-holding between 2 guys. Yes, it was a gay story. Whahaha. After the making we took a sneak preview at this wonderfully coordinated mtv and everybody were Laughing Their Asses Out.

I went home with only a lil bit of enthu to face the rest of the day, and i took a bath and got knocked out cold on my comfy bed. After i woke up i behaved lyk some idiot cum monkey. Got myself into a fix and i've no bed to slp now. Haha its alright as i've got this cute pig to accompany me muahahaha.

yup i'm updating. todae nth much to tok about lar.. yest i went watch Blade:Trinity with Nigel, Taylen and Ridzuan. Quite a nice show with alot of action. But i still felt sleepy watching the show. Very cold inside the theater. I had to cuddle up with myself to prevent more heat loss. The sound effects was super loud, the dynamic bass shook me everytime it sounded.

After the movie we went fill ourselves with junk as our dinner. Mcdonalds was our destination. The blasts of the bass still rang in my head. I'm weak man. At night i was damn shagged but my determination held me up to watch some joker show.. It was darn hilarious. In case i forget, the shows on ch 55/56 are getting better every day. Gdgd at least my dad nvr waste $ subscribing to them.

11+ when there was not many shows left i turn on the chatting programme commonly called MSN. Chatted with some ppl who told me alot of things till the wee hours n then knocked out immediately after that. In the course of chatting i learnt many relationship problems and alot of techniques how to cheer ppl up, but it was really difficult. That person i was chatting with i felt was really down and the atmosphere was really bad. ITs alright though, as at least i know the person felt better sharing all those unhappiness and injustice with me.

After sometime today i maybe just a pile of bones as i'm rotting at home at this very moment. At least my lil source of entertainment is there still, helping me carry thru this day.....

Stuttering, shivering, stumbling.. Its shaking alright.. damn there's this i can't forget. Slurr....

I've learnt a very meaningful phrase just now man.. discovered it from my mum's Bel'air celender. For maintaining friendship, skills are not the most impt, faith is. Don't you ppl think so... next year i know we ppl will go on our own different courses of our lives, but if we have faith, we will be friends forever ya?


I passed 2 fruitful, wonderful, exciting, splendid days; Yesterday and the day before. I went bonding with my new found friends and we really clicked. Yea.. I felt it was really very important for me to make new friends as after THAT incident, my circle of friends have really shrinked. Yup, for the people involved there's no need to hide as its alrdy the past. Finally there's one thing that 'fuzzled' my heart but its not very conv. to say. Yup its something that has not been present for a long long time. Anyway, people WHEN IS THE NEXT OUTING??!! WHY BO JIO.

The events of time is the way life passes. The final destination is not where every one wants to go, but where every one will end up. Things fly when time crawl. Things crawl when time flies. Reaching the end is not tough, but the journey to it is 5 times hard. People may seem normal, but insanity builds up in them. People who act queer, may not seem to be deep inside him. He may belong to the down, but optimism wells up in him. Feelings can be peculiar, actions are often fake. He who criticises others, builds up hatred in himself. A quarrel is often born, a brawl might even evolve. He who puts himself down, lets go of all evil. He who puts others down, makes sure he too, gets dragged into the abyss of controversy. What will he choose? Destiny beckons.


I may not seem very much well-versed in English, but I wrote that by myself. It may seem insignificant, but that's what i think of life. I think no one's really that great, even myself, so i put some mistakes in it. Haha. Today's ok. Yesterday's great. Played pool with Eugene, Marcus, Harry, Keane, Earl and Taylen. Lost to Keane yet again. Sian. After that went to Sumo Bento to have a bite. Taylen and Marcus made a great pair, as they conjured jokes after jokes out of nowhere with their laughter. People walking(cycling too) along the streets are the butt of their jokes. Hilarious it may seem, but no one was able to figure out exactly what made us laugh. An old man cycling on the street. Funny? No. But Marcus spotted: He's peddling backwards while going forward. Every one laughs. That's the magic of Marcus, able to make people laugh.

My birthday rox for sure. Although there was 1 night where i had to spend it alone,
clean up all the mess by my cuzzie and myself,
i had fun. Reli. The day before my birthday, 26th Nov, i accompanied my friends to their soccer tournament to watch them play their hearts out. For nothing i became manager/asst.manager of my friend's team for 15 mins. Quite cool. Witness a goal that blew my mind off. ABsolutely gorgeous. Also, i had pool marathon wiv my frns. spent bout $30 on that. Not bad my skills now, although ther's 1 person who i stil hold in awe.. :P Yesterday.. which is my chinese bdae, celebrated wiv my couzzies and family. THEY BOUGHT CAKE AND PRESSIES FOR ME.. Yes, its bold for a reason, a very obvious reason. haha. Tat's my bdae celebrations this yr. Hope next yr MORE PEOPLE will GIVE ME FACE BY TURNING UP FOR MY BDAE.

TO 4j peeps who came: THX FOR COMING MY TRUE FRIENDS WITH YI QI. ;)

The Epilogue

The Epilogue was all we were waiting for
The esplanade to joy and freedom
We were growing sick of every day
Endeavouring with no say.


The roadblock of every life
The future of the future old
The pains of the struggling souls
The liberation of the tortured minds.


The day that we broke free
Was the day with ambiguous feelings
The mental weight that weighed in our minds
Perished without a sight.


Some people felt it was just another day
Some people can't believe its over
Some people party like there's no tomorrow
Some people hang their heads in sorrow.


Why is it so ambiguous
Why are feelings not uniform
Why do some feel its not over
While others are in another world?


The time that passed us by
Is the decider of our lives
We can live it strong
Or we could just wave it goodbye.


The epilogue is not anything notable
But it's also not an everday thing
It contains just a little pinch of importance
Cos' it's the day people receive confirmation of their lives.

Yesterday was cool. Marcus, Jerome, Eugene and me went to play pool at Toa Payoh. Dunno why but i was super unlucky, as Marcus and Eugene both hit the 9 ball in (we were playing 9-ball pool) and i lost twice consecutively. Before that my 100% winning record was broken by a stroke of bad luck, hitting the black ball in b4 i clred the table (at that time we were playing 8-ball)when i was playing with Jerome. Haha. We taunted each other but we all know it was in the name of fun. Just before we played, Jerome Eugene and Marcus had to change into rented clothes cos' they were wearing school u. It has quite hilarious as the clothes were from unknown sources, although the security guard says they have been washed. Fun day.

Rooney(9) gets yellow-carded.. Stupid hot tempered guy. 

On Nov 26,27 there will be a birthday cum gathering at East Coast Costa Sands Resort. Its a celebration of the ending of Os as well as Eugene and my birthday. This is an invitation to all who i know, so if u've read this and are going pls inform me so i will know how much food to prepare. Deadline is on 21st Nov. My no. 97922793. Thanks.

Looking forward to seeing all of you.

Okay. One more week. Good. Let's go. Make the most out of the last week of exams. It isn't difficult, but it's not easy either. We are almost done as students of our secondary schools, therefore we have to do what we have to do. We're gonna complete the assessment of our 10 years of studies. Why ruin it on the last week? Free ourselves from all complacency and finally we will be there, at the end of the tunnel, at the last minute in the exam hall, cheering our lungs out. The end of the exams will arrive. At that moment we can put all our stress and worries thru sedimentation, filter them out and enjoy...

27th Nov is my bdae. ;)

Aye... When in the world did blogging suddenly have so much exposure in the media? There are all sorts of blogs coming out out; political; beauty discussions; etc. LIME mag this november displayed so many blogs are are rubbish. Blogs are online diaries for crying out loud, not discussions! Go forums la you people.

Anyway, Exams started out stressful, even changing my daily routine (last time sleep in afternoon at night study, now slogging in d afternoon n sleep at 10, wth). But I've got used to it and with the help of two easy papers consecutively, my morale is boosted and its like a breeze now(I dunno what the future holds so at least let me be happy gor this 2 days can?). I've even composed a song(actually lyrics oni), inpired by the big Os.

Stress in November

Verse 1:
Exam stress, it won't go in in me
I don't care, I just wanna be free
Its five o'clock but I'm still in the hall
Tell me, what nonsense is this

Chorus:
I'm so pissed off by this November
All the facts I can't remember
Why don't you just grab you member
F*** off you f***ing examiner

Verse 2:
22 days its almost a month
I'd rather run away, go be a monk
Mother says it's okay you just work hard
When it's over i'll give you a hug

[Chorus]

Verse 3:
The real one's so easy we slogged like a bull
getting punk'd is really not cool
Elbert Einstein won't be soo nice
Thank god Pythagoras ain't here no more

[chorus]

Exams stress it won't go in in me
I don't care, I just wanna be free

Bullseye! That's what I'm thinking right now. 

Leavers' Ceremony wasnt as frightening as i thought. There were so many flower pots around the school at one moment i thought i was in the Botanical Gardens. Spotlights rained down on the stage and the ceremony starts. Wad predicted a solemn event turned out to be a night of laughter and sweat! On one occasion we were invited on stage to sing 'Peng You' and 'Au Lang Syne', my class dashed up to the stage and almost wreaked havok. haha they actually tried to pull Mr Goy up on stage! It turned out to be drastic as after the event my class was scolded severely. But all turned out well and we all received our certificates. Although the night was hot and boring, it was a day to remember, as it was the last day we can call ourselves 'Marists'. Good day.

Today I'm going to Orchid Country Club to enjoy. Tomorrow is crunch time. I'm gonna make this day as enjoyable as ever. So tata.

Happy

Bittersweet

Despondent

Frustrated..

Guess i'll have remain status quo 4ever from now..

~Twins~

These few days i very tired sia, duno why.. Everyones' been so kind, although my results not as kind to me as them. F9's reli part of me man.. been getting f9s seen sec1. Sian alrdy la. F9 SUCKS.If i dun study now i'll get more F9's le.. So gtg. haha till den. BTW my (rough)L1R5: 40++...AGAIN. SIAN. But after moderation my L1R5 is now 31. But this score is FAKE! Mod score are fake. Still have to slog man. Cya.

Charlene Choi - 1 half of Twins. New Police Story babe. Haha.

Ok i admit i'm so screwed today!! Damn. Kena bang cos' tot yest history exam was at 8am. Scarely it was at 10!!! Man i burned the midnight oil lo! Den woke up so early.. basket.. waste my sleeping time. i become damn blur le man. Ok after history paper went crazy with marcus, eugene and jerome. Dont take it literally la, we just went to watch movie. i like 1 month nvr watch movie le lo. 'New Police Story' hit me like a rock, as it was one hell of an action film i've seen in months. take quite a while to subside my craziness after the show. even had to go toilet wash face. One things for sure. The thugs were fucking zai! just look at them go u will steam man. n jackie's chan acting this time is not as good as the rest of his other shows, but the fighting scenes were splendid, although quite short. Funny parts confirm got de la, typical jackie. The thing that got me up fuzzed up was the overwhelming cuteness of the uniform-clad Charlene Choi. Damn cute can. i dun care wad others think, i think she rox. haha. Cant wait to watch another movie!! I dun care is with who! i just wanna watch a movie! i addicted. save me. listening to Fish Leong's Ning Xia now the tune very catchy i cant concentrate on writing this stupid blog le. no one will read oso. haha! K time to fuzz up my bed! Till den!

i'm sick and down//someone save me

Since i dun hav any paper tomorrow i shall write a long one today. Ok here's a story about 2 people, maybe 3.

