enjoy.
i'm so tired of everything...
My sincere apologies to Henry Teo. You know what happened at lect. if you were affected in any way, please, find me alrite. speak your mind. sorry dude.
Today was freaking slack. Well, almost everyday has been the same. And the finalised results are not out yet.. when den i can know when to cut hair?? aiyo..
Really, class chalet revitalised me. i'm energised with drops of life. saw some ugly scenes, but at the same time saw many joyful ones as well. BBQ was a success. It dint rain. It did, but after the BBQ. for more details of chalet maybe visit other blogs? i'm sure darren, jonathan etc will blog bout it in detail.
But i still hope for sub paper.. I'll know if i've to cut my hair by tomorrow or not..
So, the results are finally out.. my results arent desirable.. i just cant bear the thought of me retaining or going poly, wasting a whole year and a lump sum of money spent on tuition and materials by my parents. I WANNA TAKE SUB PAPER! if only i'm given a chance. as darren said,"i promise to be a full-time mugger if i am given a chance!!! 100% guarantee plus chop!" the guarantee thing dunno heard from where want. if its ur patent come claim ur acknowledgement from me.
i dun wan to be in the sorrowful state i witnessed in school. but my emotions overwhelmed me.. what can i do? esther dont like tell me that you saw la.. i wanna preserve whatever dignity that's left inside me ma. hah.
augustine was a strong emotional support for me - he even agreed to lend me the math prelim papers IF i can take sub paper - and i appreciate. thanks.
hong was kind enough to give me a day's grace to surrender the $15 for bbq to him. but come to think of it, do i still have the mood to party?? all i can think of now is "GOD, please give me a chance to take sub. i'm not even praying to be promoted, just praying that i'm given a second chance." maybe during night cycle (if i go that is, afterall i paid), i could like just turn my head up left right and let the ghosts harrass me and that'll still be what i'm thinking of. truly, not able to promote is the mental harrassment of the highest degree, to me that is.
i know SOME people reading this will think i'm whining too much, like "nvm lor. cannot promote go poly lor. must be realistic ma. plan for the future alrdy.." i say fuck off. I'VE GOT MY OWN REASONS FOR BEING SO FREAKIN' DESPERATE!
i would like to thank all in 1t25 including the teachers for a wonderful year. thanks also to iggy for temporarily luring me away from my wretched thoughts of retaining. dunno what you did? just remember pw meeting. a tribute to you all: THANKS.
all i want now is another chance....
... blogging is becoming boring.. peeps i DO VISIT your blogs too so pls update! haha.
Pretty screwed day yesterday. Slept for almost the whole day. Still feeling the heat in me. Spoilt my alrdy rotten day. Felt like a piece of shit. Maybe its part of the teenage angst in every adolescent. At least i know i'm a late developer of it. Does this mean i can still attain the ideal height i wanted? hmm..
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HAHA. bullshit..
Anyway, class outing yesterday. it was the first time i went out with the 'class'. its nt in its entity, so cant really say class. bt anyway, had fun chit-chating with darren, wilfred, augustine, hong, ken, hong's fren and eugene. Augustine amazed everyone by eating like 'zillions' of prawns, and he tried to lessen the impact of his feat by saying his friend eats more than that at buffets?? Anyhow, he really took 'all-you-can-eat' to a whole new level.
We meat eaters stayed there for like quite long, nt to mention all the chairs were like steaming hot after we got up from 'em. Okay, nt that bad.
everytime we seem like we're running out of topics to chat, wilfred will create a new one, mostly by the "so what are we gonna do after we get the hell outta here???" Speculation will then start to arise.
And so i know you can discover many of your classmates' secrets by going on class-bonding(at this pt of time, half a yr after knowing each other?). Secrets are meant to be a secret, so :x Bt you guys cn try.
After that went to watch a thrilling movie called 'into the blue'. i know, i'm puzzled by the title too. bt apparently no one cares, 'cos everyone's attn is alrdy at the leads' hot bods. And i mean sizzling. i dont know, it seems like rating movies in your blogs are kinda becoming a mini-craze nowadays. (wadsup with teenagers nowadays??) Neway, here it goes. "err.. i tink i'ld give it 7.5/10." 4 for each hot bod and 3.5 for that f***ing graphic wound (remember the f***ing shark) suffered by the loser's gf of 5 days. you guys will know who after you peeps watch it. No spoiling in this blog. :D
And did i even mention that PROMOS ARE OFFICIALLY OVER? heard that peeps?

Into The Blue movie poster - i'll slap you if you say the bods aren't hot. i'm talking bout both sexes alrite.

Why is every one's tagboard like this?? i cant tag! Darren this pic is taken from your blog, dont mind!
darren's tagboard...

Keane. Gang leader. Based in Australia to extend the gang's influence.

Taylen. The spy/security of the gang. Goes on spying mission in schools to look out for undercover cops.

Ridzuan. Cool, calm and collected. The physical presence of the gang.

Shijie. One blur guy. Very self-engrossed.

Marcus. Joker of the gang. Famed for: Cold jokes.

Jerome. Want-out member after finding a girlfriend.

A scene from the movie - The gang on their way to a heist. (look at the ever-ready Keane, already preparing to draw his pistol from his pocket; Shijie was the photographer.)