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Sianx! Dis is d second tym i'm writing dis post! Just got cocked up, d previous 1. Damn. Dun feel lyk writing as detailed as d 1st 1 le.. okay 1st, i went to Chinese Swimming Club with Ridzuan, Keane, Stef n Leon on 27/8/04, supposedly for studying but it turned out 2 b a twirly-whirly tym dere. wadeva. At 1st 1ed 2 go M.P.Library study de, but instead dropped d idea, as we bunch of kids were too hyped up 2 study.. whahax. Highlights of CSC outing: playing pool, table-tennis, STUDYING IN ARCADE. Trust mi guys, its possible! i completed my tuition cher's a.maths hw man! Song bo. A whole new freakin' out-of-dis-world-into-d-universe experience. Luckily d club's arcade is not so popular, as dere's oni 1 ahpek playing a mahjong game with its irritating music at tt tym. sat on carpet n used chairs as make-shift tables. After tt was d pool session. As Keane n Leon played already they went 2 pla t-tennis 1st, leaving ridzuan n mi n stef 2 play pool. Stef doesnt noe how 2 play, so ridzuan n i played 6 games, 1 0n 1. Not surprisingly, i won la. True to d pundits' prediction, i won by a margin of 4-2. Its nth la.. hahax. tried 2 teach Stef how to play but she cldnt get d hang of it.. nxt tym ba! next was d table-tennis session. Was reli pissed dere. inside d multi-prpose room were already quite a few ahpeks n china pple playing. They were lyk super pro, with d backhand n forehand smashes. Quite a feat dere, as a china woman beat an ahpek with so many powderful smashes.. praise is praise, d china woman's attitude sucks lyk rotton eggs man. We caught her saying 2 1 of her partner,"(in mandrian)eh those kids duno how to play stil 1 2 occupy d table... nehow play disgrace d sport oni... now we oso hav to wait for our turns 2 play.. 1 table where got enuf for us, we play so good sure take very long 1 ritex... waste our tym oni those kids.." WAh damn i feel lyk whacking her man.. she duno oni after i call all my beng/lian fwens whack her den she noe arhx.. hahax

den after tt left d place 2 eat dinner.. decided 2 go 2 Parkway Parade to eat.. act wanted 2 visit my aunt dere cos she workin dere de but she tt day nvr work.. suay man. after eating i took quite a few snapshots wiv my fone n went on home.. Longpanged stef taxi home. the bill chalked up 2 $20++. OMG i din noe tt my house is not on d way!! Srry mei!! hahax.

Todae.. nth much happened.. hahax. k till den!

~A new beginning, a completely new story. Now who's gonna be in dis 365-chapter fairy tale, wiv me?~ :D

WhEN iSH d tYm tT i cAN rELi tAke mY miNd oFF YOU??!!! aRgh!!!! STupiD sHiT u R jUSt too iMpT i caNT fORgET yOu!!! diS sTupiD pRelimS tAt's cOminG is making me cRaZy!!! Now go out also cannot go in peace, d up-n-coming prelims r always at d back of my head.. worry here worry dere... DaMmiT!! cAnt study somemore, always will feel sleepy when holding d pen.. GPHM! hahahax. okAy yEst WeNt 2 plae badminton with Ridzuan, Marcus, Jerome, Eugene, Earl, Zhirong n MY Harry. hahax. wEnt dere late cos of tuition. Played doubles with Harry. We rox man!! hahahax! After badminton over arnd 4?? we went TPY eat.. not reli as i ordered ice-cream cone and ice milo! WTH i drank d milo 1st den CANNOT taste d ice-cream!!! waSte my money.. wahahahx! i noe i stupid la.. oways make wrong choices.. :P weNT hoME baThed and wAtched 1st 3 sets of d table-tennis match den went to hav tuition. Dammit tot Li confirm win le after tat magnificent 11-0 win, but SHIT, NO. She juz lost. Nvrmind tat, her opponent kept shouting, some of her words sounded lyk vulgarities 2 mi man.. win 1 pt oni must react leddat mehx.. hhahax. After tat slacked 4 whole dae againx.

At night went TPY againx, dis tym wiv family. After eating our dinner dere, we went NTUC buy stuffs. At d drinks sector dere was a promoter trying to promote some Marigold drink.. So i decided 2 go look. An auntie was being harrassed by tat promoter(P) who is oso an auntie.. d auntie was buying a drink from another brand n d (P) tried to dissuade her from buying tat brand n buy d 1 she's promoting. she was saying,

"Eh xiao jie shi shi wo men ze ge pai zi de la.. bi jiao hao he.. you gen duo wei ta ming"

d auntie replied,"dan shi wo jia ren xi guan he ze ge pai zi de leix(peel fresh)"

(P),"aiya ze ge kou wei hen hao he, lai wo gei ni try.. shi shi bie de bi jiao bi jiao mahx."

After drinking,"aiya xie xie dan shi bu yong la (wiv an irritated tone)"

Upon seeing dis, due to my KPOness i tried to help,"eh auntie rang wo shi leix.. hao xiang hen hao he orhx?"