Betrayal

//Once upon a time, there were two people living in a faraway land, where people were supposed to live forever. They were destined to meet. Finally, on a fateful day, they supposedly met. One was going left, and the other, right.

Unintentionally, their eyes met and the guy was intantly mesmerised. The guy was on tenterhooks. Was this the girl he had been pinning for for years? He took on the task of getting to know her and soon they became friends. She was like an angel in his heart. 2000 years back from 24 May 5004, the guy had the same experience, but it ended up in tribulation. This anguish was so strong that he was plunged beyond the axis of despondency and melancholy.

The reason for this 2000-year-old pain was the cause of betrayal and untruthfulness. There she was, 1999 years ago, in the earnest state of all. There came a mail from nowhere. Inside it was a separation notice, stating that she would like to enjoy some peace and solitude for a long while, and therefore wants to end this relationship. The guy was sad at first, but slowly and steadily he took to reality and responded wisely. Although that was the last he saw of her, and her friends, he still possessed them, as memories were what he cherished most.

Everything was back to normal. Cool as it was, the thunderstorm came again. The guy was in his reverie yet again. However, he was startled out of it as swiftly as he got in by the news of her. Things were getting from bad to worse, as the guy found out that the girl had actually gotten attached. It was not even 1 month, he thought. What a change of events. The everlasting memory of the angel soon turned into dust. A feeling of being betrayed and lied upon cultivated in his heart. She was actually giving an excuse. So now, he thought, what was the real reason behind the ending of the relationship? He had been treated like a fool. Everything turned dark yet again. Mysteries arose yet again.

Getting away from the painful memory, he thought of the girl he met hours ago. Slowly, his dream of being together with her eternally withered away, as his tormenting memories threatened to engulf him once more.


Ok that's the end of my story. I know many will not bother to read it, haha, but its alright. Its not my loss ;>

Reality struck me once again. once again i fall to this phrase dont trust anybody. its damn true. i just have to believe it now. the 'angel' who once dominated my heart has fallen into the deep abyss. What happened was a pack of lies. Isnt it very ironic. something like wanna being single can turn into ending up with another. its impossible to understand i know. cos onli the pple who've done it knows. did you pple do it? when some1 wants to leave you he/she can just freakin' give any excuse and run away from it. 'They've done it. Congrats.*claps* Wretched meaning behind the show they put up. Everytime. now 'they've forgotten the excuse 'they' gave 'long' ago. totally clean forgotten. its alright man. not like i give a shit about it. not like i'm even 0.00001% interested about it. This show's a junk, i rather forgo. jus worried for another innocent victim who MAYBE gonna get damned by that lead directing this evil show.

if this post is a stress-buster, its a fuckin unpleasant one.

Being a good friend, i have to post this. From the bottom of my heart,


Marcus you get well soon! Get out of Alexandria Hospital ASAP ya? Every1 misses you! God bless you!


Another thing. Some1 was so 'kind' to say if going visit marcus call me along.. but when go visit marcus tt time he nvr jio me lo.. Nice one lo. kena pang sei.. hyaiz...

Hey EVERY1! Juz tot of posting this poem to spur all to keep working! Dun give up ppl we can overcome this ghastly prelims! A.Maths/Geog next lets jia you! For ppl having O'lvls this also applies to you! Lets carry on working hard and succeed 2gether! Bottom line: DONT SLACK ANYMORE! Haha. Its for me too btw. I think i'm the one slacking the most, haha!


Give Me the Wind.

I am at my best with the wind in my face,
When overcoming the challenge, with pace.
The pace that requires more effort, more strength.
But once gained momentum, endures with great length.

It's easy to sit back, placid and calm
Comfort is only a relative balm.
It seems an advantage, better than strife
But is dulled by stagnation, stifling life.

Progress needs movement, energy, drive,
No chance for improvement if you do not strive.
Nothing's for nothing: cause and effect.
That which you work for, you've more chance to get.

So give me the wind, let it blow in my face,
The more I confront, the more strength I'll embrace.
Steps are not mounted, nor challenge o'ercome.
Without certain courage or effort be done.

Okay she's out. But so what?! i stil lurve her! Shirin i mean. hahax! k Marcus, Jerome, Eugene, Earl, Dominique, Danne in my house now. Eugene, Earl, Dominique and Danne playing illegal mahjong in my room now, cos my mum's around and they have to play using towels to cover the surface of the mahjong table to reduce the noice intensity. Haha, mahjong knowledge. So Marcus, Jerome and me surfing net. I needa take over liao so cnt type too much.. Argh why dun plae money.. i reli short of cash at da moment man.. hahax! Ok i have to go till den!

OMG she's so cute wiv braces!!
Chio! WadevA la she juz rox!

Yesterday was freakin' funny. Eugene A.K.A. dj Abdul, MArcus and Ridzuan came my house 'study'. Nah we dint study. We played dominoes, took clips of them toppling. Only the first one succeeded. Nvm la we had fun. Den i took out my voice recorder and took a secret recording of the peeps in my room. Some funny moment it is. We laugh till stomachache, tears dropping man. Damn! We came out with some funny idea to record songs. We acted out some radio stations. Malay, Chinese, English, Tamil. All also have. Hahax. We cre8ed wad was supposed to be the 'most hilarious music act ever since Will Hung': McBerd. Whahax! Eugene became the DJ, nicknamed dj ABdUL. Thx for the funniest intros to our funniest songs ya? hahax! all in all we had extreme fun, resulting in losing track of time. Oh it was a serious illness we caught cos' by the time they left my house[so soon?? Aww..], it was 7? Kay, nice remembering all the fun times, its back to SS and EMaths le. CYa all. Till den!

Man Utd's been bewitched. Confirm 1. Now they play lyk completely possessed bunch of ppl. Hyaiz. K 2dae's rather dull, and i've been slackin' d whole day. Not good. 2moro's prelim 2 n i'm still slackin. Reli regretted not answering to a vry impt greeting today.. hyaiz.. may not hav another chance. Damn. Ok vry tired le gg slp. Till den!

Hey kawaii partner[nigel] linked u le. Ok i reli cant remember what i wanted to say le, cos after reading the peoples' favourite n most adorable son's[eugene] blog, i felt i was teleported back in time.. I was totally chocked with emotions. Eugene's description of the events are so real and i had even participated in some of em. Its like the warm moments were flashing past me. I experienced mixed emotions. A mixture of delightfulness and sadness. The sadness part's bcos time reli flew by darn fast, and there's no turning back. With every step we take, millions of events are going on. But there's onli a select few worth our time mentioning and remembering, as these are the greatest moments of our lives. These things can onli happen once, and for me, these moments are from my days in secondary 1i/2i. Yes, not 3i, 4i, but in those two years. Sorry all my sec 4i fwens no offence but i reli dun feel the bond between us YET. I dun feel there's any true ppl who reli reli care about mi in 4i. However, my bestest frens are from sec 1i/2i and we bonded in those years. Look, our friendship's is still so close. If i'm missing from our usual group u ppl will question and get concerned, i tink :p i also remembered the time in sec 1 when eugene reli saw a weakness in mi char. and 'dao-ed' mi for quite a long time, until i changed. I reli became better alwight. But there's absolutely no such things from other places. I reli feel the warmth from these ppl. U ppl gave me reli good n sincere advice too, no matter how it's done, either by scolding mi or telling me my bad points. This i duno how to cherish. this type of fwens are scarce n i reli appreciate. i reli miss those times... reli. eugene thx so much 4 letting mi relive all these happy memories, although u may not have thought of doing so when u wrote in ur blog. i've said it in eugene's tagbox n i shall say it againx. May 2 ignatius's memories live on 4ever n may our friendship nvr die. i tink i noe why i'm so emotional over this small thing..i'm been suffering from mild depression. hey but that's alwight, reality have struck mi n i finally confided my tightly-kept secrets in 1 of my best friends. I'm getting better now, so dun be afraid of mi ya. it wun be spreadable as i wun show it in front of my fwens ;) till den...

There's the calm tides coming in my direction.. i've breathed the new air, the fresh air. Everything's new. Even my pathetic mind. I sped off to meet eugene and frens. 1st time in centuries i was early.. good. dis is something new too. After everyone's present proceeded to Paya Lebar, den to Brent's house. Nvr been there, so that's a new experience for mi too. Went there. His house is huge, ReAL huge. Condos this big is almost extinct. Went down and met Randall. He n frens were sitting by d poolside. Nice weather......Evening. I was unusually quiet in the evening. Dunno why. By then a few pple got real drunk. Drunkards can actually make you laugh, can u believe it. The one and only Megwin(is that how u spell it). Funny guy[when drunk]. Ppl kept laughing AT him, not with him.. i dint stop laughing myself either. Srry bout that. Den there was the pool. Jumped in after Nicholas. Was cold in d beginning but slowly adjusted. In fact the pool saved me from the merciless hands of cake. I was spared by the caking hands of Sharmin, only after spewing some rude words from my mouth.. i reli regreted.. reli sorry! it was smt new tt i did also, as i've nvr done tt, to a gurl at least. Not to mention the cake that came from the birthday cake, duh. Its a chocolate one, my nemesis. I had all my pimples owing to it. Nice one la. Dere's a lot of laughter n fun, in d end i decided not to include those parts, as i know that these memories will be with me wherever i go, so there's no nid for writing them in, ya?

After going up to Brent's house, quite a few ppl had already left, i bathed with warm water. It was like the hot springs brought rite inside the house. Damn song. While almost all of us peeps were upstairs bonding, Megwin n HJ[izzit? mi nt too sure] were still downstairs, talking bout their childhood..[megwin's drunk, so i suppose they will talk bout tt??]Not long after Ridz Eugene n i took same bus home. Yepx, some fun day it was, not to mention only the brief presence of a Guest-Of-Honour could settle us peeps down. We were lyk crazy n overboard in some cases. All in all it was 1 hack of a day and 1 hack of an experience worth remembering for a lifetime. Till den..

Kao! Today had great fun! Okay so here it goes! In d morning was forced out of my bed by my alarm clock.. had to go for physics remidial. It was hella sh!t. Over at 3A classroom its already so hot but still GOH SOR HOON held her lesson there. Wads more she tot we're in Polytechnic ar, squeeze us 4 classes in all into 1 pathetic room. WTH even breathing we already have difficulties le stil expect us to concentrate wad sh!t... OK ledat nvm she stil tell us if we were not gonna learn cos' we were not writing nething den can auto-leave the klass. Now become our fault le lo.. Nice 1 la.. After that waited for Jerome and gang by playing soccer 1st 4 bout' 1/2 hr den left 4 TPY.
At tpy met up with Harry n Marcus. wanted to book badminton court at sports hall but some malaysian women basketball team booked the courts for d whole dae le so we[Harry, Eugene, Jerome, MArcus, Danne, Earl, Dominque, me] went TPYC CC play badminton. Out of 5 days 3 days play badminton, all at the same place.. But it was stil fun. Lost touch with my backhand.. smashes all over d place.. mayb cos of the blisters on my feet. darn pain, but stil forced myself to run. Played almost for the full 2 hrs we booked; end up damn shacked.. but it was great exercise.. Went Sumo Bento eat chicken cutlet.. zai place. arguably the nicest place i'm been for lunch. Cheap but nice.. yupx. THeir lemonade was darn good.. after that went library slack with the usual gang 4 awhile den zhao home for tuition,. again.
After tuition had the nicest sleep i've ever had i tink.. yea.. till den

Pics from today available at the left hand column at 'links'.

