ANNOUNCEMENT


I have a chalet at Pasir Ris Downtown East on the 20-23rd of December. BUT, I've absolutely no idea how to use it. If you want it, please contact me ASAP to confirm alright. My contact number - 97922793. Thank you.

In the event that no one wants it, friends [(hong/darren grp) or (ridzuan/marcus grp)], we'll take it for ourselves yea. See who free and got more people la k. But no BBQ. messy la. :)

Looking forward to your calls. ;) Cheers.

Updates

Finally. Phew. I think i was being hynotised for like 2-3 weeks. I din't know what was going on man. And when i finally realise what's happening, i also realised that there are only less than a month before school starts again. Damn who the hell hypotised me man. i so gonna kill you. waste my freakin' time. So what was i doing the past few days???

My birthday was a farce. So fast 'bo liao'. dint even celebrate properly.

Ridzuan's tuner also haven't return.

My nails are 1.5 inches long.

My day became night, night became day.

Hell! my hair colour still the same. :(

Never hang out with t25 ;)

Blogged because Hong's reminder. omg...

'Si liao la'.

Stupid hypotiser!!! i'm gonna find you now!

... why am i tugging myself...

not keen to reveal, but revealed anyways

look at all the crap post before this. why am i so kpo nowadays?! haha. darren is right. i told him i'm freakin' cooped up at home everyday. damnn boreddd arrhh! haha. i found it rather amusing as i viewed all my past posts as i've had nth to do at all.

back last year.. i WaS sTiLL wRiTiNg LiKe ThAt!!! oh and every single one of my posts last year were peppered with 'wOrx' or 'lehx' or whatever shit you can find in the Twits' dictionary! what the fuck man, cant imagine that i WAS soooo TWITY man. childish and embarrassing. LOL. but hey! i laughed my ass out. haha and can you believe it, one day of my life passed just like that.

currently waiting for my brother to vacant the other computer. have nothing to do now. and i'm bored. btw, CONGRATS TO ALL TAKING O'LVLS THIS YEAR! you've slogged, mugged and now's the time for all of you people to come out of your shells and taste some sun! Whoohoo! now it's only time before people ask me out. i hope. OH and btw Darren, thanks for compiling all the pictures for me. i don't know how but i lost all my photos of my graduation ceremony of last year and i don't want to lose the physical memories of this year. cos' i felt the loss and pinch of having not, this photos. :( speaking of this, it prompted me to advise all graduated from secondary school this year: please please do not lose your grad ceremony and prom night photos(if you have) as you will really regret. keep them well.

people it's 7 days from my birthday! :D

A Damn Freakin' Funny Table-tennis Clip - HERE

Exposure

people, if you got time, view this chinese mtv.
http://www.youtube.com/watch.php?v=5bqqQNt9EHE
it's done by my friend. song (lyrics/tune/arrangement). the video is done by his friend, i tink. thank you. :)

P.S. the post below is my latest and main one for this week thou.

Influence Makes A Lot Of Sense

"hey! dont throw the fliers away!" "Fuck you la, then you give me for what??"

yea. that bastardly guy is born to throw away fliers. Whats more, right in the face of the person who gave him.

i dont know what in this world made me write that. it just came into my mind. LOL. Scary, how my thoughts can drift. Okay. what was i thinking about.. Hmm, i had a long absence from blogging. a lot of things welled up in my mind, but i just couldn't find the motivation to write them down. i read a book titled "The Pact" by Jodi Picoult a week back, and found many untold secrets about this world. The book has the utmost realism i've even seen. its like a 9.5/10 kind of thing. the .5 lost comes from the ending, where seen characters were not addressed and where questions at the back will kick you back to reality. it's like, c'mon! lemme enjoy the fiction world a while more man.. The storyline is about a boy and girl who apparently made a suicide pact and the book shuffles between the past and the aftermath. there are like court drama, family drama, and romance rolled all into one. truly fascinating. i've made a point to get this book and i certainly dint regret paying for it.

After using the book to keep me occupied for the past week, i suddenly had nothing to do this week. It's the holidays by the way. I feel spasms of boredness every now and then. FUCK. i want to enroll in a guitar course, but am waiting for my aunt to finalise the details, as her daughter wants to learn too.

Project Work week. my group's on the first day. slogged thru the final details of the project, did some last minute rehearsing and 'bam!', we're in the examination room. the people there were quite nice and cooperative. 2 other groups were in the same room as us. stuffy room. another 'BAM!' and we're all done. It was rather smooth, our presentation. after that took the 153 home.

and i'm sitting in here, typing out all the shit i've gone thru. maybe someone will save me from this shit i'm in, and bring me somewhere new...

OI! Reminder! 17 Days To My Birthday!

Humans in Their Most Glorified

Go on, read it.



Click to enlarge. Taken from TODAY, Tues, Nov 8, 2005

Family Day - Dinner at Eastpoint

Sunday was family day. Dad took the whole family out for dinner at some Seoul Garden-like diner's at Eastpoint. Picked Mum up from work first, then proceeded for dinner. Though its a Sunday, not many people were present. I was thinking whether the food was that bad.

Nonetheless, i found myself sitting at one the the tables. Yar so now dont want also cannot already, lah. Found something interesting to do - during the dinner i took out my phone and started snapping photos.

The whole dinner experience was very fun and filled with nice food. The whole duration of the dinner was filled with laughter and smiles, which i really cherished. From here, i'll let the photos do the talking. My photo blog for 31/10/05:

Woah!? My youngest bro eat dessert so fast.. Or was it part of his main course? lol

Poor prawns and sotong.. They were all eaten by mua. haha.

Bro and I took time out to take this picture. 3 cheers to brotherhood!

my bro eating.

i'm peeling a prawn la. not looking at anything you bugger!

... and this is my mum eating. haha

Lol must talk about this. This picture is my victory prize. I ate some watermelons and i shot one of the seeds at my bro. And guess what? Its a HIT! LOL! *he was damn pissed so he took revenge :( * It was dammnn fun though. we were laughing all the time. No fights.

Wah my dad is certainly full.. lol

Dessert time! Mum and youngest bro eating ice-cream.

my bro trying the papaya.. i think.

okay so the fruits are good.

look at the mess.. psstt..

After dinner.. What the hell are they looking at?

A last pose with the family car. NOTE: car no. censored to prevent ah-sohs from buying 4-D.

1T25 PICTURES. all that i can get hold of. compiled.

enjoy.

i'm so tired of everything...

for today's post, i've to apologise to someone.

My sincere apologies to Henry Teo. You know what happened at lect. if you were affected in any way, please, find me alrite. speak your mind. sorry dude.

Today was freaking slack. Well, almost everyday has been the same. And the finalised results are not out yet.. when den i can know when to cut hair?? aiyo..

Drops of Life

Really, class chalet revitalised me. i'm energised with drops of life. saw some ugly scenes, but at the same time saw many joyful ones as well. BBQ was a success. It dint rain. It did, but after the BBQ. for more details of chalet maybe visit other blogs? i'm sure darren, jonathan etc will blog bout it in detail.

But i still hope for sub paper.. I'll know if i've to cut my hair by tomorrow or not..

where can i go from here?

