LOL some japanese tv show, the task is to not laugh while watching a horribly translated video, or u get a spanking. damn freaking funny!!!! WATCH.

a japanese game show

freedom


sweet. the planned new building to be erected at ground zero, new york, called the 'freedom tower'... it should be called a 'freedom syringe' instead. but nice structure nonetheless. hope it doesnt get targeted like its predecessor!

first times

anyway, seems like everything became so nice and relieving and relaxed after the mid years. this is the first time i actually felt like this, and i actually enjoyed it.

this is the first time in my life that i actually really bothered to worry about exams and stuff. there's many many other 'first-times' that i really regretted not doing last year. i have never felt so scared and worried for my own future in my past 16 rotton years of life (yea, if only i had..). i felt i finally got away from my comfort zone and for the first time, really pushed myself to achieve my academic capabilities.

i finally realised that i'm not only living this life of mine for myself. yes and i'm happy that i finally banished this selfish thought of mine. for every person that think they do not have enough freedom from their parents, there will be one who prays for a mum or dad that cares more for him/her. i belong the latter in the advanced stages of my teens.

it's getting emotional

BUT, i finally realised that i have been silently placed in my parents' hearts all this while, and they have been wishing the best for me for all my exams even though they always put me down when they tell me,"aiya, every time ask you, you keep saying you studied and tried your best, dunno real anot. your 'best' is always fail one.." even though this time i really studied. the first time i really saw my parents cry was last year when i told them in a formal family meeting (without my brothers) that i had to retain. my mum teared and went up to her room and slammed the door. my dad stood motionlessly on the couch, as in shock. at that moment i knew exactly what it is meant by 'disappointing your parents'. i told myself not to disappoint them academically anymore. i finally felt my parents' concern for me. i felt loved.

post-mortem

so, yea. there's another first. this time i really think that i was well-prepared for the exams, save for some exam nerves. i felt good. but if only i realised all these last year, i wouldn't have to waste a year... well, now i'm only hoping for acknowledgement for all my hard work i've put in this year, so that i would not let myself and more importantly, my parents down. and i know i will see good. :)

phew. the mid-years are officially over for me! cheers!

why must i get the exams nerves now when this exam is the biggest of my life so far??

self belief

i will pass my history paper.
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this is self belief.

fools only do this when they know nothing else can help.

world cup 2006


www.soccernet.com - 19 June, 2006. click to enlarge. reason why i still support owen though he suck at the moment. SELF-BELIEF people.

woah... now it's less than a week to mid years. how freaking fast time flies. history first paper. how to study for history????? someone help!

getting stressed out.

even so, that wont stop me from wishing all dads (especially mine) a very happy fathers' day!!

3 songs to describe a good budding romantic relationship...

1. Clay Aiken - The Way
2. Evan & Jaron - Crazy For This Girl
3. Five For Fighting - Something About You

:)

a birthday celebration


dawn's birthday celebration at seoul garden taka.

happy birthday dawn!

the World Cup have been tame so far. where's the buzz?? seems like the world have 'progressed' to become a more boring place...

study session in school from tomorrow till friday. anyone wanna join. i know liangjie will. haha.

rihanna's unfaithful mtv. very nice. especially the lyrics. damn sad. watch.


Unfaithful - Rihanna

i did a test out of boredom. my test reasult..

Brain Lateralization Test Results

Right Brain (59.6%) The right hemisphere is the visual, figurative, artistic, and intuitive side of the brain. Left Brain (40.4%) The left hemisphere is the logical, articulate, assertive, and practical side of the brain

Are You Right or Left Brained?(word pair test)

reminder to self-
6 movies i missed and/or would like to watch:

1. poseidon
2. over the hedge
3. paradise now
4. failure to launch
5. v for vendetta
6. eight below

WTF!? Click to enlarge.

Vaunt

went to vaunt on tuesday. the first few hours were like crap; we spent time queueing and helping others get into MOS faster. however, through that i met some new peeps in christine and reuben and some long lost ones in randall. around 10+ went to Macs to eat something as all of us had nt eaten our dinner.

by the time we really step in MOS, the whole place was filled with peeps. couldnt really dance around 11+ 12 leddat - too many people. so we went to chill out in the techno room where we slacked on the spherical bed there. we couldnt find any vacant ones at first so we shared 1 with a small boy who was waiting for his friends to come back. after that ruben noticed that there's a grp of ppl coming out of another sphere so we went to occupy it. however, there was another group wanting it too so reuben suggested sharing.

so share we did. coincidently, the guys who shared the 'sphere' with us were my fellow marist friends. introed and talked and we realised that one of his friends is in singapore idol, so we suggested taking a photo in case if she wins, so then we could make a quick buck out of it. lol. however, the colour of the lights in that room change damn frequently so it was difficult to take a good shot. we had purple, orange, pink and all sort of other coloured ambience. finally we managed to take one that is white.


SWEET. i was told to censor. LOL.

after slacking, we went down to have some fun, assuming the dance floor isnt as packed as earlier. to our disappointment, it still was. nonetheless, we just squeezed through till we reach the platform in the middle of the main room. oh, before that i bumped into sandra, who looked gorgeous that night. =) had fun dancing with malcolm, nicholas, the casanova and jaclyn. all night, malcolm was attracted to this one girl, who-shall-not-be-named, and we had a fun time TRYING to hook them up together.


MOS @ 1.38am

all in all it was an okay party but with happening and nice companions for me. however, i'm not gonna club again for a very long time (till my 18th birthday maybe).