No one's knocked upon my door

For a thousand years or more

All made up and nowhere to go

Welcome to this one man show

Just take a seat they're always free

No surprise no mystery

In this theatre that I call my soul

I always play the starring role



Taken from "So Lonely"- Novaspace

-Miracles-

The devil's glare shook him tremendously. All he could do was stare back. The humid, sulphur-smelling air did not make things better, as it put out most of the sun's rays, sarcastically leaving a few weak ones alone. The greyish atmosphere was bright just enough to see his face, his emotions. There he was, in the middle of nowhere, images flashing across his head. He knew he did something drastically wrong to be cursed to meet Devil himself, but what was it? The torture of ignorance was immortal.

The tract that he was in was unreachable. He felt the fear and desolation. Although he was quivering, he remained calm inside. He knew there was nothing he could do, or so he thought, and so this was to be his destiny then. Psyched up and ascertained, he walked towards his accursed fate. Devil was ready to engulf him in his hands. With every step he took, they became heavier. Memories of this cannot be erased by now as the imprints of his feet were moulded deeply into the mossy ground.

All he was to do was to take one last step. His heart was pulsating. In a distant he saw, trees begging him not to do it. Their morning dew, sparkling and all, dripped to the ground. Withered flowers appeared to be disappointed with his determination. If this was not what he wanted, then why do it?
Having second thoughts, he started flustering. Could he defy his destiny? Have he the powers to go against God?

He knew what he had to do. He called upon his inner strength. All he got was voices of his family, friends and relatives ringing in his head. All the encouragement, accompanied by some strong words was all he heard. Then there was, stillness all around. However, the insignificant boost was enough for him. He was enlightened.

From within he started to radiate. The sudden immense glow caught his pupils off guard, blinding him temporary. Regaining his eyesight moments later, he found himself leaning on the wall of the corridor outside his flat.
He was safe, although still a little shaken. He had just performed the highest level of magic, which can be simply called a miracle, albeit being rather insignificant to others.

The author speaks to himself...

this story i bo liao den write one.. therefore its quite lame n bo liao.. :P

-Solitude-

The chill wind blew, scattering petals of sakuras round the desolate school. The colourless sky looked like its gonna pour. A tiny figure stood in a corner, not any larger than his confidence. His spirit inside him looked down and out. There was no one beside him. He stood and felt alone. But is he?

Leaning against the grafitti-covered wall, he slumped into a pathetic state. Twirling in the wind, the sakuras completed the postwar-like landscape. Is he thinking too much? Is he trying to hard? So what if there's light on the other side? He don't have anyone to lead him there. He's still waiting for someone to lead him out from the melancholic state he's in. He harboured some hope, but at that very moment a brilliant streak of lightning struck the archaic tree. That's life for you.

The author speaks to himself...

Hey my poetic side suddenly caught up with me.. just in time. :>

Ok today played badminton after skool with quite a few people. These people are Jack, McRon, WeiYang, Cephas, Nic, Kenrick, Rafael, WeiYang's friend, Desmond and lastly Clarence. Was quite 'suay' as all our way there it rained. Luckily i have Nic, we went through d rainy weather together with his black umbrella. The others had to rain in the rain.. Poor things. Nvm that. We reached Toa Payoh Central CC drenched from tip to toe. Went to the court to find them 'air-conditioned'. Actually it was due to the cold weather outside la, people.. But it was really cool inside. Although it wasnt our time to play yet we went ahead anyway, as there's no one playing. Played in the dark for bout 15 mins then somehow the lights came on.. So we started playing doubles. We played from 1.45 till like, 4.45? hahax 'stole' 1 hr frm the CC. AT the last few moments we were awed by Rafael's spell-bounding awesome display of smashing. it was like, 'POW POW & more POW'. Damn zai the sound of the smash. I think i'm the most impressed one. hahax. After using up almost all of our energy we stopped playing and went to Macs to eat. Mcron met his fwens there n Jack bought some wierd drink, which is nice btw. Rafael gave me a chance to dirty my eyes, hahax ;) they know what i'm talking about. Whaahaax. I then guided them the way to TPY interchange n left them dere as i took 155 home first.

First thing at home heard from my maid that my tuition cher came but left cos' i was not at home. Damn.. gonna get another talking-to from my mum.. NoNooO! It can drag for like 1 hr? OMG bless my ears. That's all for today man. Yupx 1 last thing. GOH SOR HOON ish VERRYYY charismatic. At the sci prac. briefing she was like commanding a bunch of troops, all the others 'supervisors' were in awe of her. Till den.

'super crystal clear is how i heard you!' Hahax

Maris Stella Teachers' Day Concert 2004 rox. tt's all, cos sooOooO many other blogs already written bout' it so.. ya... juz wana comment tt mcron's sexy-mama.. whahax. reli brightened up d teachers' dae man.. yea.. About todae.. went 2 plae BAdMiNtOn! yea plaed badminton with 'alotx' of peeps, like Jerome, Harry n Eugene. MAny others juz backed out at d last moment.. hyaiz.. but nvm cos' it was a blessing in disguise as we had a great tym. 1 of d best badminton sessions i can sae [as if we had tat many badminton sessions to choose from] whahax! Although Harry beat mi twice 11-7, 11-8 i was still quite happy, at least he's a worthy person to lose too. Neway Clarence! Why nvr jio mi go plae badminton at Braddell Heights CC wiv u all?! its lyk soo near mi hse lo! BOJIO. SAD. hahax. K after d badminton rushed home 4 chi tuitn.. sowie Eugene cldnt go wiv u all watch d Home Utd match! All in all great daY! ANd i'm sooo happy for Keane! As well as all others!

Nid to metion bout Randall's bdae.. cant wait.. i'm gg ppl.. let's see wad will happen when tat dae comes ya? I'm not gonna bring a whole lot of clothes as i wun nid em'.. some1 will... hahax.. preview of wad's gonna happen? hahax go figure.. dam i dun even noe wad i'm saying!! Scarly i'm not even gg den jialat hah. k cya all den till den

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Sianx! Dis is d second tym i'm writing dis post! Just got cocked up, d previous 1. Damn. Dun feel lyk writing as detailed as d 1st 1 le.. okay 1st, i went to Chinese Swimming Club with Ridzuan, Keane, Stef n Leon on 27/8/04, supposedly for studying but it turned out 2 b a twirly-whirly tym dere. wadeva. At 1st 1ed 2 go M.P.Library study de, but instead dropped d idea, as we bunch of kids were too hyped up 2 study.. whahax. Highlights of CSC outing: playing pool, table-tennis, STUDYING IN ARCADE. Trust mi guys, its possible! i completed my tuition cher's a.maths hw man! Song bo. A whole new freakin' out-of-dis-world-into-d-universe experience. Luckily d club's arcade is not so popular, as dere's oni 1 ahpek playing a mahjong game with its irritating music at tt tym. sat on carpet n used chairs as make-shift tables. After tt was d pool session. As Keane n Leon played already they went 2 pla t-tennis 1st, leaving ridzuan n mi n stef 2 play pool. Stef doesnt noe how 2 play, so ridzuan n i played 6 games, 1 0n 1. Not surprisingly, i won la. True to d pundits' prediction, i won by a margin of 4-2. Its nth la.. hahax. tried 2 teach Stef how to play but she cldnt get d hang of it.. nxt tym ba! next was d table-tennis session. Was reli pissed dere. inside d multi-prpose room were already quite a few ahpeks n china pple playing. They were lyk super pro, with d backhand n forehand smashes. Quite a feat dere, as a china woman beat an ahpek with so many powderful smashes.. praise is praise, d china woman's attitude sucks lyk rotton eggs man. We caught her saying 2 1 of her partner,"(in mandrian)eh those kids duno how to play stil 1 2 occupy d table... nehow play disgrace d sport oni... now we oso hav to wait for our turns 2 play.. 1 table where got enuf for us, we play so good sure take very long 1 ritex... waste our tym oni those kids.." WAh damn i feel lyk whacking her man.. she duno oni after i call all my beng/lian fwens whack her den she noe arhx.. hahax

den after tt left d place 2 eat dinner.. decided 2 go 2 Parkway Parade to eat.. act wanted 2 visit my aunt dere cos she workin dere de but she tt day nvr work.. suay man. after eating i took quite a few snapshots wiv my fone n went on home.. Longpanged stef taxi home. the bill chalked up 2 $20++. OMG i din noe tt my house is not on d way!! Srry mei!! hahax.

Todae.. nth much happened.. hahax. k till den!

~A new beginning, a completely new story. Now who's gonna be in dis 365-chapter fairy tale, wiv me?~ :D

WhEN iSH d tYm tT i cAN rELi tAke mY miNd oFF YOU??!!! aRgh!!!! STupiD sHiT u R jUSt too iMpT i caNT fORgET yOu!!! diS sTupiD pRelimS tAt's cOminG is making me cRaZy!!! Now go out also cannot go in peace, d up-n-coming prelims r always at d back of my head.. worry here worry dere... DaMmiT!! cAnt study somemore, always will feel sleepy when holding d pen.. GPHM! hahahax. okAy yEst WeNt 2 plae badminton with Ridzuan, Marcus, Jerome, Eugene, Earl, Zhirong n MY Harry. hahax. wEnt dere late cos of tuition. Played doubles with Harry. We rox man!! hahahax! After badminton over arnd 4?? we went TPY eat.. not reli as i ordered ice-cream cone and ice milo! WTH i drank d milo 1st den CANNOT taste d ice-cream!!! waSte my money.. wahahahx! i noe i stupid la.. oways make wrong choices.. :P weNT hoME baThed and wAtched 1st 3 sets of d table-tennis match den went to hav tuition. Dammit tot Li confirm win le after tat magnificent 11-0 win, but SHIT, NO. She juz lost. Nvrmind tat, her opponent kept shouting, some of her words sounded lyk vulgarities 2 mi man.. win 1 pt oni must react leddat mehx.. hhahax. After tat slacked 4 whole dae againx.

At night went TPY againx, dis tym wiv family. After eating our dinner dere, we went NTUC buy stuffs. At d drinks sector dere was a promoter trying to promote some Marigold drink.. So i decided 2 go look. An auntie was being harrassed by tat promoter(P) who is oso an auntie.. d auntie was buying a drink from another brand n d (P) tried to dissuade her from buying tat brand n buy d 1 she's promoting. she was saying,

"Eh xiao jie shi shi wo men ze ge pai zi de la.. bi jiao hao he.. you gen duo wei ta ming"

d auntie replied,"dan shi wo jia ren xi guan he ze ge pai zi de leix(peel fresh)"

(P),"aiya ze ge kou wei hen hao he, lai wo gei ni try.. shi shi bie de bi jiao bi jiao mahx."

After drinking,"aiya xie xie dan shi bu yong la (wiv an irritated tone)"

Upon seeing dis, due to my KPOness i tried to help,"eh auntie rang wo shi leix.. hao xiang hen hao he orhx?"

Drank 1 small pathetic cup den sae," eh auntie, wei shen mo na ge aloe-vera bits zhe mo da de, very diff 2 drink leix."

The (P) tried 2 explain but by d tym she does tat d auntie took d peelfresh n go le. The (P) den proceeded 2 ask mi try d vegetable flavour n i said nice.. den she say dis flavour very nice tats y now no stock le(pple buy all le). Den i tell her now no stock den u stil promote dis flavour 4 wad.. even if i wanna buy now oso cannot ritex.. whahhahax den she nth to sae.. so i go join up wiv my family againx...