So, the results are finally out.. my results arent desirable.. i just cant bear the thought of me retaining or going poly, wasting a whole year and a lump sum of money spent on tuition and materials by my parents. I WANNA TAKE SUB PAPER! if only i'm given a chance. as darren said,"i promise to be a full-time mugger if i am given a chance!!! 100% guarantee plus chop!" the guarantee thing dunno heard from where want. if its ur patent come claim ur acknowledgement from me.

i dun wan to be in the sorrowful state i witnessed in school. but my emotions overwhelmed me.. what can i do? esther dont like tell me that you saw la.. i wanna preserve whatever dignity that's left inside me ma. hah.
augustine was a strong emotional support for me - he even agreed to lend me the math prelim papers IF i can take sub paper - and i appreciate. thanks.
hong was kind enough to give me a day's grace to surrender the $15 for bbq to him. but come to think of it, do i still have the mood to party?? all i can think of now is "GOD, please give me a chance to take sub. i'm not even praying to be promoted, just praying that i'm given a second chance." maybe during night cycle (if i go that is, afterall i paid), i could like just turn my head up left right and let the ghosts harrass me and that'll still be what i'm thinking of. truly, not able to promote is the mental harrassment of the highest degree, to me that is.

i know SOME people reading this will think i'm whining too much, like "nvm lor. cannot promote go poly lor. must be realistic ma. plan for the future alrdy.." i say fuck off. I'VE GOT MY OWN REASONS FOR BEING SO FREAKIN' DESPERATE!

i would like to thank all in 1t25 including the teachers for a wonderful year. thanks also to iggy for temporarily luring me away from my wretched thoughts of retaining. dunno what you did? just remember pw meeting. a tribute to you all: THANKS.

all i want now is another chance....

saturday

... blogging is becoming boring.. peeps i DO VISIT your blogs too so pls update! haha.

Screw Today.

WHY does it seem that its my fault everytime?? so its my fault again..
i tried to make you happy. i tried to make you smile, even laugh. i tried to make you feel comfortable. but when i wanted something simple, like a simple 'sorry', there's not even a word. is pride that important? i really dont understand... i really dont. i even dint care if you dint ask bout me, bout my leg i told you about, bout why i dint go to school today. i was happy just to be able to see you.. but now it seems like the day is spoilt by me, yes, yet again, i'm the DEVIL.

Screw Yesterday.

Yesterday went to eat teppanyaki or wadeva shit with the class. The service fuckin' suck. The stupid cook fukin cleared my food when i went to buy some fuckin' bland watermelon juice. F**k la i havent finished my bloody lunch u fat-ass! Maybe you should realise you're freakin' fat and its probably time for you to be on diet, but for heaven's sake please don't pull fit people in with you! Maybe you should clear your MUM'S one instead. Oh and did i mention i paid $2 just to drink some polluted iced water. Oh. In case you wanna avoid that place, its somewhere inside a popular Bishan shopping mall. I've gotta do this, lest some stupid fat-ass cook and his cash-crazy mum come and sue me for loss of revenue. CB.

Pretty screwed day yesterday. Slept for almost the whole day. Still feeling the heat in me. Spoilt my alrdy rotten day. Felt like a piece of shit. Maybe its part of the teenage angst in every adolescent. At least i know i'm a late developer of it. Does this mean i can still attain the ideal height i wanted? hmm..

Your Hidden Talent

You have the power to persuade and influence others. You're the type of person who can turn a whole room around. The potential for great leadership is there, as long as you don't abuse it. Always remember, you have a lot more power over people than you might think!

What's Your Hidden Talent?

HAHA. bullshit..

I Typed In My Name In Google And...


I've got a movie about me??! - look at the highlighted

Esplanade Undergroud Tunnel's Treasures


I like. - The artworks on display there.

Was I Here? - Esplanade Underground Tunnel

OKAY, get this straight. i really dont understand the moopeck tag.. bt i just went with the flow. Hah. :)

Anyway, class outing yesterday. it was the first time i went out with the 'class'. its nt in its entity, so cant really say class. bt anyway, had fun chit-chating with darren, wilfred, augustine, hong, ken, hong's fren and eugene. Augustine amazed everyone by eating like 'zillions' of prawns, and he tried to lessen the impact of his feat by saying his friend eats more than that at buffets?? Anyhow, he really took 'all-you-can-eat' to a whole new level.

We meat eaters stayed there for like quite long, nt to mention all the chairs were like steaming hot after we got up from 'em. Okay, nt that bad.

everytime we seem like we're running out of topics to chat, wilfred will create a new one, mostly by the "so what are we gonna do after we get the hell outta here???" Speculation will then start to arise.

And so i know you can discover many of your classmates' secrets by going on class-bonding(at this pt of time, half a yr after knowing each other?). Secrets are meant to be a secret, so :x Bt you guys cn try.

After that went to watch a thrilling movie called 'into the blue'. i know, i'm puzzled by the title too. bt apparently no one cares, 'cos everyone's attn is alrdy at the leads' hot bods. And i mean sizzling. i dont know, it seems like rating movies in your blogs are kinda becoming a mini-craze nowadays. (wadsup with teenagers nowadays??) Neway, here it goes. "err.. i tink i'ld give it 7.5/10." 4 for each hot bod and 3.5 for that f***ing graphic wound (remember the f***ing shark) suffered by the loser's gf of 5 days. you guys will know who after you peeps watch it. No spoiling in this blog. :D

And did i even mention that PROMOS ARE OFFICIALLY OVER? heard that peeps?

Into The Blue movie poster - i'll slap you if you say the bods aren't hot. i'm talking bout both sexes alrite.

And if you can recognise, the following is taken from Marcus's blog, the lvl 3 joker/lamer/whatever. What he says must at least mean something, right? Or mayb i just look up to him, lah. =) (click on pic to enlarge)


**Honoured.

Page Cannot Be Found. -_-

Why is every one's tagboard like this?? i cant tag! Darren this pic is taken from your blog, dont mind!


darren's tagboard...

2005 BLOCKBUSTER OF THE YEAR!


'The New Mafia'

An all new action comedy featuring one of the hottest groups in entertainment history. The New Mafia revolves around 6 young teenagers with great aspirations. They hope to be the most feared mafia at the end of 2006. To do that, they went through many tribulations, though most of the obstacles ended in a light-hearted spectacle, funny enough to earn a few hearty laughs. This flim is rated PG for the cold jokes and even colder responses. An introduction of the characters follows:

Keane. Gang leader. Based in Australia to extend the gang's influence.

Taylen. The spy/security of the gang. Goes on spying mission in schools to look out for undercover cops.

Ridzuan. Cool, calm and collected. The physical presence of the gang.

Shijie. One blur guy. Very self-engrossed.

Marcus. Joker of the gang. Famed for: Cold jokes.

Jerome. Want-out member after finding a girlfriend.

A scene from the movie - The gang on their way to a heist. (look at the ever-ready Keane, already preparing to draw his pistol from his pocket; Shijie was the photographer.)

I wanted to, but i cant. Exams have started. GP paper was tough boy.. i totally wrote out of pt for compo. bt heck, i just want to get over the whole promos and get promoted. 2 As 2 AOs isn't tough, but it ain't easy either. i was chatting with swezin yesterday and i planned for the worst - i feel like going to poly if i dont pass this yr. i just hate the word 'RETAINEE' plastered all over me if i failed to get pass.

Ren and Coud, so cute! heh. This new anime i'm watching is DAMN nice, too bad my sources havent uploaded the full series yet.. so right now i'm PATIENTLY waiting. haha. EREmENtAR GerAd... ... !!!

i wanna take a break.. no promos.. no sch.. no mortal presence. i wanna live secludedly.. i wanna live in serene.. i wan...

i want some chocolate.. my drug to happiness.. oh wait.. i've a better solution. just jump.

Maybe not. Why make my blog so moody?? Why not celebrate? there's many joys in this world too, you know?? Like my lovely girlfriend (love her the most), like my joyous family (teaching me advanced Hokkien now ;) finally out that dreadful and embarrassing 'Hokkien for dummies' stage. heh), like my new Sony Ericsson. btw, speaking about Hokkien, i suddenly remembered the fun times in the past. Remembered how my grandma used to teach me Hokkien, or to influence me with her language. I was with my cousin then.. Then she asked both of us,"what is window in Hokkien?"

Either i or my cousin replied, not reli sure anymore,"i know! tan-ah-kao!"

There was silence momentarily, then everyone burst out in laughter. (the correct prounciation is "tang-ka-men")

Fun times really. Couldn't bear to jump anymore, could i? :)

Caught a picture of some clouds illuminated by the sunlight. I know lame la.. Nvm. Just see and forget. :p

Tell me frankly, are my posts so hard to understand?? Are they so scary? I shouldn't put any poems up anymore man.