Drank 1 small pathetic cup den sae," eh auntie, wei shen mo na ge aloe-vera bits zhe mo da de, very diff 2 drink leix."

The (P) tried 2 explain but by d tym she does tat d auntie took d peelfresh n go le. The (P) den proceeded 2 ask mi try d vegetable flavour n i said nice.. den she say dis flavour very nice tats y now no stock le(pple buy all le). Den i tell her now no stock den u stil promote dis flavour 4 wad.. even if i wanna buy now oso cannot ritex.. whahhahax den she nth to sae.. so i go join up wiv my family againx...

At night watched the EPL matches.. waited up 4 d MAN UTd match in d living room as my parents already sleeping upstairs. WTF waited 4 1/2hr stil havent start so i lie on my sofa n listened 2 my ringtones.. BLoOdy heLL was too tired when d match started i was already asleep on my sofa, W/O switching on d fan n opening d windows.. when i woke up arnd 2++ d match was alreadi over n i'm sweating lyk shit.. Nice 1 la.. i'M reli damn stupid man.. wad 2 do.. go back own room slp lo.. hyaiz... damn stupid man..

Todae hogging com frm 11 til n0w.. nvr studi.. therefor now gg... til den! Woah i realised dis post is so long! whahahax

Huang YiDA~ Xian Wei Jiang Xia De Ai Qing 

I tried. Its a tym 2 4giv n 4get. n i've done it. juz gimme a lil more time n i will restore my happiness in me :) therefore a lOad's off my mind now. nO 1 shld feel unhappy or bad now ya? howeva another problem's clouding my mind. I stiL havent finish my physics 10yr series!!! dAMmiT mAN! i dun wanna cause all other remidial-ees to suffer wiv me cos if 1 person didnt do finish d TYS all will stil hav 2 cont. remidial every monday! aRgh!! nO! dere's lyk 8, 9 or maybe even more chapters n i've nortx done a shit.. god dammit.. nono i mean god help mi!! Singapore Idol rox d judges sux. muahahax. tke cre every1 ya? till den! need chiong physics le!

I'VE GIVEN UP alright.. flor i wun bother u nemore.. trust mi.. its not tat i've gotten over it, but.. juz good luck in ur future.

I'm NOT starting a new life.. as i've intended 2 keep all d memories wiv me.. in 5 yrs, 10 yrs, or more.. i'll stil remember you n all d things we shared. n i've not regretted a single bit for knowing n lyking u.. todae in skool act happi again.. cnt make it againx.. kept all my feelings in my heart in d end cant take it after skool plae soccer let it all out.. played damn freakin rough.. tink i've made new enemies.. didnt plae well 2dae.. glad i dint break some1's leg or wad if nortx public caning also mayb will kena.. nowadays i hate to be at home.. i'll feel damn lonely as dere's no 1 2 tok 2.. den will tink alotx n get depressed againx.. hope i can get over it soon.. den all my frens will not hav 2 worry 4 mi already.. chem n physics test 2dae CONfiRm flung.. nvr study.. Acids Bases Salt sux.. actually everything bout chem sux..

now its tym to tok bout some happy stuff, if nort my blog will b damn saddening.. -hahax.... ok wad happy stuff do i hav... oh yea i found out tat actually i've many pple who reLi cares bout mi! tat's a good thing!! yea!!! till den

Dis is dedicated 2 all my frens you all noe who u r:A VERY BIG THANK YOU TO ALL, INCLUDING MY AUNT!

I'm dragging along wiv time n pain.. cos its hard 2 take, its difficult to accept.. is it over just like that? now i would just wanna know why..

Went to school 2dae.. tried to act joyous like nothing had happened but 2 no avail. i just cant hide my sorrow. why is it when i've allowed myself to love you with all my heart you do this to me.. i just cant get it. i'm just allowing myself to wonder wiv all the thoughts tat just float in my mind, the reason why u r doing this. in 1 second i'm thrust into dis realm of darkness, with oni a few streams of light letting me harbour tat slim chance of hope tat u will go back on ur word.

The poem below was being searched thoroughly thru-out d world wide web n it finally found its place here where it belongs. i cant say much now, just hoping tt my inner strength can carry me thru dis times. i'm kept in d dark, like i always do. i worry so much, but when i find out wad it is, it's nothing new. for dis matter i duno whether dis is true, but i've d feeling tt we're thru. i reli hope not, for for d first time i dun 1 my hypothesis 2 be true. better is how i 1 2 noe u, but dere's nth i can reli do. for dis time our fate, is in d hands of u. i will say 'i do' to whatever choice you choose. whether you c dis or not, its not gonna influence you, to make d choice u reli wanna do. Now i dare nort even tell you that 'i miss you', although in my heart i reli do.

All of my life,
I have longed for someone like you,
So warm and tender,
with a love so true.

You light up my life
with each passing day,
Now that I have found you,
I will never let you get away.