At night watched the EPL matches.. waited up 4 d MAN UTd match in d living room as my parents already sleeping upstairs. WTF waited 4 1/2hr stil havent start so i lie on my sofa n listened 2 my ringtones.. BLoOdy heLL was too tired when d match started i was already asleep on my sofa, W/O switching on d fan n opening d windows.. when i woke up arnd 2++ d match was alreadi over n i'm sweating lyk shit.. Nice 1 la.. i'M reli damn stupid man.. wad 2 do.. go back own room slp lo.. hyaiz... damn stupid man..

Todae hogging com frm 11 til n0w.. nvr studi.. therefor now gg... til den! Woah i realised dis post is so long! whahahax

Huang YiDA~ Xian Wei Jiang Xia De Ai Qing 

I tried. Its a tym 2 4giv n 4get. n i've done it. juz gimme a lil more time n i will restore my happiness in me :) therefore a lOad's off my mind now. nO 1 shld feel unhappy or bad now ya? howeva another problem's clouding my mind. I stiL havent finish my physics 10yr series!!! dAMmiT mAN! i dun wanna cause all other remidial-ees to suffer wiv me cos if 1 person didnt do finish d TYS all will stil hav 2 cont. remidial every monday! aRgh!! nO! dere's lyk 8, 9 or maybe even more chapters n i've nortx done a shit.. god dammit.. nono i mean god help mi!! Singapore Idol rox d judges sux. muahahax. tke cre every1 ya? till den! need chiong physics le!

I'VE GIVEN UP alright.. flor i wun bother u nemore.. trust mi.. its not tat i've gotten over it, but.. juz good luck in ur future.

I'm NOT starting a new life.. as i've intended 2 keep all d memories wiv me.. in 5 yrs, 10 yrs, or more.. i'll stil remember you n all d things we shared. n i've not regretted a single bit for knowing n lyking u.. todae in skool act happi again.. cnt make it againx.. kept all my feelings in my heart in d end cant take it after skool plae soccer let it all out.. played damn freakin rough.. tink i've made new enemies.. didnt plae well 2dae.. glad i dint break some1's leg or wad if nortx public caning also mayb will kena.. nowadays i hate to be at home.. i'll feel damn lonely as dere's no 1 2 tok 2.. den will tink alotx n get depressed againx.. hope i can get over it soon.. den all my frens will not hav 2 worry 4 mi already.. chem n physics test 2dae CONfiRm flung.. nvr study.. Acids Bases Salt sux.. actually everything bout chem sux..

now its tym to tok bout some happy stuff, if nort my blog will b damn saddening.. -hahax.... ok wad happy stuff do i hav... oh yea i found out tat actually i've many pple who reLi cares bout mi! tat's a good thing!! yea!!! till den

Dis is dedicated 2 all my frens you all noe who u r:A VERY BIG THANK YOU TO ALL, INCLUDING MY AUNT!

I'm dragging along wiv time n pain.. cos its hard 2 take, its difficult to accept.. is it over just like that? now i would just wanna know why..

Went to school 2dae.. tried to act joyous like nothing had happened but 2 no avail. i just cant hide my sorrow. why is it when i've allowed myself to love you with all my heart you do this to me.. i just cant get it. i'm just allowing myself to wonder wiv all the thoughts tat just float in my mind, the reason why u r doing this. in 1 second i'm thrust into dis realm of darkness, with oni a few streams of light letting me harbour tat slim chance of hope tat u will go back on ur word.

The poem below was being searched thoroughly thru-out d world wide web n it finally found its place here where it belongs. i cant say much now, just hoping tt my inner strength can carry me thru dis times. i'm kept in d dark, like i always do. i worry so much, but when i find out wad it is, it's nothing new. for dis matter i duno whether dis is true, but i've d feeling tt we're thru. i reli hope not, for for d first time i dun 1 my hypothesis 2 be true. better is how i 1 2 noe u, but dere's nth i can reli do. for dis time our fate, is in d hands of u. i will say 'i do' to whatever choice you choose. whether you c dis or not, its not gonna influence you, to make d choice u reli wanna do. Now i dare nort even tell you that 'i miss you', although in my heart i reli do.

All of my life,
I have longed for someone like you,
So warm and tender,
with a love so true.

You light up my life
with each passing day,
Now that I have found you,
I will never let you get away.

The beauty of your smile, and
the warmth of your heart.
The great inner beauty you possess,
is what won me over,
and did from the very start.

As I sit here and think of you,
the memories of how we met
are ever so strong.
You came into my life
at a time I felt so alone.

All of my life I've longed
for someone who would love me,
for whom I am and nothing more.
You captured my mind and soul,
so you, my love, you are the key
to my heart's door.

Each day we are together,
is another day in paradise.
Knowing I've finally
found someone to love me,
surely does feel so nice.

No more lonely days and nights,
for they are gone forever, never to come again.
Since you came into my life,
I have so much love to
give to you from within.

The birds are flying high in the sky,
singing melodies of love found for you and I.
My body, soul and mind
are yours until the day I shall die.

And even after then...
the memory of love we have for each other
will speak to us for all eternity.
And another page of love
will be written in history.

As days go by let's you and I
keep this love we have between us alive.
As the hair on our heads grows gray,
we will look back at these precious memories of love
with a smile.

There will be no one who
can take this love away from us.
Because in God and each other,
we will forever put our trust.

All of my life I have dreamed
of a love so true and pure,
like yours.
Now that I have found you,
throughout all eternity this
love of ours will always endure.

I know we both are human
and are prone to make mistakes.
All of our mistakes, we will work through,
for true love is our fate.

~<>~HApPy 16th BiRtHDAe MArCuS!~<>~yoz bro! Happy bdae! rOx oN! YeSterDae was a hell of a tym! cReAm sMasHinG!! Marcus u kena d most ritex? hahax.. some pple so shao xin nvr join in man.. neway after d bdae did ur mum scold u? cos i saw ur sofa kena a bit of d cake sia... hahax! MY dad bought a new digital camera.. i had fun taking fotos of mi family n mi hse hahax. actually in reel life i can laugh but now i'm nortx really laughing.. duno y but my mood's down.. guys thx 4 all ur time accompaning me yest, especially jerome n ridz. cool dudes, yupx al my fwens rOx. gUeSs dis yr d bad luck frm marcus bdae is passed on to me... *fake smile*. gotta go. till den./~

Wad can i sae about todae... todae is sucha boring dae... now wad i 1 ish to go back home and get on d fone wiv flor!!! argh miss her shooo much.. :P okay now i'm at my cousin's hse as he juz came back from america n we're celebrating his return. Also disa meeting is considered as a gathering among all of us.. actually i dun c d need to man.. but clement korkor ure gettin more n more handsome ya? hehex.. noe u 4eva wun b seeing dis but juz wishing u all d best in ur future :) Now the children r playing X-box while the others playing wiv their handfones... i'm slackin at d com.. in d afternoon did some amaths emaths den carried on 2 write d letter for flor... rote halfway den felt too tired so went to slp 4 awhile... my goodness slept til 7.. NDP oso start le.. its lyk WTH man.. i promised myself to wake up at 5 lorx... to tink i slept for 4 hrs.. i tink i reli am becoming a pig.. argh shit! b4 tt msged flor she sae she oso wana sleep vry tired.. but til now she haben wake up sia... long ritex... must b reli too tired le.. 2dae's quite boring so i shall end here.. till den ba!!!!

~lurve ya till d end of tym~i miss you when i'm nortx wiv u~

Whoo!! Todae's great! Had to do some hw b4 i can go Esplanade watch fireworks wiv flOr, drEy, brent n lionel. Arnd 5.30 met flOr at serangoon mrt. we went on 2 Cityhall met flor's classmates. After tt Brent followed by audrey came. den we walked for quite long 2 find toy'r'us.. but to no avail. so we made do with 'minitoons' n carrefour to buy some soft toys for flor's hk n brent's amanda.. after that we zoommmedd alll the way back to esplanade.. tt was arnd 8.. but by tt tym d whole place was freakin' 'sardined'.. meaning packed.. we had to squeezzee our way past pple.. Bumped into Laura n siti n their frens there. they were lyk shouting when they saw me.. i sooo pai sei, bt happy too.. u pple look great! yea! the fireworks were lyk blocked by some freakin' coconut trees so we couldnt c a shit. nvm it was over after 6-7mins. then we walked all the way to meet amanda so tt brent could giv her d belated bdae gift. on d way saw 2 guys performed a freakin gay dance which made mi laugh my ass off.. howeva it was quite a splendid performance.

We went to PS after tt n went 2 'Cafe Carte' eat dinner.. tt was arnd 1030. arnd 11 plus go 2 serangoon take bus home.. flor also stopped at serangoon.. gav her d surprise n she gav me her own version of her surprise. hahax :P reached home arnd 12.05 n gort locked out of hse 4 bout 10 mins cos no 1 open gate 4 mi.. yupx! tt's all... till den

d fireworks display at esplanade

FlOr's BaBy! hAhax.

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i sowie flor 4 wadeva i did to make u ledat 2dae.. but juz 2 let u noe i will always be by ur side lurving u.. good luck to all sjcians 4 their prelims especially u flor.. nitex... bye...

damn.. some1 is forgin other pple's name to tag man.. its scary man... juz so scary.. juz plaed badminton wiv eugene, marcus, zhirong, harry, earl & danne at my hse compound.. they plaed soccer 1st den came over.. now my wrist is damn freakin' numb.. difficult to type sia.. neway b4 tt i went 2 jaryl's sweet hse for some pool sessions wiv him, ben, nic, mcron, ivan, kenrick, jeremy.. duno whether left out any names nortx.. if i did i'm reli sowie. felt tt i improved a lil.. arnd 1 den went hme slp til 3 den received marcus cal sayin they wana come my hse. den okay lorx, cum lorx.. so in d end my intended meeting wiv flOr at 3+pm was cancelled. i'm reli sowie flOr.

2moro's my ah gong b'dae.. so i going his hse 2 celebrate.. stil duno whata get 4 him man.. hyaiz... all in all i'm vry happy 2dae cos i solved 1 of my problems.. howeva til now flor stil havent sms me.. miss her soo soo much.. ok til den! gonna go do my secret stuff. ;)

whahax!! i juz cant help but poke into Randall-iSabel's love affair!! Randall u stil havent tell me what u 2 did!! okay bout me.. 2dae no maths klass. den went sraight 2 heartland to meet flor.. 7th dae in a row we met. after meeting her we went to yoshi 2 eat.. den challenged her 2 c hu can finish d cup of coke faster.. after took some neos den went home.. slacked 4 whole dae until now.. gg off 2 study le.. byex!

The photos are now on d left-hand-side column...