For the better, i think i'm gonna change my blogskin soon.. a bit bored of this old black skin. i'd rather some white or green. ;P

Oh and.. Does paragraphing every sentence make my posts look more organised and easier to read? People say they see my post like so long leddat, so many words somemore they 'zhao liao la'. Eh i ask again, my posts so scary meh?

See, another new paragraph. I think i'm getting a bit 'bo liao' man, dont write poem nth else to write already, now see la, start writing crap. Who reads this type of uninteresting crap you tell me? Haiya..

Another paragraph.. To say bye bye. :D

P.S. Work hard for promos hor people. (I hope I inspired you people!) ;)) :P

THIS IS CRAP POST PEOPLE! HAA!

GUILT


Facing the bathroom walls,

illuminated by orange lights,

a gloomy feeling fell on me.


Reminiscing,

an overdose of guilt engulfed me.

A subtle hint descended on me -

Too selfish, I am.

I think to myself then,

what makes a man?


I find myself flooded with guilt,

and with a pinch of hatred,

a hatred for myself.

The bathroom is my cell.


-Shijie

A poem composed with so much fun yet with the utmost sincerity.

When I look into your eyes

It made me realise

That you're my bride

Under the bright moonlight sky at night


And you look so ke ai

And I know you're my zhui ai

And I would be happy to die in your arms tonight.

This is so nice, this is so right.

Please be happy. Dont let my world come crashing down on me. If anything happens to you, that'll definitely happen.

When You're In Love


Will i find

the meaning to life

there inside

dreams are so nice


But i found you now

the meaning to my life

here inside

i'll hold you tonight




I'll be happy if you're happy

I'll be fine if you're fine

I'll be thinking of you when you are

thinking of me

i'll be handsome when you're pretty

i'll be there when you're down

'cos there's nothing much to think about

when you're in love

-shijie

Is this world only about money? Taxi drivers are supposed to bring people to their destination swiftly, but because midnight charges are higher, they are willing to fend off some 'small fry' customers in order to earn more profits.

They wait for midnight to come by sleeping in their cars. Their cars are parked all over the side of the roads. Then how about all the people trying to beat their curfew? how about those in need? The drivers just chase them off with a paltry wave of his left hand.

aren't the customers going to pay too? though it may be a bit lesser, it's still money isnt it so? This world is driven by greed and the profit-incentive mindset, but do they have to go to such lengths?

I've to comment on a particular taxi driver though. he was very kind and though some persuasion is needed still, he took in a couple stranded late at night trying to beat their curfews. my heart was a little lightened by that.

Thinking to myself, i thought of the times when bus drivers would speed pass a bus-stop ignoring either the person flagging frantically at the bus-stop or the person pressing the bell in the bus.

Then i came to a conclusion - PUBLIC transport. the word public tells you all you need to know. Contrary to the popular belief "the customer is king", in the 'public world', customers are just merchants to the kings, the people who take on the roles as the bus/taxi driver etc.

before you are a customer to the taxi drivers, you are just a member of the large clique, which is the public. So the taxi drivers tend to choose you rather than vice versa. who's the king in this case then?

getting out of the topic now. I feel like i'm living in a bubble.. i feel like i'm rising and i feel like i'm seeing and being exposed to a lot of things, but actually i'm not. i'm still the same-old-me. I tot i would have a new lease of life after legally breaking out of secondary school, but no.

anyway, speaking of secondary school, i suddenly feel very distant from my old sec sch clique. It's like we've not meet up for quite a long time. Most of you people have changed i tink. i really want a reunion someday.. :) So to my sec sch clique, "we may be busy with our own lives but friends are forever. So lets meet up sometime someday soon ya! Looking forward to it!"

somehow i feel blogging about my everyday life is darn boring and redundant. that's why i don't. i dont understand how whining bout how the school bus came late or getting screwed by the freaking teacher that always seems to be against you is exciting and interesting. maybe even the googoodolls might serve a better read. now u know why i dont blog often. Blogging lesser makes my posts more valuable and furthermore, I DONT HAVE ANY FREAKING TIME. Promos is like, IN 4 WEEKS TIME??!

Actually, i acknowledge whining bout why i dont blog often is quite retarded too. *hits myself on the head* HAPPY NOW? u should be, because i dont normally do that. only retarded people does that. HAHA. So what now? You're pointing a finger at me now, lah? Saying i'm saying myself retarded, right? its alright man. i'm not the kind of person who discriminates against the mentally-disabled can. i'm proud to be one of them. Cos' at the end of the year, you'll see the newspaper headline: "Mentally-challenged Student From CJC Topped End-of-year Promotion Examinations." ;)

Guai lan right. haha. trying to make things more interesting only, lah. :) anyway, i found out today that 'chips ahoy' wins 'chipsmore' hands down man! WooHoo! Cheers! Thou 'Famous Amos' still rocks the most. But I'm still a dedicated 'chips ahoy' fan okay.. COOKIES ROCK!

Anyway, Economics students, pls note that i've one example for supply and demand for you to contemplate adding in ur promos exam - Cookies and "Chuan Pei Pi Pa Gao" are COMPLEMENTS! yea. Great discovery, courtesy of yours truely. ;)

I'm in trouble finding some thought-provoking topics to write on, lei.. then leddat cannot use 'chim chim' words also. how to up my blog standard leddat.. Sad la.. No pics too, cannot copy some smartass-genius-pshchopath put tons of pics in his blog, generating heavy traffic into his blog. *admiring eyes* Argh.

Haha. Enuf of the crap. wait too long people get pissed sia. then dun wan read.. waste my effort. haha. btw my tuition teacher also come le, lah. End!

In view of over-exposure to crime and punishment in my JC General Paper lectures, and the significant court case which i will conveniently refer to as "The Huang Na Case", an overwhleming mix of emotions engulfed me went i came across this article of capital punishment accidentally. In the "Huang Na Case", Took, Huang Na's alleged killer was sentenced to the gallows yesterday, witnessed by over 80 pairs of public eyes. This issue of capital punishment has been on-going, and i shall share the article i came across with you people.

Sillypore is ranked 10th in 2004 for the most number of executions per million population. Most of our criminals are hung for drug trafficking and murder offenses. The execution, by hanging, is carried out every Friday morning with little details made known to the public.


Terminating someone's life before his natural death is like playing God. Human life is precious, nobody has the right to take it away. Moreover, two wrongs do not make a right.


Capital punishment achieves nothing. It does not bring the murdered victim back to life. It also serves to punish the love ones and family members of the prisoner. If you are thinking that it reduces or puts a lid on the crime rate, think again. Potential criminals always think they will never get caught or when they have to worry about their next meal, being put to death is the last thing on their mind.


Looking at a would-be criminal psychological profile, he would most probably be abused or subjected to a violent upbringing. He may also be neglected. Under such circumstances, can you blame him for not having the right morals? Shouldnt the society be partly responsible for him going astray? Almost all those on death row have a sad past to tell. Since they are a product of our society, than the society should give them a chance to repent. There must be a more appropriate punishment and rehabilitation than to hang them.


In Sept 2000, the Pope expressed his hope "that there no longer be recourse to capital punishment, given that states today have the means to efficaciously control crime, without definitively taking away an offender's possibility to redeem himself".


Last, but not least, is the accused really guilty as charged? What if there is a mistake? What if.....? Death is irreversible.


"What does the law say? You will not kill! How does it say it? By killing!" (Translated from French) Victor Hugo, a french author. (Les Miserables, The Hunchback of Notre Dame.)

Taken from http://bexafraid.blogspot.com/2005/08/eye-for-eye.html

This article may possess another viewpoint for people in JCs for them to add in their essays, i dunno. But one thing's for sure - Capital Punishment, a double-edged sword and a ever-lasting dilemma to the Singapore government and the world.

I open my eyes
I try to see but I'm blinded by the white light
I can't remember how
I can't remember why
I'm lying here tonight

And I can't stand the pain
And I can't make it go away
No I can't stand the pain

How could this happen to me?
I've made my mistakes
I've got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?

