some freakin' stranger just spoilt my freakin' day. i walked up to talk to my friend and then this girl beside him started shooting her mouth off. like i'm some fucking criminal. for crying out loud there is freedom of speech in this fuckin' country! and worst of all, it all happened just because of this fucked-up guy i hate. freakin' not worth it. that stupid friend of mine. why did he have to mention bout' that fucked-up guy. why, practically every one has some one they either hate or like and i just happen to freak'in hate your so-called 'damn nice' friend. you dont have to fuckin condemn me like i'm some criminal sentenced to the gallows!! damn fuckin' attitude i tell you this girl.

it goes something like this but not like word for word. and i changed a few words for confidential purposes, though some of you may alr know who i'm talking about:
me,"heyy!"
my friend,"hey! ..you wanna take revenge cos i saboed u in the morning rite. hahaha."
then some irrelevant conversation.
my friend (talking to his friend),"ya you know he doesnt like A."
his friend,"why?? he's damn nice la. really he's really nice.."
me,"no la i feel he damn suck up la. he suck up alot. i dont like.." (like he sucks up to teachers etc.)
then all of a sudden things become tense. me,"do you know that many people also hate him?? wa seriously he really suck up alot la."
his friend angrily,"...just because many people hate him so you also hate him..... HE'S REALLY NICE OK. you people judge him too quickly blabla..."
me(trying to joke),"wa.. why you so defensi..." den she cut me and said something against me that i cant make out and then after all the talking,(stands up and take bag) i can't stay here la." talking to my friend,"your friend's(me) damn judgemental la blablabla."
my friend then tried to calm us down. i was puzzled and pissed. he was smiling. but i dunno if she was serious bout leaving. i dint want to put my friend in a spot so i stood up and leave, after saying,"what the fuck? what's this for?"

and i need to clarify that i dont say things just for the sake of saying alright. i saw him doing it with my own eyes. i was skeptical of what others said in the first place too alright! get your facts right. it's only how many months? do you really think yoiu know him that well??

fuckin' pissed after that. couldn't study anymore. 'cos i stayed back in school to accompany elizabeth for detention though i dont have so i decided to study. but no. cant study. after that i kept swearing in front of her. but she just listened and calmed me down. thanks so much. =)) after that just talked to elizabeth till her detention was over. during the detention iggy played a stupid prank on me. basket. hahaha. but was damn fun. everyone laughed. i laughed.

this is a stupid post. just want to vent my anger. argh.