what does the cloud resemble???

i saw a rainbow!! look closely and you can see the rainbow.

some random picture I took a few days ago. sheesh i think i'm not gonna blog for awhile. there's a tide of tests coming. gotta mug.


this nice bird ate a mango from my mango tree!

Ooo. i think this is cool. my horoscope.

Your self-confidence is supremely attractive right now, and you might even acquire a few new admirers just by going about your business as usual. Someone nearby wants to know you better.

will it actually happen is another story. this is a 1.41am post, so we'll see for the rest of today. good day. =)

Dishwalla - Once In A While. (taken from www.letssingit.com) 

happy good friday every one! haha. oh and happy belated birthday ness!

so i went ktv-ing yest. i realised how many flaws have crept into my singing since... argh. maybe my standard has always been that bad. yea so i sang and so they laughed. but its ok! i enjoy entertaining people! hahaha! my singing have made many people laugh - during bowling bbq dont how many people and now my relatives. and i actually feel good and i'm taking it in my stride. 'cos i acknowledge the fact that i'm not one of the lucky ones who are blessed with a nice vocal range. oh but i sing the monotonous songs damn well can. hahahaha!

woke up before my alarm clock rang today, like arnd 1015. i put the alarm for 1100. so i actually slpt 45 mins lesser than planned. oh well. unofficial bowling training ltr. hope i can maintain my good form at least till after the competition. bowling is currently top of my priorities, albeit not considering my studies. these few days i've always been dreaming myself winning things in the nationals. am i putting my sights too high?? am i only dreaming?? i really want to achieve something, something which i have never done before, be it in primary or secondary school. i want to achieve something so that my parents can have something about me to brag about, to be proud of, and most importantly to prove to myself that i can actually achieve.

no matter what i do, i will always fall behind someone i know, be it studies, computer games or sports. my closest to achieving something was either in the p6 1.6km run. i came in second but again, there was someone i fell behind to.

and it's not that i don't believe in myself. i do. and it's not that i did not put in effort. i believe i've always been very competitive, to some extent people may hate me for it. i achieve. yes i do. but what can lil achievements do? i beat 'eh-ee-ass' in bowling and i'm not afraid to say i'm fucking proud of it. but have anybody thought it's only right for me to beat him in the first place? lil things do nothing man.. it's like giving you 10 cents. go toilet the nno more alr!

hell! i shall stop whining alr. i guess what's mine will be mine and what's not, will forever be not.....

have you ever witnessed a bird die by commiting suicide?
have you ever heard the most saturnine cry a bird can offer.
have you ever seen a bird so desperate to catch its prey for dinner???
i witnessed everything mentioned above. its was a really saddened incident..

i was about to leave the school canteen at about 7pm after studying. while packing my stuff, i saw this black bird flying inside the canteen, very very near the ceiling fan, trying to catch its prey i think. some facils shrieked,"why is it so near the fan?? ..." just as we expected, the bird flew right into the fan and it rocketed down. its motionless body was slapped onto the ground with a sickening thud. thankfully, it remained in one piece. everyone was stunned. I was DAMN distressed. It was sick.

then almost everyone went to take a look at the carcass. sheesh it was sickening...

i came back with a heavy heart. especially after witnessing the incident like 'live'. it was damn bloody real. i remembered the last thing i saw before going home - the security guard just used a broom and swept it into a bin...

that's life.. now for my gp AQ homework.

Bob sabotaged! video now out HERE. check it out. =) it's all in the name of fun ya.

ivan caked in school on his birthday! view the video HERE!

some freakin' stranger just spoilt my freakin' day. i walked up to talk to my friend and then this girl beside him started shooting her mouth off. like i'm some fucking criminal. for crying out loud there is freedom of speech in this fuckin' country! and worst of all, it all happened just because of this fucked-up guy i hate. freakin' not worth it. that stupid friend of mine. why did he have to mention bout' that fucked-up guy. why, practically every one has some one they either hate or like and i just happen to freak'in hate your so-called 'damn nice' friend. you dont have to fuckin condemn me like i'm some criminal sentenced to the gallows!! damn fuckin' attitude i tell you this girl.

it goes something like this but not like word for word. and i changed a few words for confidential purposes, though some of you may alr know who i'm talking about:
me,"heyy!"
my friend,"hey! ..you wanna take revenge cos i saboed u in the morning rite. hahaha."
then some irrelevant conversation.
my friend (talking to his friend),"ya you know he doesnt like A."
his friend,"why?? he's damn nice la. really he's really nice.."
me,"no la i feel he damn suck up la. he suck up alot. i dont like.." (like he sucks up to teachers etc.)
then all of a sudden things become tense. me,"do you know that many people also hate him?? wa seriously he really suck up alot la."
his friend angrily,"...just because many people hate him so you also hate him..... HE'S REALLY NICE OK. you people judge him too quickly blabla..."
me(trying to joke),"wa.. why you so defensi..." den she cut me and said something against me that i cant make out and then after all the talking,(stands up and take bag) i can't stay here la." talking to my friend,"your friend's(me) damn judgemental la blablabla."
my friend then tried to calm us down. i was puzzled and pissed. he was smiling. but i dunno if she was serious bout leaving. i dint want to put my friend in a spot so i stood up and leave, after saying,"what the fuck? what's this for?"

and i need to clarify that i dont say things just for the sake of saying alright. i saw him doing it with my own eyes. i was skeptical of what others said in the first place too alright! get your facts right. it's only how many months? do you really think yoiu know him that well??

fuckin' pissed after that. couldn't study anymore. 'cos i stayed back in school to accompany elizabeth for detention though i dont have so i decided to study. but no. cant study. after that i kept swearing in front of her. but she just listened and calmed me down. thanks so much. =)) after that just talked to elizabeth till her detention was over. during the detention iggy played a stupid prank on me. basket. hahaha. but was damn fun. everyone laughed. i laughed.

this is a stupid post. just want to vent my anger. argh.