Everybody's screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I'm slipping off the edge
I'm hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again

So I try to hold on
On to a time when nothing mattered
And I can't explain what happened
And I can't erase the things that I've done
No I can't

How could this happen to me?
I've made my mistakes
I've got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?

I've made my mistakes
I've got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?

I'm really damn happy Kelly won. She winning is like Her winning. It just makes my heart go "phew!". Not a sigh of relief, bt the sound of it speeding into the sky. Btw the song, Untitled, leave in me such an impact i just had to post its lyrics up. haha. i m really drained physically. i really need a break. Promos is coming, and i cant rest, i am ill, i cant rest. How?

Rest. I need rest!!

i had a weird dream on fri night. Damn scary and weird. haha. been wanting to write about it but its very sensitive.. haha. but its one dream i'll remember for a long long time.

So.. I'm supposed to write about my beloved Liyuan huh.. haha. Not a girl dont b mistaken peeps! haha! HE is Trevor la, a GUY. :P

I find it difficult to write about you la WTH.. Basically my partner and neighbour in class la..

Sometimes i wonder if i'm sitting beside a log la cos you're sleeping al the time. You say its ur contacts, but i think its because of your tangled heart. It's making you tired isnt it. Sort out your problems and u'll be anew. yea.. OK i know u've been wanting to hear this la. The main point is that this Trevor is handsome and cute to the girls la.. Girls practically go ga-ga over him la.. haha. Hocker too man.

I feel so gay. LOL.

Btw, peeps who watched The Island, Can u kindly tell me the ending of the show?? haha.

Adapted from Mr Low: Have a nice Dye.

Sometimes you gotta know

That you aren't the best

In everything you do

Cos' there will probably be one day

When you're just like a best man

Following every step the bridegroom takes, every move he makes

And even if you were perfect on that day

It doesn't matter

As u aren't anything

It's the bridegroom's day.

-Shijie

This are MY words, to YOU.

No one pisses me off like you do. You know, my mirror is stained, as i look into it. The foreground is okay, but in the back, all I see is crap.

Other than that, it's a fine day. Cheers. =)

NDP CJ Act 2!!

Yesterday was another day of NDP. Everything went well, no major glitches.. I'm happy, everyone's happy. Called it a day. NDP yesterday was different from last week's. guess they must still be experimenting. Praises to everyone, Act 2 people from CJ, you all really did very very well. But lets do even better again next week ya! I'll post the group photo up on my blog very soon ya...

I'm dead meat/shit/whatever-you-can-think-of. Dint study at home for like 2 WEEKS. i'm so gonna get killed.
PTM this Sat.. wonder wad my teacher will say to my parents.. what if..,"Mr/Mrs Leong, your son hasn't done very well in his mid-yr, ar. Take a look at his results." Mum/Dad,"Walao! Son ah, CCOOO????!!" Me,"WHAT?" *In my mind: chocobo?? FF? WTH *slaps forehead* Paisei sia!*

"Don't WHAT me ar. WHAT is CCOOO??? Sounds funny..."

"Ma/Pa, that's my grades, la... C, C, O, O, O. Get it?"

*Starts to nag* after 5 mins.. "Boy ar boy! Why people can get FOOD and ODAC you cannot?? Get what CCOOO.. Eat also cannot, climb mountains also cannot.. Useless la you!"

Okay i was just kidding. My mum/dad wun say that alrite. haha. even so, my teacher wont be so 'gong' to sit there hear them nag into my ears, and his. haha. just hope that everything turns out fine ba.

The Western float.. My float is juz behind theirs.

*pow* *POW* Fireworks galore.

National Day Parade '05 is like the best la. ya wanna know why? 'cos i'm involved. haha. juz kiddin'. I mean bout the NDP being the best part. I'm really involved. gonna have pictures of me plastered all over the NDP website. Go check the website out when it is done guys! haha. Really really proud to be able to participate in NDP. Being IC really gives me alot of opportunities to build up my leadership skills, though i know know they really suck.

I hope i'm improving. haha. but ppl, pls don't ask me for tickets, i don't think i can help.. sorry. For now, enjoy previews of th NDP from the snippets i took!

National Day Parade 2005 - Fireworks

This is like so scary la. Everything I've come across - horoscope, bulletins in friendster, myths - are all so true to me.. Vry apt for me. Scary. Mayb there's this thing called fate after all.

My Horoscope for Today


Generosity is one of your well-known attributes. Going overboard to prove you love someone is another famous trait, and one you'll be especially prone to demonstrate now. But why do you feel obligated to prove anything?

Have u ever missed someone
and felt terrible
because u think tat he/she doesn't miss u?

Missing someone is a terrible but at the
same time,
sweet feeling.
U will be sitting around wondering if u
meant
anything to him/her.
Thinking if he/she ever cares about u.

Rushing to the phone once it rings
hoping that it's
him/her.

Looking out of the window hoping that
he/she will
surprise u by appearing downstairs.

Sitting in front of the television but
thinking of
her
missing the final episode of your
favourite show.

Laying on your bed, thinking of the last
time u wen
out together.

Thinking of how nice it will be to sit
under the stars
again, talking about everything, your
dreams,
plans, future.

Logging on to the internet hoping to see
him/her
online.

When u realise that he/she isn't online
and did not
return your page, u will start worrying if
he/she is
okay.

Missing someone is a way of growing up i
guess.
It exposes u to loneliness.
It teaches u how to cope with being
lonely and let u
know that there is actually a feeling
known as
emptiness.
Sometimes it feels good to miss someone.
U know that u really care and u indulge
in the
feeling of loving/caring for him/her.
But missing someone and not knowing if
he/she is
feeling the same is terrible.
U feel as if u are being left alone.
So if u miss someone, tell him/her and
let them
know.
At the same time, ask if they miss u.

Don't let the feeling of missing someone
become
jealousy or paranoid.
If u are the one being missed and u know
it, let the
other party know.
if u miss him/her too, tell them.
Don't let them wait.

Taken from 'missing someone' from a friendster bulletin.

You know, reading this is too late for me.. i've become the paranoid n jealous beast that i am now. i din't know missing someone too much can result in jealousy and paranoidity. Its this sudden urge of distrust and the recollections of some particular incidents that made me even more so.

Why is this so.. I know myself. I know i've changed. But there isn't anything, no there ain't nothing to pull me out of this. But i'm still trying. I really don't like the way I am now... Really don't. I'm beginning to hate myself. Hating others is already a very taxing thing to do, hating myself is a degree higher.

You know sometimes death ain't scary after all... haha. Nah, just saying only.

Yes, back to the article, i think its very VERy apt for me. I myself was shocked when i read it. I was like,"damn, this is it man. Wth, so true..." yea.. and i immediately reposted it up on friendster's bulletin board. Yea.. More to think about tonight. haha. guess my Physics marks are gonna get ugly. haha. ~gone~

Deston @ Father's Day Dinner '05. Cute huh.

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K let me use the sticky caps for once k, just this once, and i'll nt use it anymore. YaY!!! I'M PeRfEctLy oKaY NoW!!! haha. k enuf. yep, everything's alright now... i suppose some things done cannot be undone but heck... i'll try to undo it as hard as i can.

midyrs is in 2 weeks time.. i'm nt even thinking of studying yet... shit i think i'm so dead la... next week still got chalet somemore... how to squeeze in 3 sessions of tuition in 4 days??? haha. i'm freaking squeezed dry la.... even now at grandma's house also chionging my homework. and i think there are still alot more to go la... i just looked into my tutorials... its lyk oh my fucking god... i'm so dead la. k gota make up lost time. tata.

stil lovin u, no matter what.

