STEP UP

managing my life is so difficult. why can't i run away from IT? stay with me forever, this guilt will...

therefore, my new year's resolution: to STEP UP...

("step up" - to make markedly greater in measure or degree, or to intensify, magnify.)

stepping up to conquer future challenges:-
stepping up to conquer the dreadful 'A' levels
stepping up to maturity
stepping up to be a filial son
stepping up in the sport i love
stepping up to make good my promises
stepping up to NOT let anyone down...
LASTLY BUT MOST IMPORTANTLY, stepping up to have the courage TO APOLOGISE.

stepping up to have the courage to apologise is very important to me, 'cos i realised that it just takes a single phrase to completely alter a person's life. i'm deeply remorseful, doing so much just to let go in the end. coupling it with stepping up to maturity, i hope from next year i'll be more able to deal with temptations and dealing with relationships. seriously, it just takes a simple phrase to make and break someone. hyaiz...

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stepping up
taking the stairs of conscience
taking a step forward
and two steps back
thinking over
what i've said
that day

i can't reach the end of the stairs
i will never finish this flight of stairs
what i did
skipping a step
made me fall
3 steps back

so step up
i told myself
stand up
and make every step count.
step up.

-shijie
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sorry for all making you go through a hell of a emotional rollercoaster and influencing you to choose something you're regretting now. i can never make it up to you.