The beauty of your smile, and
the warmth of your heart.
The great inner beauty you possess,
is what won me over,
and did from the very start.

As I sit here and think of you,
the memories of how we met
are ever so strong.
You came into my life
at a time I felt so alone.

All of my life I've longed
for someone who would love me,
for whom I am and nothing more.
You captured my mind and soul,
so you, my love, you are the key
to my heart's door.

Each day we are together,
is another day in paradise.
Knowing I've finally
found someone to love me,
surely does feel so nice.

No more lonely days and nights,
for they are gone forever, never to come again.
Since you came into my life,
I have so much love to
give to you from within.

The birds are flying high in the sky,
singing melodies of love found for you and I.
My body, soul and mind
are yours until the day I shall die.

And even after then...
the memory of love we have for each other
will speak to us for all eternity.
And another page of love
will be written in history.

As days go by let's you and I
keep this love we have between us alive.
As the hair on our heads grows gray,
we will look back at these precious memories of love
with a smile.

There will be no one who
can take this love away from us.
Because in God and each other,
we will forever put our trust.

All of my life I have dreamed
of a love so true and pure,
like yours.
Now that I have found you,
throughout all eternity this
love of ours will always endure.

I know we both are human
and are prone to make mistakes.
All of our mistakes, we will work through,
for true love is our fate.

~<>~HApPy 16th BiRtHDAe MArCuS!~<>~yoz bro! Happy bdae! rOx oN! YeSterDae was a hell of a tym! cReAm sMasHinG!! Marcus u kena d most ritex? hahax.. some pple so shao xin nvr join in man.. neway after d bdae did ur mum scold u? cos i saw ur sofa kena a bit of d cake sia... hahax! MY dad bought a new digital camera.. i had fun taking fotos of mi family n mi hse hahax. actually in reel life i can laugh but now i'm nortx really laughing.. duno y but my mood's down.. guys thx 4 all ur time accompaning me yest, especially jerome n ridz. cool dudes, yupx al my fwens rOx. gUeSs dis yr d bad luck frm marcus bdae is passed on to me... *fake smile*. gotta go. till den./~

Wad can i sae about todae... todae is sucha boring dae... now wad i 1 ish to go back home and get on d fone wiv flor!!! argh miss her shooo much.. :P okay now i'm at my cousin's hse as he juz came back from america n we're celebrating his return. Also disa meeting is considered as a gathering among all of us.. actually i dun c d need to man.. but clement korkor ure gettin more n more handsome ya? hehex.. noe u 4eva wun b seeing dis but juz wishing u all d best in ur future :) Now the children r playing X-box while the others playing wiv their handfones... i'm slackin at d com.. in d afternoon did some amaths emaths den carried on 2 write d letter for flor... rote halfway den felt too tired so went to slp 4 awhile... my goodness slept til 7.. NDP oso start le.. its lyk WTH man.. i promised myself to wake up at 5 lorx... to tink i slept for 4 hrs.. i tink i reli am becoming a pig.. argh shit! b4 tt msged flor she sae she oso wana sleep vry tired.. but til now she haben wake up sia... long ritex... must b reli too tired le.. 2dae's quite boring so i shall end here.. till den ba!!!!

~lurve ya till d end of tym~i miss you when i'm nortx wiv u~

Whoo!! Todae's great! Had to do some hw b4 i can go Esplanade watch fireworks wiv flOr, drEy, brent n lionel. Arnd 5.30 met flOr at serangoon mrt. we went on 2 Cityhall met flor's classmates. After tt Brent followed by audrey came. den we walked for quite long 2 find toy'r'us.. but to no avail. so we made do with 'minitoons' n carrefour to buy some soft toys for flor's hk n brent's amanda.. after that we zoommmedd alll the way back to esplanade.. tt was arnd 8.. but by tt tym d whole place was freakin' 'sardined'.. meaning packed.. we had to squeezzee our way past pple.. Bumped into Laura n siti n their frens there. they were lyk shouting when they saw me.. i sooo pai sei, bt happy too.. u pple look great! yea! the fireworks were lyk blocked by some freakin' coconut trees so we couldnt c a shit. nvm it was over after 6-7mins. then we walked all the way to meet amanda so tt brent could giv her d belated bdae gift. on d way saw 2 guys performed a freakin gay dance which made mi laugh my ass off.. howeva it was quite a splendid performance.

We went to PS after tt n went 2 'Cafe Carte' eat dinner.. tt was arnd 1030. arnd 11 plus go 2 serangoon take bus home.. flor also stopped at serangoon.. gav her d surprise n she gav me her own version of her surprise. hahax :P reached home arnd 12.05 n gort locked out of hse 4 bout 10 mins cos no 1 open gate 4 mi.. yupx! tt's all... till den

d fireworks display at esplanade

FlOr's BaBy! hAhax.

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i sowie flor 4 wadeva i did to make u ledat 2dae.. but juz 2 let u noe i will always be by ur side lurving u.. good luck to all sjcians 4 their prelims especially u flor.. nitex... bye...