SHIT WORLD THIS IS. My blood pressure have increased threefold over just one night. I suffered a crashing blow to my life and i'm not ready to get up. Intense blood circulation exercises are recommended to me to prevent me from fainting. In fact, I almost faint yesterday. I saw the black engulf me but i did the intense blood circulation exercises and now i'm feeling abit better. I'm not talking crap, i'm not crazy either. I just had the worse day of my life. Spiritually i'm not Shijie anymore. Mentally i'm too exhausted i can be considered the living dead. Yes, i admit. i'm dead. i tink i'm better off dead. no more painful truth, no more... ...

I think i'm not gonna post for quite long again le. Suddenly lost interest in blogging again.

Is he castrating himself... or pumping petrol? LOL.

Although recriminations in general are not healthy for couples, short, casual and playful ones can actually put colour into one's romantic relationship. Altercations are bad though, so differentiate between casual recriminations and altercations ya, you don't wanna put your relationship in danger just because of this. Even if it does, i'm absolved from all responsibilities for this matter ar. haha... yea short pulsating quarrels are always fun. Try it if you haven't, just don't mention things that are offensive to your counterpart, like "yo momma is so fat" or "you walk like you have something huge stuck in between your legs man".. haha.

Read in the papers about the influence of bloggers, so i shall find out my own influence by the above paragraph. haha. Okay on to other things. Tomorrow will officially be the last day of term 2. I'm delirious man. But there's the killer GP paper coming up this Friday, which is like 2 days. Today received compre practice somemore, 14.5/50, summary: 0 marks. It is like wtf can.. 2 days to exam and i get this type of marks. Down right demoralising lar. If you're like me who thinks that General Paper is like secondary school's English paper ar, you're gonna get a consternation man. i mean, it is totally different can. You CANNOT copy ANY keyword from the passage unlike in secondary school. eg. 'tall' must change to something like 'considerable height'. Eh its 'tall' eh, not something like 'the icon of Singapore' which you can simply change to 'merlion' or whatever... Yea i know marcus will say its easy, "you can just use the opposite of the word what, example tall say not short la." That's our JOKE ya. Its not very feasible. haha.

This is just something extra.. You tell me I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away

And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today

‘Cause I love you, whether it’s wrong or right

And though I can’t be with you tonight

You know my heart is by your side..[If You're Not The One - Daniel Bedingfield]

You know what?

I miss you too, your heart and soul, as much as the height of the sky, just a mirror image of you. And i pray that your prayer will come true, cause that's how much i want to be with you. I love you too, too much that i can't differentiate right from wrong, and i don't need you're precious heart, 'cos you're in me all along... -shijie

That's the end for today. :)

You know i realised my posts are getting more and more childish every day. Look the the language i used, look at the infinite dots that i used. WHat HAs CAused THis CHange IN ME?? Always felt the multiple dots are gay in blogs but i ended up using em myself. karma man.. karma. haha. Must have criticised others too much.

The twinkling stars in the sky at night are getting more and more beautiful. The gentle swaying of the mango tree outside my house is getting less irritating. The inferno inside of me is getting thinner day by day. Cant you feel it? The world have changed. To be exact, my world have changed. This plastic world is slowly melting, the ice-cold feelings of people are slowly thawing. I'm beginning to feel the LOVE. i duno this may sound gay to some, but finally, i understood why people tear in romantic/tragic love stories etc. 4 that someone gave me a purpose in life, gave me my exsistance. Know this phrase?


To the world you may be just one person, but to one person you may just be the world.


This is the summary of what i hav to say.

Hmm.. Chinese O'lvls is coming soon rite?? yea so for all those taking it this year, GOOD LUCK! Just don't be too nervous ya..

btw i made a trip to the dermatologist yesterday. Shit the bill was like above $150 la. fuk man i paid for it myself now i'm so broke la. Got in exchange for my money were 8 bottles of solutions/creams to apply to my face. No oral supplements. just external application. Oh and a 5 mins consultation cum facial class. haha. as it was my first visit the doc put me in consultation with 5 other newcomers to explain how acne is formed, how to take care, precautions blabla.. haha. i saw i pair of photos the doc showed me. the first one showed a guy with bloody full of pimples and acnes with red scars. Then the next showed the same guy with flawless complexion. flawless as in scarless and almost transparent skin. And below wrote 4 months. Wow. 4 months may be a lil long but the result is like a miracle man.. though my condition is nt as bad as that guy, i was rather awed by the tremendous transformation. Cool. i swore to become the second photo man. haha.

Nothing reli happened today so far.. i'm not going anywhere again. so boring. guess i shall start on my studies alrdy then.. tata!

Hohoho... today is CJC's sports carnival. Its damn boring dont wanna talk about it. Supposed to end at 12.45 but in the end, it freakin' ended at 1.19.. wtf i was bloody late for my date la... stupid prize presentation wasted 50 mins of my precious time.

Rest of the day was like great la.. tried my new jeans 2dae.. bloody hell i forgot to bring my belt and it was lyk super loose la.. kept dropping... so i had to pull up my jeans consistantly while i was outside.. damn 'ma fun'. yea came back home by cab, as i was lazy to take the train. the uncle was lyk so good la.. cos the price is $7.20 and i gave the uncle a $10 note. He returned me $3 and when i wanted to give him 20cents back he said no nid. good fellow.. other than that.. had a sucky dinner and here i am now.. yea.. so dat's all for 2dae.. tata(i dint know this is burmese for goodbye too haha!)!!

I realised i haven't do my P.I!! wth... 2moro is lyk the DEADLINE. I'm like so dead la cos project work so happens to be an A LVL SUBJECT! I don't mean to leave it till now man.. its lyk 2315 now.. had sch till lyk 1630 and ate late lunch b4 going home. btw i reach home its like 1800.. den 1845 my tuition teacher came.. wth i haven't even bathed (i was reading newpaper).. i went n bathed n immediately rushed for tuitn.. after tuitn was like 2100.. ate dinner and slacked till 11pm and here i am... blogging somemore.. haha. shitty man no idea.. do wad shit.. gotta hand in my shitty work tomorrow somemore.. come out shitty idea den get shitty marks la.. cannot STUN alrdy la... argh.. muz do now.. ciao.

Yea... after that boring blogskin is changed i feel so refreshed!! And vry proud of myself i am.. i did everything myself from scratch la!! yea.. came back from the loan sharks' den in the afternoon.. kena chased damn tight and terok-ly for all the assignments i owed. and i found out, just after 2 days of NAtionals Inter-School Bowling Tournament i'm like lagging eons behind in my schoolwork. Shit man.. just received exam timetable todae.. 1st paper, 27 may.. MAY!!! its like... oni a few days left la.. wtf man...

About my bowling competition... those who're lost i'm in CJC bowling sch team.. I did freakin' badly man.. On fri avg was bout 145... yest was lyk 130 nia... although i hit a high of 200, I M NOT HAPPY. reli despondant the day sz came all the way down to watch me (which is lyk yest).. i played lyk shit and totally let her down... damn..But OMG... Fri and Mon, which are my competition days, are the best days of my life man... ;) they were heaven. Its RELI heaven. even on mon when i bowled lyk shit. i stil felt extremely happy. thank you so much so much for brightening my day on mon and celebrating my high on fri. I thank you sz. love ya!

2dae had 2 tests, econs and maths. Both CONFIRM fail, but who cares man. Was supposed to meet sz in the afternoon but cancelled it due to the freakin' tests. Anyways, school hols gonna start and yea, juz lyk everyone else, i gearing up!!..... to go back to school for extra classes. F***.. nice one la huh..

I dunno whether this is supposed to be a summary of all the other days i didnt blog.. dont tink so la.. this is lyk so freakin' brief... nt even 1% of my life.. BTW i got a wake-up call by JEROME man.. 1 day on msn i saw MArc online and wanted to chat wiv him... suddenly(not vry accurate, as its taken frm wad i rem, not word-4-word):

"hey tink go jc big alrdy la."

i said smt like "dude....." and he replied "dude what dude? "

i was like 0.0 shocked man. i tink we reli vry long nvr communicate le... dats y leddat.. I'M SO SORRY!! During june hols we go out k?? SORRY la ppl.. reli no tym to go out.

