I'm dragging along wiv time n pain.. cos its hard 2 take, its difficult to accept.. is it over just like that? now i would just wanna know why..

Went to school 2dae.. tried to act joyous like nothing had happened but 2 no avail. i just cant hide my sorrow. why is it when i've allowed myself to love you with all my heart you do this to me.. i just cant get it. i'm just allowing myself to wonder wiv all the thoughts tat just float in my mind, the reason why u r doing this. in 1 second i'm thrust into dis realm of darkness, with oni a few streams of light letting me harbour tat slim chance of hope tat u will go back on ur word.