~I'll be dere 4 u wheneva, whereva~

A picture speaks a thousand words. :)

Heyya! Aiya i just cant help to think bout wad happened yesterday. i felt tt everything was a bliss at tt vry moment man. yest was thought 2 be a boring day, as usual as all saturdays tt i get. but NO, heaven above gave me a day 2 remember, a day to savour. yest i was awaken by a sudden jolt 2 my body.. it was my mum. "jie, 2dae got tuition anotx? nw 11+ le lehx, stil dunwan wake up". Wah i got so pissed man. its lyk 1st thing i hear in d morning ish about tuition. wth man, i stil gortx a long day to go, just dun remind me bout tuition can? neway yest i no tuition, so i toldmy mum n went back to slp. duno is d day b4 or wad i dreamt bout her.. was quite nice n true.. afternoon laze about abit den arnd 5+ sat in d family car to Edgeville Plains, tt's where my ahma lives. its somewhere in Punggol. Darn far. on d way found out tt flOr was at sEngkAng, n as sEngkaNg almost = punggol as these 2 districts are so near each other, i decided to meet flor somewhere dere. ok nid 2 cut short le.. cnt use com 4 lng.. flors aunty lived somewhere near dere oso so we decided 2 meet at the basketball court of tt estate.. we played wiv william, flor's lil cuz n did some amaths til lyk 10+? aft tt flor couldnt go home bcos she saw some of her holy innocent fwens at d bustop. so we 2 went 2 d rooftop garden above a carpark and did some drawing and some games.. hahax. lame but fun. yea! took some momentos and aft tt accompanied her to d bustop at arnd 11+ 4 her 2 go hme. ltr midnight toked 2 her til 5+ ledat? hahax. bt in btn gort some intervals as we both were tired den nv tok much.. played my guitar n sang 2 her, 'entertain' her.. hahax.. ya tt's al... ;) njoyed every moment... how i wish everydae could b leddat... dotsx.. till den!! 

hAhahAx 2dae went out wiv flor.. 1st we met at tpy interchange den walked 2 entertainment centre's long john eat. eat 4 bout 1hr? den we took 28 hme. sounds lyk an ordinary meeting ritex? nort to me hahax. den gav flor e cookies i made 4 her on sunday.. received alotx of comments frm her.. had mixed feelings hahax. who wouldnt be sad when pple criticise ur things yea? howeva i noe they r constructive n i will rem. em to make beta ones next tym! therefore i'm happy! hahax. had another set of mixed feelings after reading flor's second letter.. kinda bitter-sweet... smiled a lil, den bcame down a lil.. nvm la.. i noe studies more impt.. yupx.. hyaiya duno la till den.. 

dAmn.. i sux.. sowie mei pls dun take it 2 heart it was juz a casual remark.. i will go arnd criticising pple de dun belive u can ask al my fwens.. but i reli dun mean wad i say.. dere's no motive to hurt ne1 feelings.. reli reli pls dun take it to heart.... howeva i noe i've hurt ur feelings i'm writing dis to apologise.. I'M RELI SOWiE. 4giv me k? i'm reli sowie i've taken back my words. howeva i noe dis isnt gonna help mend ur heart Stef.. if dere's nething i gotta do 2 make u feel beta juz tel mi k? Oh heaven pls help mi ask my mei 4 4givness... i tink i'm an idiot lorx... hyaiz... pls dun get sad over dis matter k??

wAs sick yest. nv go skool.. down wiv acute headache n fever.. rashes too.. howeva doc say its nort dengue fever nor STD[eugene say de].. den slept 4 almost d whole dae... 2dae went back 2 skool.. nth much happened 2dae.. signing off.. till den. 

oKay.. 16/07.. we celebrated Audrey's bdae on tt dae.. fun-filled and action packed day.. we had catching, cake smashing, trash toking, and body aching on tt day. nort to 4get d saviour of tt day, the ice. we acted lyk the whole of pasir ris park was ours.. whahahax! marcus n i went dere 2gether taking bus 88. i had some trouble listening to his discman.. smt's wrong dere. we reached pasir ris bout 8pm. nort early but nort late too. met brent, randall n samuel sitting on a bench drinking beer.. aft tt d fun began.. we played till almost 11 den we went to clean up.. my whole t-shirt was almost filled with d choco cake at tt tym!!! luckily i wore double layer.. aft we came out of d stinkin toilet joined randall, brent, eugene[he came at arnd 10+] n samuel at a table.. aft tt heard tt isabel took randall's ezlink card away n he had to go 2 her skoo 2 retrieve it d next dae! it was darn hilarious man, but i controlled my laughter.. i tink randall got it back le ba.. gg hme, flor, eugene, marcus n me took a cab hme. every1 in d cab looked lyk they juz came back frm a war.. so shagged.. flor den alighted 1st, followed by me, eugene and lastly marcus..

den on 17/07 was my auntie[eileen]'s bdae... calvell n i went 2 her hse 2gether at arnd 5.30. met him at eunos mrt 1st den proceeded frm dere. we didnt reli do nething xcept play a few rnds of mahjong.. i won 50 cents btw, so miserable. hahax. aft tt d adults came n they took over d mahjong table.. we had to clear it den. mixed arnd til arnd 10 n we cut d cake. no cake smashing dis tym. hahax. aDuLtS aRe SeRiOuS pPlE.. hahax. stayed at her hse overnight. was too sleepy 2 wait 4 every1 too slp n for dis i broke my promise to flor tt we will chat in the night. woke up a few tyms in d middle of d night 2 reply her den went back to slp againx le.. i'M vEri sOwiE flOr.. noW my head ish veri giddy and i'm having a sore throat and flu[caused by d ice on drey's bdae, shouldnt hav used it on my body].. now feeling veri terrible.. no mood at all.. can see ritex, see my blog u noe le.. ok gotta go, tuitn coming up lata.. till den!

wHahAhax! wAd a DAY to remember! 14/7/04 rOx 4eVa!!! here's a recount of 2dae....

weNT cycling wiv flOr. Hyaiz dammit i cant remember everything le.. 1st when we met it was kind of drizzling.. den sharmin was dere too.. flor and i den accompanied her to d bustop 2 wait 4 her bus.. aft tt we when to a void deck to wait 4 d rain 2 stop.. chatted 4 a while den finally when d rain stopped we decided to go to 'how sun rd', where flor's grandma lives.. on d way dere smt almost tragic happened.. we were gg down a slope n aft tt flor proceeded 2 turn right.. dere was an oncoming car moving 2wards her.. it stopped, centimetres away frm banging into flor.. i had d worst shock of my life.. my whole mind was blank at tt split second.. Wow, she managed to escape unhurt.. thx god 4 tt. i tried to calm her down but at tt moment i tink i was in a lousier condition den her.. she was so cool, acting lyk everything's alright, but i scared its nort leddat inside her.. aft tt we proceeded smoothly to 'how sun' den we went 1 big rnd into lorong lew lian and den to serangoon. we bid goodbye dere n i proceeded hme.. dere's d scare, d fun, n d happiness all in 1 cycling trip.. it was a reli cool day.... other things i 4gotton liao.. so till den!

hYaiz 2dAe siaNx dAe. Shld b flunked d fukin amaths base test ba. wAd an 'eAsy' paper. after went kfc-ing wiv eugene, ridzuan, zhirong n jerome. met christine at tpy interchange b4 kfc-ing cos she passing me smt. den in kfc i was councelled by my bunch of fwens. Wiv their words of wisdom and jokes, i suddenly bcame so thought-ful, as in in deep thoughts... "must think twice" "we are angels, blah blah" "consider verrryy carefully"... yupx.. these tots.. ya these phrases... damn wad has happened to ur blog pts. duno wad to rite la.. 2moro aftr skool goin 2 heartland mall meet flor and isabel.. hahahax.. taking pic? i duno. shld b ba.. hey my carkeys, u all rOx maN i'm glad i've gort u all as my fwens!!! although u al suaned mi quite abit bt i stil luurrvve u al yEA! i nOe my limits so dun worrie dudes!!! good nitex.. till den!

MY BROTHER SUX TO THE CORE. U TOTALLY SUX JUSTIN GO TO HELL. PIECE OF SHIT. USELESS FAGGOT. MUAHAHAHAx.

HyAiz.. tOdAe kEnA pAng Sei by Ms AIdA.. supposed to meet in skul for extra chem lessons cos my chem sux to d core. iN d eNd aidA wEnt out wiv her hubby. What a good time to go out.. when her student needs help. A very 'happy' birthday to her indeed.. btw her birthday was on 9/7/04, which is yest. Nice one ar Ms aida. Feeling cheated, i went home wiv a purpose. i went straight into my kitchen and took out a knife and started slicing al the food dere was, treating em lyk ms aida. Suddenly, i woke up in my bed, drenched by my own sweat! WhAhahax it was 10 am n i didnt on my room d fan. siAnx.. dis is bcos when i went home i went back to slp til 10. after tt slacked til lunch tym and had spagati or howeva its spelt for lunch. DaMn nice. didnt noe my maid was so pronet in cooking western food.. yupx! during n after lunch i xchanged msgs wiv flOr n isabel. isabel told mi she needed the soccer ball very urgently cos she playing soccer 2dae.. dis made me ROFL. whAHax. okay i'm jk. i didnt ROFL, juz LMAO oni.. leddat nort too evil ba.. yupx. den we agreed to meet at serangoon mac. wTh i pass d ball 2 her can le but duno y she called flor to meet up oso 4 wad. can see flor veri tired lorx.. shld let her slp at hme ma... isabel lousy planner sia.. on the other hand, i'm quite happi with d arrangement cos can see her ma ;) hahax. yupx. toked to flOr fOr quite abit cos isabel met clement tan inside mac den she left mi and flOr outside.. wen isabel came out of mac she showed us some blur pic of clement she took using her fone tt were straining to d eyes and after that heard a recording frm isabel tt was piercing to d ears. luckily i've gort the presence to turn it off, if nort hou guo bu kan se xiang. hahax. yupx. after tt i returned hme, had a good bathe and watched world pool championships live on star sports. went thru eugene's blog during d break n was so touched by 1 of d posts. i m now sooo hyped up and ready 2 do my studies. yEA! btw, flOr looked nice n refreshing juz now. it was lyk so sweet. ;) yupx! tt's all i tink. till den!

~a break of dawn/ is all i need/ to have the courage/ to do my thing/ to hold ur hand/ thats wad i mean/ i looked at you/ so sincerely/ tried my best to say the things/ it couldnt b, it shouldnt b/ as we meet so rarely/ i've nort taken tt opportunity// -Shijie

i'vE gOrt diS eXaM cAlled the O'VL CHI ORAL todAe. iT wAs sO fReakY aNd nErVe-wReAkiNg.. DaMmiT i wAs lYk sTuttEriN d fReaKin chi wOrds n fOrcinG em' out fRm mi mOuth. Luckily fOr mi tHe chErs wEre vEri kiNd aNd hElpful aNd i'm aLsO gLad tt diS fReakiN oRal ish oVer.. hEY! it hAd mE experience sWeEtnEss, bitterness, sourness and sOme oTher wierd taste al iN d sAme dAe! vErY rAre ya? Bitterness was the tym i had to wait for my turn yo sit in tt 'hOt sEat'. yEppx! e fEeling suX alwight! dEn d sweetnees caMe.. wHen it was my turn 2 prepare 4 d oral by readin the passage i was lyk staring at 1 cute-mama[adapted frm mCrOn's dictiOnaRy].. hahax! aS jAck sayS, BoA! haha jk it was d tym i finish d whole damn bloody thing i was sO hAppi until i met jack at d corridor[haha no off. dude] n d soUrness caMe wHen i wAs stuttering dAmmiT! diS isH the oni thing i can tok about as the rest of d day ish lyk nth much le.. nO prOb wiV sKoOl 2dAe, xcept fOr cHem lVl tEst slept through the WHOLE pApeR.. den toKed tO floR on fone in d eVening den heard her father's voice.. yeppx.. aRhh!!! cAnt tHink oF netHing else tO riTex le.. sO till dEn ba!