I tink i 4got wad i wanted to type for the last para.. shit.. nwadays always leddat.. haha.. bloody hell. infuriated wiv myself la.. i rem den add la.. go eat dinner le.

OH i rem le. this part is editted, i reli forgot the last paragraph juz nw.. 2moro is my bowling quartet competition.. my last chance to get medal.. though nt as confident as the 1st 2 daes, i still harbour some hope la.. haha.. so those who are reading this b4 2moro, plsss WISH ME LUCK YA. hope 2moro can hit at least 170 avg.. ambitious 4 a lousy bowler lyk me huh.. haha.. ok la den here.

Love is just so sweet. so is everything about her. haha :p

...end...

Many many things happened i tell ya. Juz no time to update!! I've like 4 freaking projects to be completed. Wadsup with dat man. Another thing is i got in bowling school team! dats like 1 of the higher achievements of my life man.. now aiming to do well in this yr's nationals. Class affairs, i'm the admin head of my class. dam tough the job. argh. i duno wads left in me la.. blog also no tym le.. lyk dis is all i can write nw.

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gotta go. tomorrow stil got bowling training.

Hohoho! How many days since i last blogged seriously ar?? 1? 2? 3.. 4.. 5? cant remember le.. hyaiz.. guess i'm too busy.. jc life is seriously aptly translated as the busy life. the avg time you get released from sch is like.. 5.00pm?? its darn late i tell you. And if you've CCA, u're in for it man.. for me, my CCA ends at 8.30.. and i reach home, under normal circumstaces, it'll be like.. 9.15.. bloody late ya? SO.. must learn to adapt... ar... like me! haha. Now i'm fine with those late timings.. yep..

btw, i won't be blogging bout my everyday life alrdy.. its too taxing.. and if you missed one day ur blog won't look nice.. so i've decided to blog on a summary of a few days. Althou the details won't be as much, it will still ooze all the more interesting data. yep.

Okay. Firstly, my teachers are like, all darn friendly.. its such a easy-to-adapt environment. But on the other hand, LeCTUrES SUX!! it's lyk its gg freaking fast n u wun b able to understand a thing... its damn fucked up la.. juz cant get used to lectures... argh..

But my cca is lyk freaking fun la.. oh.. i noticed dat after talking so long i havent tell wads my cca. haha. its bowling. yep. we get to train at Mount Faber Safra la.. its lyk damn new and nice... the people are also very fun la.. haha.

My personal life isnt any worse.. it's so freaking heavenly in fact! Juz yesterday was so fuunnnnn! Juz great man. I enjoyed every single moment.. how i wish every day cld b lyk yesterday.. omg.. dat would b a dream come true.. haha..

...end...

Yes i'm without any new posts... but need i post? With so many activities i dont tink so. :D have a nice day.

long time since i last blogged man.. where should i start from?? hmm.. well.. from today onwards must really study le.. cant afford to slack after hearing so many accounts from the jc students.. argh.. anyways, the past 5 school days have been orientation days of us, the new jc students. we had a trip to sentosa the day before and it was one heck of a day.. i dint went into the sea though.. smart rite.. haha. other orientation days were just talks, ice-breaking games and house rivalries... yea.. quite cool the last day.. which was the finale night.. which was the last day of our orientation.. yea...

every one looked like they had fun... which was fabulous.. but till now.. dint really get to know many people.. maybe its due to my poor socialising skills.. haha! so all-in-all.. i'm getting rather busy these days.. oh and for all those FLIM peeps who mayb reading this, i may nt be able to go quite as often on saturdays already... yep.. so sorry ya?

...end...

meanwhile.. listen to "i miss you like crazy".. by the moffatts.. its nice.

I got into cjc and my hair is back to black.. damn my haircut was a disaster... now i look f**kin' grosss... hyaiz. school starting 2moro.. bleh.. not prepared.. must go prepare myself mentally and physically now.. cya

I M-I-S-S Y-O-U S-O M-U-C-H!
Everybody's going back to school tomorrow.. so sian.. And my school is staring very very soon... SIAN LA. Why leddat?? School school school... Shit sia.. Been guilty for the whole of today, because I forgotten the name of someone very important!! It like, how could i right?? I can forget my own name but.. How ould i forget THAT name.. Though it's only the chinese name that i forgot but still, it's still so important! Really, I'm so sorry!! Luckily i still have 3 wishes.. Muahaha.. Can't catch what i'm writing huh.. haha.. it's alright.. you don't need to.. The person that's involved know can already. haha.

I've to admit i'm feeling cranky today. Crazy me! See what staying at home the whole day can do to you. I'd rather be a banana split than a rotten one man.. get what i mean.. I've to go before more cranky stuff comes up. haha. byebyebye.

P.S. Although i'm cranky, i still mean the words that's different coloured hor.

INtRO:: Beautified is the word. Life is a roller coaster. Was to be exact. now i can't see another day without a smile. sing for the MoMenT!

It's an absolute fantasy, an enraging rush of feelings. Its like the force of a tsunami. Magical is the key. WOw.. The pages are slowly filled day by day, colourful events building matter and developing.

Damn.. the only thing is that my voice cant seem to project itself.. and another thing, my voice sucks over the phone. aRgh! I WaNNa go SiNging classes!! If only i had company.. dont wanna go myself man..

Din't go to church today.. wasn't in the right frame of mind to turn up at church.. felt legarthic(is that how it's spelt..) all over.. like jellyfishes.. my head feels so heavy.. my face so oily.. damn sian to travel.. but yoonloon isnt turning up today, so even if i go, there won't be any band appearace.. rite?? haha. we've gotta think of some funky names for our band. Calvell wants something 'rocky' and 'coool'.. gotta find the phrase/word to fit the bill. MAke it soon la.. think think think!! Keyboard is getting more interesting as time passes.. however, why has my fingers have to be so bloody short and inflexible such that even a french fry can humilate my fingers by it's flexibility and variation in length! it's so difficult to reach keys on time!! Bloody hell, if only the white keys were as thin as their black counterparts.. I'd master the keyboard faster than you can say 'bullshit'. Hey, but this goes to show that i've been practicing can! one day if i really bth i 'll go for fingers lengthening operation.. all for the sake of the band. haha!

Day isn't busy for me today.. hogging the com for like 1 hour already.. My bro is going to AhMa's house any moment with my dad, which leaves me and Jonathan.. But he has already used the comp for like eons, so this means the com is ALL MINE!!! At least for the rest of today... haha. guess i shall go explore this wonderful com NOW.. buaiz.

This week capped a terrible week for me.

Really no mood to blog.. Okay people, next week I'll be ACTIVITY-LESS. Someone jio me out pleaseee. haha.

Yesterday. not just any yesterday, it was Yesterday. yes, the most important yesterday yet. it was the day i got back my results for my O'lvls. returning to school was an unbelievable feeling. the rush and the adrenaline that gets into you is simply breath-taking. you know those korean/japanese collage dramas? where the seniors were the most respectable and most feared? my friends and i were like that. cool huh.

wad happened was that'cos we went back to school quite early, we were almost the only ones in school waiting for our O'lvl results. so there we were, the hair-dyed, shirt-tucked-out, handphones-ringing dudes. ok mayb this description only applies on me, as my frens were stil very 'guai'. we walked around the school and those sec 1 n sec 2s didnt really dare to look up at us, while the rest were wowed by us. could hear them talking 'bout us behind our backs. we dint care though. we felt like we own the whole school, center of attention and everything... wow..

time to take back our results..dis i will go into detail, so all the O'lvl takers for this yr and following years, u noe wad its like. ;)

we assembled in our main hall according to our sec 4 classes. people will start coming in, all the anxious parents and peeps. u will start to get the creeps. goosebumps start appearing and wad's worse, the principal will take his own sour time to come on stage to give the speech. in front of the row of every class is two desks, with the teacher sitting on one side, smiling like every one got As, and on the other side is for us, the receivers. on the desks are a whole big stack of white and yellow booklets and our result slips will be handled by the teachers.

