time for resolutions to take effect

meanwhile, happy new year to all!

have a blessed coming year. =)


p.s. this post will take the place of my smses to those who i dint send to later.

STEP UP

managing my life is so difficult. why can't i run away from IT? stay with me forever, this guilt will...

therefore, my new year's resolution: to STEP UP...

("step up" - to make markedly greater in measure or degree, or to intensify, magnify.)

stepping up to conquer future challenges:-
stepping up to conquer the dreadful 'A' levels
stepping up to maturity
stepping up to be a filial son
stepping up in the sport i love
stepping up to make good my promises
stepping up to NOT let anyone down...
LASTLY BUT MOST IMPORTANTLY, stepping up to have the courage TO APOLOGISE.

stepping up to have the courage to apologise is very important to me, 'cos i realised that it just takes a single phrase to completely alter a person's life. i'm deeply remorseful, doing so much just to let go in the end. coupling it with stepping up to maturity, i hope from next year i'll be more able to deal with temptations and dealing with relationships. seriously, it just takes a simple phrase to make and break someone. hyaiz...

~
stepping up
taking the stairs of conscience
taking a step forward
and two steps back
thinking over
what i've said
that day

i can't reach the end of the stairs
i will never finish this flight of stairs
what i did
skipping a step
made me fall
3 steps back

so step up
i told myself
stand up
and make every step count.
step up.

-shijie
~



sorry for all making you go through a hell of a emotional rollercoaster and influencing you to choose something you're regretting now. i can never make it up to you.

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL!!!

Enjoy while you can, then chiong studies next yearr! hahaha. =D

dreaming of angels in the snow...

it hass been a long time since i last posted. first and foremost, my computer crashed last week and i wallowed in despair for an entire week. WHY? my SONGS, PHOTOS dating all the way back to 2004, SCHOOL WORK like notes and essential stuff (MY NYAA REPORT!!) and my FOOTBALL MANAGER SAVED GAMES got destroyed! it has been a long time too since my computer died... if your computer have NEVER died on you, take it from me, the depression is just a level lower than losing a child, trust me...

damn.. my dad just reminded me that there's ONE pathetic week left before the opening of the new school term. and THAT reminds me of my incomplete holiday assignments. OH WELL!

NONETHELESS, i'm really eager to start my facil duties and have a hell of a time in orientation next year! and all my friends, see ya soon next year!

Back From the Soil, the Mud and the Murky Sea

and i'm finally back from the kayaking expedition. Never thought I would say this, but it was hell (of a time). great to be back, but i never regretted going on this expedition after stepping (or dunking my butt to by exact) into that lovely orange kayak! there's the two extremes of this expedition. the loves and the hates of this expedition i mean. the HATE; BAD sunburn on my face! the LOVE; the people i got to know on the expedition and basically the times when we were rowing.

i know they won't b seeing this, but just wanna shout out to Group 5! nice people all of you!! and Zhiwei, Nathaniel, Kenny, Joel, Natalie, tim, desmond, Pei Han, Jenny, Jade, nice knowing you all! all the rest of the expedition, nice knowing you people too!

i wont be blabbering all the minute details about what happened, that'll happen on my journal for the NYAA report. gotta hand it in to miss tay by 7 jan. maybe i'll photocopy the journal and post it here.

AND PHOTOS!!


Changi Sea Sports Club


Nathaniel, Natalie, Jade, Me


Blinding smiles. =D





Group 5! From left - Zi Wei, Pei Han, Jenny, Me, Yi Hui


Can't see anything i know. haha. but basically the whole xp.

Packing my bags, ready to go...

i'll be on a kayaking expedition from 2moro to thurs.

i finally got a new pair of slippers for the expedition but ultimately for myself.

and i swear to complete at least my math homework when i get back from the expedition. =)