~O'LvLs OrAl: oNcE iN a LiFetiMe~

Clkwise from top-left: Sarah, Isabel, Isa, Florence, Audrey, Calvell, Earl, Shijie

aRgH!! FINALLY! BACk frM tHE dEAD.. cRaWllleddd aLL d way frm mOunT vErnon to bRaddell and at last i'm back! YEA! sHO happi.. okay to recap on previous matters i got my hp confiscated by the freakin ghostly DM of mine DENNIS KOH. wAd a loser.. catch mi wiv my fone frm the gEnEral office while i was almost OUT of d school.. couldnt he lyk close 1 eye.. wad a loSer.. confiscate le stil on my fone peek peek inside.. fUk den tel my mum everythin.. nOW become leddat la... NO FREEDOM. yEsH.. nOw sTil. faSt fOrwArd tO mOndAe YOUTH DAY! eVerything on tt dae was lyk sO BLOODY COOL... lazy to ritex i longpang vellx or flor's blog... wana noe wad we did on youth day go c their blogs ;) hahahax! juz wana add tt it WaS 1 oF d haPpieSt dAe oF mY liFe.. yEa its bcoz of tt 1 la.. blur? gO figUre! mUahahahax! dEn tOdae met flOr and aNnAbeL aT heartland's dElifRanCe.. did nt eat anythin though the food dere was lyk sO eX i tot it was daylight robbery.. gOd! fLOr stil bought shO much fOod. u gO giRl hahax! oN d other hand it was lyk quite late le (3.30) ya... shO we juz stayed in dere and chatted the tym away lorx.. i didnt tok much though.. simply kept on smiling, laughing and giving annabel suggestions.. tokin bout relationships.... its simply CoMpLicAtEd especially when parents arE sHoO invoLved... aFter tt passed my long-awaited fragile but super sweet letter to flOr ;) shE stil havent reply mi bout d letter!!! wHahHax!! oH yA fLOr ur cHi o'lvL oRaL 2mOrO ritex.. aLL thE bEst ya? mUst dO weL!! mine ish on fri wish mi luck oso! ;) duno y pple post blog nowadays lyk to leave paragragh i tink its d same lOrx.. neWay, tiLL dEN(shld b veri long till my next post)!!

siAnz!! wAs wRitIng mY blOg hAlf-WaY dEn WTH, SHORT-CircUiT.. nOw mUst wRiTe d bLooDy bLog all oVeR agaiNx.. bLexX.. aS i wAs sAyin.. 2DaE's sKoOl wAs dAmn cOoL! iTs lYk nOrt sChooLin At aLL lORx.. i uSed my hp openly [means put on table, unmuted and ringtone vOl lVl 1] in kLass tO cHat wiF fLor n NO teacher catch mi 4 wHole dae.. zAi.. duNo is i LuckY oR tEacHer cOk-eYe.. nOW mS cHin aNd i QuItE oKay lE.. i eVen AsKed her bOut her wEdding ne.. cOs i went to xplain 2 her den she accepted it.. sHO jie u no need woRry le k? i sHO well-liked in sch, no 1 will bully mi de la.. hahax! sPeAkin oF thE sHoRt ciRcuit.. i tink isH aLMOST whole singapore kena la.. qUite kewl actually whahax. mi aNd mY bRos wEnt aRnd liGhtiN cAndles arnd our hse! deN wE hAd cAndLelight-sUpPer.. mUahAHAx. sHO rOmaNtiC.. yUpx... tt's it.. tiLL dEn bA..
~cAnt wAit 4 fRidAe~

3..2..1.. SkOol sTArtS! fiRst dAe oF sCh.. bOriNgeST dAe siAx.. oKaY, fiRst tHing tT hApPenEd WeN i ReAcHeD mY kLasS wAs a gRp oF mUa cHeEky fwEns gRinNin' aT mE.. wAdSup mAn.. dEn tHeY aSk 'oN lE meI yOu''sO hOw's pRogReSS'.. eH fElt dAmn cOoL, aS i wAs cEntEr oF aTtEntiOn.. mUahahaHAx. i sORt oF nEhOw rEpliEd aNd dEn wEnt fOr mOrniNg aSsEmbly.. afTer tT gOrt announcement tt our timetables have changed.. nOW dEre's oNi 1 cHinesE pEriOd in an entire week! sO kEwL! nO mOre pAstOraL cAre lessons also=lesser tym to see mS cHiN=sOnG! yEa.. tOkiN bOut mS cHin mY fOrm cHer.. tOdAe gOrt her hiStOry kLass.. dEn it was lyk very awkward e atmosphere b/t mi and her.. i tink its bcos of the bbq incident ba.. sHe wAs lYk aVoiDin eYe cOntAct wiF mi, lyk i was nOrt iN kLass, deN wEn sHe goEs thRu rEcAp oF eVeNTs sHe asKed eVerybOdi wHethER tHey uNdersTand aNOtx eXcePt mi.. wEn pAsSin uP mY hW sHe tOoK e pApEr fRm every1 except me.. dEn i must go 2 her personally to pass it up.. sO aWkwArd.. i'm nOrt beiNg sEnsiTivE hEre m i?? dUnO la.. i didnt get e chance 2 xplain 2 her sOmemOre.. SiAnx. oThr den tt i had a smooth day.. oH yEa, slept in klass durin SS lesson.. wHahAx sHO bOrin sia SS lesson.. its lyk everybody didnt bring txtbk den she cant teach so she tok cok.. tt's al boUt skoOl. eH fLoR sOwie yEst i slept quite early.. dun wana b late 4 first dae of skool ma.. eh pPle my hp n simcard wif mi le.. feel free to sms mi k.. yUpZ, its lYk FINALLY. gOttA gO cOmplEte mY pHysiCs hW. dEn lAta sUre sLp 4 a while de.. kkz tc every1 and byez! HEY PTS MISS YA! ;) wHaHahAx.
~u'LL b iN mY liFe 4EvA.. nO mAtTeR wAd u dO.. u cANt leAve mY hEarT n i cAnt lEave uRs.. cOsh wE hAv diS l_rv_ tT iSh sO tRuE~

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wAd a fAntAstiC dAy yEst!! wOke up iN d mOrnin yest 2 find caLveLL in my livin room. hAhax.. stil tot he was lost. dEn we sTraigHt away went fOr d bAdmiNtoN cUm sKatebOaRdin sEssiOn wiF flOr aNd bEl aT BHCC. iT wAs sO dAmn fReaKin hOt n i WOrE a bLack t-shirt. hyaiz. but iT wAs cOoL loRx. pLAyeD maTch wiF iSabEl.. 'lOst' tO her twice.. c she sO happy i aLso dun mind losin' ;) cos i very good di 1 ma. haha. aFter tt weNt hOme wiF a bRuiSe oN my left knee cos of skatin. bUT it wAs sHO fUn. hAd tO cyCle hoMe wiF tHe deCk uNder mY leFt aRm.. aLmOst fell mAny tiMEs, bUt dUE tO mY prOnEt skils i escaped another fall haHAx! wEnt hMe 2 bAthe aND prOceEded tO pasiR Ris 4 d eScApe tHeMe pArk thInGy.. mEt fLor N bEl iNsiDe tHE tHeme pArK.. dEn iNtro tHEm to My rElAtiVes.. hAhAx. dEn wE wEnt oN tO hAv a wHaCkY goOd tYm! yEst wAs d 1sT tYm i tRied D sTUpiD gO-kArt tHingy.. iT wAS uNscAry aND FUN! OMG i AcTuAlly sAid tT. hAHax. oKay cRap. wE pLAyeD aLmoSt eVerY riDe tHere wAs except tHe weT n wiLd, whiCh Q wAs lYk, <---------------------> dis long. yuPx. its long awright. aFteR aLL d fUn, wE wEnt 2 hAv diNnEr aT tHE fOoD cOurT iN e cOmpOuNd.. aLthOu e food was abit cold le bcos of tHE splashin good tym we had sHoOtiN eAcH oThEr wif water, [which i ultimately win btw, muhahahax] it was nice overal, aS fLOr aND bEl wAS eAtin wiF uS, aT d same table. sO cOoL. mY aUntY had a very good impression of u 2 shO dun worry, haha. oKay afTer tT wE sEparated with fLOr aNd bel by singin' tHE tWisted barney song, [its oni fLor N beL singin btw, i'm nOrt tt laME!! haha jk] wE[my bros n mi] had a sleepOvEr at aUnty eileen's hse. aLthou i didnt reli sleep. jUniOr e dOg waS sO irritatin i hAd tO pUt iT 2 slEeP. i mEan SLEEP, nOrT kill it. wE had sOme quik chats aNd baThs n dEn cAugHT thE 230 mAtcH b/t FRANCE VS GREECE.. uNexpectedly, gReecE wOn, n i wOn. hAhax! yeA, 10 bucks wOr. nOrt bAd oKay.. halFwAy thRu mATcH boUt 250 cAlleD fLoR 4 a cHat, bT sOoN iT bcame a liSteNin n sHajiAoiN sEssiOn.. haHax jkjk, nOrt tO meNtioN we oNi reli hUng up wHen mY auNty wOke up at 710 iN e mOrnin. WOW. hahax. hAd mUch 2 tOk wOr. nORt bAd ;) hahax. dEn aRnd 11 todAe mY dAd cAme tO picK Us up n noW here m i, in frOnt of e cOm wriTing a cOmPo abOut tHe mOst fUn N haPPy dAe oF mY liFe. hahax. ok tt's all 4 2dae, till den ba. ~miSs yA`, I rEli dO~

siAnz.. wOkE uP aT 310 2dAe bcOsh oF soCcEr yEst, bUt iT wAs wOrtH it aS gErMAnY'S oUT oF EURO 2004! yEa.. miSsEd bReaKfAst.. duH. sO atE lUncH.. dEn wAs dOwn tO hW.. nOw uSiNG cOm. duH.. fiNallY e girLs mAde theiR bLOg.. didnt their cher teach em to b humble.. sO prOuD oF theiR bLOg.. iT cAnt b cOmpAred tO miNe, dUH. hAhax jkjk. iT's niCe, eSpeciAlly e nAme wiF e ReD fOnt tt's sO kEwL..hAhaX.. eNuF oF tHe lAughin.. mEi lOst hEr fOne diS afTernOoN aT arnd 1.. dEn shE vEri sAd.. wEll, aT leAst sHe gOrt hEr bf tO chEer heR up nOw.. shO i nO nid wOrry le. i'vE lyk.. 6 mOre hRs b4 2mOro sTarts aNd 2dAe diEs.. iTs lyk sO little tym left. dAes pAsS sO fAst.. iT's lYk sHiT.. hAveNT dO wAd i pLanned tOdae.. aT leAst dEres the OC laTa aT 11 tt's worth my tym 2dae.. fEEling vEri bORed nOW.. esPeciAlly noeing eveRy1's hAviN a fReaKin gOoD tYm oUTsiDe whiLe mi sLoggIng aT hME.. 2mOro mUst pLAe tiLL lYk eNd Of wOrlD ledDat cOSh i noe when sch starts next wk i wil b grounded n studyin' lyk shiT.. n 2moro MAYB e last day fOlloing a long brEak frOm seEing n comm. wif tHe giRls.. eXepT neXt fri which somE1 noes wad issit. ya? hahax! -4get-mi-nort- k? will miss ya al.. sAd bLog 2dAe? dUn tiNk sO.. em.. cAn smell fried chicken wings le. lOoKin 4wRd fOr diNner aT 7. chIll oUt eVery1. tiLL dEn.. ~YOu aRe mY vEry f!rSt tHOuGht iN tHe mOrNinG.. ANd mY lAst aT n!gHtfAll.. YOu aRe thE lOve tHat cAmE w!ThOut wArNiNg~ <--- adAptEd fRm mY MSN niCk.