once the principal comes up on stage, every one will giv a rousing round of applause. den he'll start reminiscing about the past year and announce the highest results and their respective scholars. ok. after that there's some special speech about how well we, meaning this cohort, hav done and we all congratuated ourselves. everyones' mood were like more relaxed. surprisingly, our school did extremely well, with a passing % of 98.1% or somewhere around there. our dictinction rates also soared for our cohort, reaching outrageous %ages at around 70%-100% DISTINCTION for various subjects! its like for example, if there are a thousand students in our school all studying maths, 700 got an A for maths! how good is that! outrageous really, but true. can't deny, our school is good academically man.

after that, we took turns to take back our results accordingly to our index nos. my heart beat so fast when it was my turn to take and my hands were practically quivering man. in d end i was quite delighted with my results although i expected better for my english. here's my results:

Eng- B3
Chi- B3
E.Maths- A2
A.Maths- A2
Comb. Human.- C5
History- B3
Comb. Sci.- B3

Yep, after all the counting, you will find that my L1R5 is 16 and my L1R4 is 13. Not bad for me, 'cos i tot i would fail my history and comb. human. my humans sux like shit. On the other hand, 2 As aint bad either. ;) english really disappointed me though. i really wanted an A for english! now cannot enter mass comm. le la! shit sia.

after that, you would have to rush to call up and sms as many people as u can recall who asked you to inform them about ur results. in the end i think i called and smsed more den 15 ppl but still missed out alot of ppl. so ppl, next time when its ur turn to collect your results, pls ask them to write their names down on ur appointment book if not u'll confirm to neglect some people.

after that my frens and i went back to my house to spend the day away. and that's my day Yesterday.

troubled over where to go...

yesterday was 'Da Day'. first things first, it was my mum's birthday. but i had no time to write it in my blog, so i shall write 2dae. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUM! *happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you. Happy birthday to youuu, happy birthday to you!!!!!* haha. Yea. Talk about how we celebrate Mum's birthday later.

in the wee hours of the morning(6.30am), that's when i woke up, had to rush and prepare 'cos i know i'm gonna be late. Yes! 6.30 in the morning and i will still be late! imagine that! and not to mentioned i had insomnia the day before and could only sleep at 3am. darn. partly because i had ALOT of thoughts to think about, and therefore i couldn't get to sleep. Luckily there was Christina, who called me up and made me pour out all my woes. We analysised and deciphered all my problems and i felt sooo much better after that. In turn, i helped her with hers. We den had casual chats and soon i laughed my way to tiredness. dat's when we stopped talking and went to sleep.

upon reaching sommerset mrt, i saw erfang who showed my where the gang was. den i went over to them and we waited for amanda and sz. then we proceeded to the wet and muddy tent-covered greens at the youth park. slacked there for about 1/2 an hour and then started our duties. we were to giv out leftlets la. first, calvell, the leader, gave us our duties and we went ahead with them. but because we're fatigued from lack of sleep, swezin, me, calvell n amanda decided to treat ourselves wiv pastamania 1st. haha. pastor ate lyk so messily, and amanda n calvell ordered so much. haha. the best was me and sz la.. ordered juz nice, ate neatly. haha. den swezin taught me table manners. now i know after you eat finish your utensils must be put side by side on your plate in a 12 o'clk position. HAHA! so paisei lo.. haha.

den we were separated into 2 groups. sz n me n pastor went orchard mrt dere. calvell n amanda went other place. sz n i were lyk kena daoed soo many times. felt sucky man. during break time we cldn't find vell n amanda so sz n i decided to go find them. we managed to find them and after a short rest, i remembered i had to find a t-shirt for my cousin's fren. so sz n i went up heeren find. we took too long and the rest went back first already. so we decided to hang aroung there longer. we cldn't find any nice ones, so we end up taking neos. we dint hav enuf time to decorate the pics though. but overall because there were sz n me, it turned out nice. haha.

had to leave to accompany my mum after that. was damn sad but some people had such a great time.. haiya.. nth to say la. ok my family n i went crystal jade to have dinner and den we went around j8 for shopping spree. spent lyk arnd 60 and my mum about 200. my bros together with 100 n my dad 20. super nice clothes i bought. Mum was over-the-moon because i helped her chose some clothes and its the first time in a very long time that my family went out together so happily. Mum was also delighted dat i could take time off to accompany her and i was really happy dat she's so happy on her bdae. Wish she could be this happy 4ever. hyaiz..

went home and had icecream cake. it was oh so YUMMY. after dat had a cold bath and went to lalaland. cldnt stand it. cldnt even stand properly cos i'm so tired. my muscles ached like shit. den today there will b another bdae celebration. its my grandma's bdae today!!! *HAPPY BDAE AHMA!!**MUACKS* although she wun go online to see this. haha. ok gotta go celebrate ahma's bdae le...

Footnote: to that someone special: Time will tell if we can compromise and last, but i still love you no matter what. 'cos you know you are my only one, there's no conflict large enuf, to be able to break us up. 831.

....end....

i can be loving every single day, but inside, deep inside, i really hate myself. the direction is just not clear. bloody hell. i really fukin' hate myself; for feeling this way. but i think i thought it through, i really hope its this way.

wanted to say and do so many things, but the restrictions are there. its alright man. i came into this world with many restrictions, so i'll leave this world restricted still. i really am a large critisizer, of myself.

just wanting to thank a special someone, who always gives me advice on this and that. Christina, thank you. i'm so glad that i always have you to lead me to the right way when i always am lost. This whole thing(u know wad i mean) have been so smooth because of you. Yes, you've been a great comforter, a great friend. Though i never met you for long, u're some1 who i really trust FULLY, besides another one, my swezin. haha. anyway, thank you. i'm so glad i've this 'meix'. haha.

to my swezin, so rare in cyberspace, therefore i tink you will not see this, but i still have to say, deep inside, i really dont know why, but you're the only one who can make me feel that special way. the moon dont really shine, its the sun that makes it happen. you're my sun, you make me shine. without my sun, i'll be hidden and i'll be just an exsistance to fill this world. See your importance in my life? haha. i really hope there's really such thing as forever, ya? and... 831!!

another day has passed.. 3 more days to O'lvl results!!! Fukin' scared... and i still dont know where to go! should i have a poll to decide which institution of study should i go? haha! when my luck is good no big events like this happens.. just when my luck sucks rite now this stupid collection thingy comes up. damn! just hope that all those prayers work.

oh mentioning 'bout bad luck. my new e398 hp is freakishly spoilt the 2nd day i bought it. and the new set is out of stock. i've to wait like 3 weeks to get my new fone back. its going to be hell for me man. i've also lost many many contacts 'cos i din't transfer many to my simcard. why must this happen to me... maybe i shall try changing the position of my bed...

oh listen to tong hua by guang liang. great song. greater mtv. moving yet subtle. the lead actress in the mtv looks good too. :)

...EnD...

Love is so fragile.. Life is one word, unfair.


I'm living a life of emptiness.. Aye.. Just putting my life to waste.. No job. No money. What can i possibly do.


Just listen to the song. Its nice. Amazed...

...End...

Valentines' Day is filled with just 4 letters: c.r.a.p. It has been so and it still is. Enough of it.

This week so far has been extremely boring for me. If the boredom goes over the edge i'll become hysterical i tell you. Every day seems like the same day to me.

At least i went out today, but still, it sucks. WHat fun is going around orchard window shopping and having no money in your wallet? i brought $16 out but in the end $5 went to food, $2 for transport, $8 to pay back loanfishes and $1 went somewhere. And to think there's only $5 left in my cashcard. I'vE nO mOney and No jOB!! And O'lvl results is coming out SOON. Omg.. this suck man..

And i'm ordered to eat all the remaining CNY 'goodies'. Goodies indeed... Imma gonna get fat and 'pimplely' man.. simply imagining eating all the heaty food and sweets.