WaH sO bOrEd 2DaE.. weNt 4 mY cCa 2dAe. eH miSs hEnG u tiNk i Ur blOoDy sTiNkiN' mAiD iZziT? y wHen yOng rUi jUz hAv tO sHelF e bkS tO alpHabEtiCal ordEr whiLe i hAv tO cLeaN e SheLvEs aNd vAcUum thE liBrAry?!! fReAkY sHit u r pAid 2 dO e jOb bT iNsTead u mAke uSe oF uS sTudents! sO wAd u jUz weNt 4 eYe oP? hOpe u b lyk the lead of 'tHe eYe' leDDat siA daMmit. i dId e cAtaloging, did the imac cheCkiNg anD did tHe QC le u stiL asK mi go clEan up liB! OnCE n 4 all, i'm nOrt ur stinkin' MaRia! n did i mEntiOn MISS heng? u gO oLd le sTil MISS confiRm bcum OlD maiD le MuAHaHahax! sOwiE dis eVil laugh learNt frOm my jiE de. hahax. nOW stiL eArly nTh 2 riTe yeT bT later i canT riTex le cuz mum will b home so have to ritex now. gOiN eAt lUncH sOoN. juZ nOw aTe nOnyA dUmplinG nOW gOrt sTOmachacHe.. dAmMit. :P lOoKin 4woRd tO seEinG jiE n flOr's blOg.. faSter dO k? if duno how 2 do can ask mi ;) haha oK lA gO le la tc eveRy1! till dEn.

fiNally cAn bLOg againx le. wHaha yEst wENt oUt wiF xiAo jiU and vEllx. mET isabeL aT ciNeleisure.. she wOre skIrt wOr.. once in a blue moon wor.. i shocked dio hahax. siMpLy sTunNing! hAa! she look good in tat la.. and tats the most impt thing ya? jiE nExt time if we mEet aGain muSt wEar nice nice okok? lyk yest leddat ok? hehex. fiRsT thIng we did upOn reachin cine wad to take fotos. blEhx. dEn 1 'dOnkEY' kicKed mi.. hahax isabel la.. deN shE brOught mi go see her fwens. after tat i kept meeting them everywhere i go.. hmmm.. hahax. isAbeL eVEn took foto of mi wif her fone in fRonT oF eVery1! hahx. ya dEn we wEnt tO wAtch 'THE bEST bET'.. iTS sHO fUnnY!! i wAd lYk lAughing sO lOud i aLmoSt gET cHAseD oUT! nO lA nv.. jk niaz. hAhAx. flOr u gOinG sEE wiF iSabEl riTex. gOGo u so lyk to laugH suRe laUgH untIl stOmaChacHe de.. after tat leix we went tO nEarbY nEwtOn hAwkEr eAT sUpper, coz at tat time lyk 12 le. aTe sOme cOoL fiShbAll soUp nOodLes.. i tink.. haHAx. deN sOme sAtAy.. wEnt hOme bOut 1245 bUt mUm arEadi sLeEp.. sHO maKe uSe oF tiME tO tOk tO isAbEl, yea. tOk cOk wHiLE wAtcHinG sOccer! hAHax. N lAmpArD is pRouNouNceD aS lam-part nOrt lamb-perd okAY jiE! gEt d nAme oF uR 'hUsbAnd' riTex! dEn wE tOk uNtiL iSabEl's mUm cAme oUt aNd sWitCheD oFF hEr tV.. hAhaX. sHO sAd sHe cAnNot wATch tAt tiMe lAmpaRd sCorED! hAhax. bLehx isNt it fAte jiE? hEeEx. tOdaE's sO bOring.. aT hMe whOle dAE buden 'stole' jOnaThan's simcard shO i can mSg.. hehex. haV tO la.. duN msg will diE man.. haHax. yEst rEceivEd 1 ShO sWeEt mSg.. hEhex. flOr horx? hahax! aiYa actually gOrt mOre thiNgs tO riTe de bT 4got.. nVm la.. tiLL dEn la.. tc every1!

oH sH!t. fLOr wEnT tO cAlvELL's bLOg. diS sUx. hOpe sHe didnT wEnt tO miNe.. aRgh.. tHe pIcs, tHe tHinGs i SaiD inSide.. sOme will mAke hEr haPPy bUt sOme wiLL bReaK hEr hEart.. i reLi dUn wAna bReaK hEr heArt.. tO clArifY.. i nOw DUN LYK mEi le.. oMg diS iS tRouBle.. hYaiz.. wHen sKoOl rEoPens i will B meetiNg fLoR 4 dOubLe dAte wIf cAlVell aNd bEliNdA.. fUnni fEeLiNg haHaAx. bUt quItE cOoL.. caLveLL.. u'Ve bEeN gReaT diS pAst 2 dAes. tHanK yOu fRom mY hEart tO u. duDe, iF u tOO niD my help mUst asK mi hOrx. i wiLL gLadLy heLp. reLi. tO fLOr: iF u reLi cAme tO my bLog, pLs tEll mE k.. i reli 1 2 nOe.. tHE picNic wAs gReAt bTW. hAhAx. tO noE mOre aBouT yEst, pLs rEfeR tO VELL's bLoG, tHx. hAhAx. i lAzY tO riTe lE.. goiNg oFf tO pRaY fOr teM aGain liAox.. nOw wAtcHinG tHe jaCkiE cHan sHow, dAmn zAix.. oK gOtTa gO. gOrt cCa 2mOrO tiLL 1.30. hYaiz.. tiLL dEn bA. ~dEre's aN oBstAcLe bLockIng mY wAy.. UnLeSS i can cLear it i wUn b mOviNg oN.. tHe oNli pErsOn oTher den myself hU cAn hElP isH yOu.~

ArGh.. 2mOrO caNt gO oUt sHo sIan.. fEw daes nv bLog le cuz cannot use comp. i tink soon i will kena banned from comp. asho le sho soon cannot blog le.. hyaiz.. sometimes i wonder y my mum sho strict... eh... mY fWeNs mistaken mi 'zhong she qing you'... sObx.. hyaAix.. duno how.. now must reli studi le.. if nort my life would b dis boring 4eva... aRgh.. gOta gO.. tiLL dEn.

YeA sHO haPpi! tOdAe aNd yEst wNt tO dOwntOwn EaSt cHalet.. KlAss gaTheriNg.. dEn i sTayEd dEre OveRniGht yEsT.. cOoL.. nV sLp.. wEnt wIth fEw Of mY bEttR fWens tO thE pAsiR RiS beAch tO sEe sTaRs.. dEn 'jiAng xiN sHi' lOrx. dEn tHey aSk mi cAll fLor.. i cAll lOrx. dEn tOk la.. aFter tHat 1 oF mi fwens wanna tOk tO hEr sHO i gIve hIm tHe fOne.. DeN i wEnt tO tHe wAteR fOr aWhiLE.. rOtex hEr nAme On sAnd aGainx.. dEn hE go tEll hEr wAd i Do dEn hE tEll hEr i gO wAlk-wAlk.. hE asK hEr wHetheR sHe lYk mi nOrt den sHe sAe dUnO lOrx. gOrt fEelings. Wah I fEEl shO shiOk.. hahAx. yA. dEn tOdaE 2nD dAe fLor aNd fwEns cAme loRx.. wE miXed arOund 4 awhiLe dEn i nid to go home le.. bT oUr progEss quIte gOod lArx! hahaX. yupz.. eNd hEre la.. tiLl dEn~

AnOtheR siAnx dAy.. hAd tuitiOn in d mOrning den Go pAramOunt eAt lUncH.. Den weNt tO cUt hAir aT ciTy pLazA aFterwards.. nOw mY haIr sHO sHOrt.. bLehxx.. nOrt vEri nIcex larx.. sHo sAd.. tOld tHe auNtie tO 'jIaN bAO' shE gO cUT sHO slopey.. iEee.. AftEr tHat nOrMal dAex lE lA.. mY muM nOw mOre rElax wiTH mI le.. cUz' i vEry lOng nV cHaT iN d fOne lE.. dEn every dae tuition... sHo sHe sTil saTisfied.. 2moRO shLd b gOing tO mY kLasS chalEt bA.. fLor gOing.. yUpx.. gOnnA bE a hEll Of a TiMe i TInk.. nOw aLL mY fWenS gAthEred aT kEaNe's hsE wAitinG fOr d sOccer mAtch tO stArt.. ENGLAND VS FRANCE. biG match wOr.. i at hOme wAitiNG myself.. shO bOring.. hOweva gOrt pApa to pEi wO.. aT leAst nOrt sO baD.. Veri long nv tok to mei le.. dUnnO wHethEr she gOrt 4geT mi anOtx.. vEry wOrri3d.. hOpe shE miSSed mi ;) hYaiz.. mUst fInd oF a Way to tOk tO heR.. fOr nOw i wIll eNd hEre.. tiLL dEn ~tHe mIseRy iSnt uNiverSal, fOr me mY miSery iS miSsiNg tHat sPeciAl sOmEOn3!~

dOtx.. niCe anOtx? i aNyhOw do de.

'Family Day' at East Coast 2/6/04. [From left: Daphne(cousin), Jarran(cousin), Justin(bro), Eileen(3rd aunt)]

ToDAE is sHO bOring!! bUt at least can sleep longer todae, cuz' no skool. Den afternoon sTUDY fOr 3 wHoOping hOurs.. aLL in ALL iSH a boring dae todae.. 1 2 tok to mEI Or fLor also duno whether they will answer.. den scared they call back my hse.. sHO nv call.. aiYa nO mOod to rite le.. ok bYex..

Hyaiz.. WhaT a biG miStaKe i'vE maDe.. My goOd fren bEn lOh nOw keeps avoiding mi.. just bcuz the day b4 yest. i pretended to get angry with him for nOrt letting mi see sTef's msgs in his hp.. Stef said can led mi see but dunno y he dun 1.. dEn nOw he tot i ANGRY wiTh HIM.. I NORT LORX!!! OMG den he go tell my other fwens nOw they lyk daO mi also.. WTH! Juz a small thing made mi lOse sHO muCh.. i reLi regretted it... sOwie lA beNlOh.. dUn aNgry wIth mi le la.. hyaIz.. dunno wad to do nOw also.. dEn nOw my mum shO seNsiTive le.. i juz went to sch early tOdae den she say wad i meeTinG my gF izzit.. wTH I'M NORT LORx... WHY EVERYBODY BECOME SHO MISTAKEN ABOUT MI.. i ReLi dunNo wad tO dO.. sObx.. alOt of my goOd frEns veri sad nOw bcuz of their Own prOblEms lorx.. mAke mI sHO sad also.. hyaiz.. sAd bLog tOdae, pLs dUn bLAme.. dIs is whAt i'm feeliNg nOw.. GORT NO 1 TO TALK TO ALSO.. HP NORT WITH MI.. i'M TiREd of liFe.. bLehxX.. bT i will eNduRe.. dOwn tHe rOad to come.. mY liFe wiLL change fOr the beTTer.. tt's wAd i bLive.. tOld all mi frens with prOblems e same tHing too.. lAter duNo will be doing wad.. mayb studying bA.. bt stiL nO mOtiVaTiOn leix.. vEry hArd tO gEt sTarTed.. nVm la.. tRy.. i'll b gone le.. till den.

Wah todAe quiTe haPpi.. i've gort my hp back for 1 dae and afternoon went to cele calvell's b'dae.. nort bad the food at d restaurant near parkway.. nort bad at all. after eating i go window shopping with caLvell.. dEn tOk to mei on d way.. she kept wanting mi to sae i hAtE hEr, but i dont, so i dun 1 sae.. den she sae that if i sae den her troubles will be gone.. i reli wish for tt to happen also but i noe once i say she will forget mi le.. so i cant sae.. i noe i'm quite selfish, but wad can i do.. its also a real headache for mi.. ArgH.. nvm abOut that, after that go to 'another-mummy' hse for awhile den go home again le. Mum at home sho must reaturn my siMcaRd to her againx. sIanz.. later will be praying for them le.. nOw gtg.. till den la..

Haizz.. my lifE's quality keeps going dOwn.. nOw thEre's even no memories worthy of mi writing in hEre... soo till den..

WaH! toDae is supEr sHiok.. 1st time in 2 weeks i went out.. i ashO gort mY hp bAck fOr 1 dae. dIs time went to east coast with mi fwens. Den asked her and her fwens along asho lorx. PAID FOR THEIR FOOD. oMg.. spent alotx lorx.. but it was fun.. no regrets. they asho enjoyed it veri much.. wE plaed cAptAin's bAll den waded in the sea..

nOw eVerYtIme i cAn lOgiN to my computer i will feel sho damn lucky.. nOw itS lyk lUxury to mi lorx.. NoW im using mY precious time to rite dis bloggy. Todae went fine.. but stil a lil saddy. Skipped eNgliSh kLasses :P in skoOl den after tt secretly go ouT with mi fWens to eat lUnch. yUpz, now eatiNg lunch with fwens is strictly PRoHibited!! ShO sIaNx.. nvm, cuz i getting used to my life aS a jAilbiRd.. hahax. stiL gortx moOd to laugh.. lucky.. scared have to go see phychologist[izzit spelt leddat?] soon.. blehxX.. lata will be studying lyk shit again, to prove to my mum i've cHAnGEd... waDevA.. i'm even willing to be some1's dog for a day to gAin bAck mY fREEdom! That's how despo i m.. blehxX.. sAd riTex.. shld b la.. haiyax.. gtg again le.. bb.

hAiyA.. sHo lAmE.. wAd tYpE oF oUting isH dis mAn.. juZ come back home first thing see my mum.. kena scolded[againx], kena grounded[againx], kena banned from com, kena hp confiscated, kena her saliva.. all thE fUnx asho nomore le.. toDae kena dAo bY eVery1.. sUpEr sad.. hyaiz.. mY meI talk to my fwen bu li wo le.. call her hp asho cannot get through.. den my fwen promise call mi when he reach home until now asho havent call lor.. 1 2 call hER asho cannot, cuz she go with her fwen[e person that betrayed me]to eat dinner.. sho dun wanna disturb mahx.. now sho sian.. half hr more den must go le.. ya isabEl and hEr go kiss 2dy lor.. somemore sho mi they kiss the pix.. although its fake bt stil its sho disturbing lorx.. n ish look lyk french de! until now i stil cannot get tt img out of my mind.. make mi sho angry also... cuz i tell them dis type of joke cant plae de den thry sae mi petty.. wth lorx. haiya.. mi sho sad now la.. gtg. quOte: dUn quArrEl with giRls or yOu wiLL gEt it. plsh dun giv any comments regarding nething inside dis post. thx. dun even tok about it.

nth much todae... oni gort the stupid chi o'lvl.. going out tomoro! yea..

Woah! aNotHer DaEx of StudYing! hahAhAx vellx my mum zhen sHi dE cAll u chEck on mi.. hope you dont mind.. sowiex troubled u le.. maDe a sUpEr DuPeR cuTe mei todae.. hahax. her voice damn cute lorx.. haiya lata mush go study again... so sianz.. anywae nowadays i tok to girl lyk nort shy nemore le! hahax yea! tAlked to mei on ahma hse fone 4 bout' 4 hrs.. shh.. dun sae or i will kena hantam by xiaojiu! hahax! den dae b4 chatted wif my 'her' for bout 4 hrs also! hahax... chat until 5am somemore... wow! didnt noe i can tok to girls sho much! hehex.. yar la.. leddat lor.. now nid 2 eat lunch and lata BACK TO STUDYING.. reli miss her and mei's voices now!! aRgH!! 2dae cant tok to them coz chi o'lvl 2morro! arg.. nid to go le.. till den..

Hyaiz... yest gort scolded by my mum.. den tok to her on fone halfway cry.. pai sei man.. oops my mum come le... gtg..bb

I did a quiz todae about where will i go when i die and i got this result... quite cool.. i hope it will be real though.. Todae dreaming bout' her.. during chinese tuition.. in school.. when listening to music.. omg.. totally crassie le... first time i felt dis way lorz.. she was being put down but i wont care wad they sae.. juz sooo freaky e feeling.. really liking some1 rox to the max..


Reincarnation: You are nice enough to go to heaven,
but Earth won't be as fun without you. So you
shall come back as someone or something else.
As a real optimist and lighthearted person, you
always see the good in things. People probably
respect you for your wonderful personality and
love for life. People like you make the world a
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Ooh! Today my heart almost dropped! Yesterdae watched movie with me the frens actually asked me whether i like 1 of the girls there anot! Actually i do but i dare not say.. den beat about the bush lyk shit.. finally gort to noe tt she likes me too! Soo shuang! Really happy today.. even my frens also started teasing me.. :P..

Todae went to ps to watch Shrek 2 with some frens.. haiya wait for them for quite long sia.. i not movie critic so will not elaborate much on the movie.. all i can sae is its funni.. den after that walked around ps a few times b4 eating at mos burger. rEaLLy a cOol eXpEriEnCe... juz leddat la todae....

Went to Pulau Ubin todae.. main aim was to pray at the temples... 1st time sat on e sampan.. quite cool, onli very rocky and noisy.. nvr get seasick though. got quite alot of things dere.. especially mosquitoes! But overall quite fun.. ate alot of food todae... the butter prawns r delicious.. cHanged layout of my blog.. suddenly so into this blog of mine.. wth.. hyaiz.. 2morro is back to skool again. sO siAnz... nth more le..

The Mitsubishi Evo 8 I was talking and drooling about!
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Today mi frens came down to my hse.. play xbox, play cards, play soccer.. Today also is 1st dae i drank vodka with ma frens. Shuang sia.. nice feeling.. newae vodka is my cuz intro to mi 1, vellz if u reading this be happy, i've remembered to giv u credit.. Also, e vodka is i initiated to my frens 1... so feel quite satisfied with myself. Fantastic day. Got back Eng, B3!! Didnt expect it.. quite shocked myself. Others flunk as usual:P Stupid teacher dun gimme 2 xtra mks for my geog if not pass also le.. argh.. sianzation.. dunno wad quote to rite lei.. ar.. here.."a leader takes people to where they 1 2 go, but a good leader takes people to where they may not 1 2 be, but ought to be" :P dunno makes sense anot.. well, u decide. Till den.

Wah.. today went out with my frens to Siloso Beach: Sentosa. ZAI SIA, damn cool, coz first time go beach with frens. We tanned until pain here pain there *stupid ma, nv put suntan lotion*. I abit pain only, coz got high tolerence to heat. First thing was to find a place to put our bags, and wad a "wonderful" place they found, shitty freAkin' hOt plAce with no shade! WOah! Sizzling sia. The sand damn freakin' hot, so everytime we go from 1 location to another must hop here hop there.. Torture! Den we got play volleyball. Dunno hoe to play, so now my hands bruise here bruise there. Hyaiz, must practice more often le. Den at 12 NOON, burning, sand=charcoal! We dashed into the sea, freakin' fun! Each person take turns to jump, den lyk wave leddat, den the salt water splash here splash there. HahAx i 4got tt i 4got bring underwear!! *pAisEi* so wad did i do? Nv wear underwear go home lorx. Later they go kayaking, but i leg cramp*perfect..* so cannot kayak*wHy?!!* so i go home first lorx. Overall quite fun la, fun rating: 8/10, -2 marks for the slight sunburn and lousy tanning. Ya.. so tomorro taking back results le lorx... i tink the next 1 mth sure kena grounded 1... sianzation... hahax nvm la.. had fun... Quote of day:*Guo Yi Tian Suan Yi Tian*... Hahax. Nth else good 2 mention le... so.. Shijie...OUT!

This is me. Quite blur.. coz i edited it.

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Wah freakin' hell, todae i lost my way coming home. Went to my fren's hse den coome back tt time took wrong bus! Went 1 whole big round from Geylang to Nicole Highway! WTF it took me 1.5hrs to find my way back to the corrct busstop to take the freakin' correct bus home! Sec 4 le still can lose my way... hyaiz... nth to say la.. Quote for today "people who don't have a sense of direction waste their time consistantly"

Hyaiz... Today is boring. Fast forward to at night. The 'Eye For A Guy' show damn sianz.. all talking onli, but Rachel Lee is damn chio. MY new crush!! Now cannot play ff9 le.. No PS how to play.. Mummy confiscate. Hyaiz. Al least today i gort studi aBiT. From 2morro onwards must really chiong my studies le. Prelim 1 coming le!! Damn freakin' hell... i dun seem to feel the stress. ARgH! nO mOtiVatiOn to sTudi!!! HOW?!

Mum went to Manila le... hyaiz... house so quiet w/o her. So far no havoc at home yet... Hope this peace will cont. 4eva.. even after mummy comes back.

JUSTIN HACKED MY RUNESCAPE ACCT! REM. REVENGE! REVENGE! DONT B SOFT! JIAN CHI DAO DI! REVENGE!

Today, SAD. My father, take note, is father not mum is nagging at me!!! ARgH!!! WhY!!! Juz wanna say dis... bye bye... no quote 2dae, coz no inspiration.

Wad a small world... my cousin met one of my ex-classmates and is now very good frens... den i met a girl in GB! wad the hack her fren saw me and added me in msn also... now we closer den the girl i met in gb le... haiyo... why leddat... i always think that when god made the world he left some flaws in it... now i've seen it... he made the world too small... time too fast... ppl so fast die... evil heartless ppl... etc... so many... now dere's a new one coming up... ozone layer too thin... now got hole le... pollution everywhere le... hyaiz... signing off le.. too depressed to rite somemore.. till den...

Yea! Finally learnt how to strum 'Guang Huai Fang Shi' properly le... shoik man... wiv my hard work... my reward is 3 sore fingers and a nice song.. Anywayz tomorro going out wiv some1 to see stars... cool rite... hope everythin' goes out fine... aRgH!! I'm so nervous!! How.... if i sae the wrong things... dio pai sei 1 lor... nv... be composed.... i'll be fine...

P.S. Now i'll have a quote every 2 days.. dis is the 1st one... Always reach for the sky..You will not know what u will receive.

Playing my old game frm e beginning... Final Fantasy 9... now rekindled my love for Garnet... Argh! I'm thinkin' of her now!! Gotta go.. cannot concentrate le... bye byr...

Okay... dis sat going to see the stars thingy... sounds cool but dunno real anot... hope so la... practicing my guitar too... now can strum 2 songs le... not bad eh... hahaha... trying my best to learn more... yar... ok tata..