Oh and i've been having 'curry chup cai' for the past 2 days and i guess today too. Argh. i'm freaking sick of it! Yucks. There's this big pot of curry dat's left over from sunday's gathering.. and i gotta finish it. yea, me again... u call this life? bleh.. ok gotta go make a slave outta myself again. updating soon.

firstly, i would like to thank you for taking time off ur busy schedule to come visit my blog. Secondly, i would like to wish all a Happy Chinese New Year.

this new year week is a very busy week. on the front note i went visiting and stuff, collecting angbaos and all the other stuff Chinese do on cny. it was supposed to be fun, eating all the sweet tidbits and junk, collecting cash in red paper, legal gambling, meeting up with distant relatives, dressing up in red all the time, etc. Yea, all this was supposed to be fun. But Hey! i don't feel the cny atmosphere this year man. All the above mentioned don't seem to be able to portray this grandeur Chinese festival. The new year feeling did not ooze out from anyone. if people are not wearing red, i'll think that it's just another house-warming man! how could this happen? it's all because of one thing. One thing that only exsists in my eyes. That is the absence of some people. The absence of 'blackjack'. The absence of proper planning. I remember the days when my grandma was still living in Bedok Reservoir. Everything was well-planned. On 1 day, every1, big or small, made an effort to go down to my grandma's place to celebrate cny together. When every1 was there, the atmosphere become so Shiok i tell you. You can hear all the chattering, laughing, and the children running about. Den when it comes to gambling time every1 will sit around that nice, polished woodgrain oval table and start taking their cash out. It was just so fun. This time around, many people are busy with their own lives. Not many people could sacrifice this type of time anymore. Yes, how sad it is... hyaiz..

I read my horoscope for this year, and it bodes well. I couldn't have wished for a better prediction for this year. However, how often are these predictions true? Many said you'll be rich but you still see many charities out there asking for money to help the poor and handicap. Can you still believe the horoscopes? My horoscope says this year will be a smooth-sailing year for me, but hey! i've already encountered major problems here! i mean, com'on, if the predictions are correct, i can just go out there and buy a lottery ticket and i'll be rich my whole life man. Speaking of problems, problems are a menace. They kill your time and energy. Money problems can kill relationships. Love problems can end a life. What good are problems? If i could make 1 wish come true, i would wish that all my loved ones including me are problem-free and all live happily. But i know this won't come true, haha, unless my horoscope is so 'zhun' as it said almost everything i do will go smoothly. Dots.

I could try to make things easier for everyone, but it will not be fair to someone. So i've decided to let things remain status quo, and let that problem dissolve by itself, i hope. For the time-being, HAPPY CNY TO EVERY ONE AGAIN AND ENJOY YOUR NEW YEAR! TO ALL LOVEBIRDS OUT THERE HAPPY VALENTINES! TO MY MUM AND DAD, as if they will see this, HAPPY VALENTINES TOO!

To everybody coming to my house on sunday, take care and see you soon!

MY CURRENT MOST WISHED-FOR WISH: making every single situation simple no matter how big or small; to live without worrying; to live without being puzzled; to claify all conflicts and stuff; and to live in happiness without any qualms. =)

Actually i've always wished for this. just that it's more needed now.

sentosa outing today. It was hell of a time i tell u. a very special day, engraved in my history. the things i always cld only dream about happened on this fateful day. really exhilarated.

in the morning, went out to meet vell to help him exchange his shoes that were over-sized. rushed to meet my friend after that. Rushed again after that, this time to meet amanda and swe zin to go to harbourfront mrt together. were an hour late(SO SORRY!!), damn pai sei.. let girl wait for me. ok then we rushed to meet the rest of the gang at hf mrt.

Upon reaching, we only saw (i roughly remember)ryan, gary and some1 else i think. Was very disappointed, 'cos if we had known, we wouldn't rush. haha. after everyone arrived we proceeded to palawan beach.

If you din't know, it was actually a day planned to celebrate Ivy's bdae, who belongs in our group. pastor and the rest brought food and cake, while the others contributed to Ivy's present. ok the fun part begins. amanda, swe zin n i were wanting to get away from the hustle and bustle,so we 3 went on a stroll together, along the beach that is. It was very nice and we took some photos. Soon after that we went back to the group and had our lunch and played some lame but fun games. After that we 3 went back to beach-strolling. The wind was very kind, patting lightly on our faces. The waves were calm yet strong, like qigong u know? soft strokes but powerful force. yea that's what the waves like. VERY NICE. its was very romantic, like a scene taken from a movie, only that we have 3 leads. haha.

Did many other activities till it was like evening. Yea i finally sang my own song with REAL music. Tired and drenched with sea water and sweat, i decided to go bathe. found out that the bathroom in palawan beach is SOOO much better than the ones in soloso beach. nt kidding. It was privacy, comfort, spacious all into 1. Walked out of the toilet to find out that lynette and swezin couldnt recognise me. DoTs! i oni finger-combed my hair back wad.. leddat cannot recognise liao.. ok den it was all talking and resting after that. Had chats with quite a number of ppl. enlightened about many things.

The highlight of the evening was something special. It is really very special, something that i will treasure all my life. The only down side to it was that it was inpromptu and i did not plan it properly and i ended up making a mini-fool out of myself. However, what i did put the message across and yea, it was a beautiful ending. =)

Around 1045 i reached home to find out that there's no food left for me! Not to mention I HAVENT EAT MY DINNER YET! hello?! Never save food for me?! haha, nvm. i put my superior survivial skills to good use: i made my own pizza. That was the type u buy from supermarkets and just defroze it that type. get it? haha. yea after eating i came to meddle with my blog and upload all the photos into my com. n this is my day today.

Boring boring! Work has been sucky for the past few days. Night shift is taking its toll on me.. i practically have to drag myself to work and crawl my way back home. NIGHT SHIFT can be translated as: ONE OF THE MOST SCARIEST AND DEMONIC TORTURE PLANS EVER TO GRACE EARTH. Yes, its abit too drama, but that's how i feel man.. My day is being based on 2 things now. WORK and SLEEP. damn no life. so i shall start damning.
damn life, damn work, damn low pay, damn night shift, damn freakish sucky dinners, damn the stupid old machines that make all the freaky sounds, damn the stupid laminating machine(i always knock into it), damn mostly everything else. BUT, my colleagues and friends are spared. They are the ones that make me carry on. My phone beeps and thats cool, my friends joke and laugh and thats cool too. They bring potato chips to eat, that's damn cool too. And lastly, luckily i've a kind supervisor man. I slept on my job yesterday but my supervisor just tapped me to wake me up, thats all. Simply put, he's good. haha. Right. after all my damning and praising, i've to get ready for work again. this reflects about my life. argh. hate it. ok thats all.


btw, the post before this, if you've nt read it, go do so. haha.

I've always wanted to write something like this... MY STORY



I've found new life, new breath, new signs, new inspirations. so many times these things happen. so many times i fail. so many times i pick myself up, this time its redundant. i'm nt falling anymore, 'cos i've tried my best, all in all. i made the wrong decision, i remedied it. now i'm living in bliss, but at the expense of some things. no i can't be selfish, i can't take all this for myself, but who am i to decide? this thing is so true, so mighty, not even the gods can forbid.

how can i give up on this? i've thrown it away once, but it returned to me, maybe heaven has taken pity, maybe its just me. 'cos i'm doing everything behind the scenes, everything i thought of has happened. not a korean drama, not a westernised one either, its just an original, the one i directed.

in this drama i tried to be giving, i tried to salvage, i tried to enclose myself, into a world of fallacy. but in that world, i couldn't live, i couldn't even breathe. i've no directions, i've no insipration. I've no light in my life, i've no happy moment.

Till that day, when things look worst, i was pulled back into reality, by the hands of an angel. her seraphic looks dawned on me, the gentle soothening glare engulfed me. she talked to me. i thought time was immortalised, where everything was a standstill, i couldn't believe what i hear, i couldn't have expected a better ending.

now that i'm back into reality, i will never plunge myself into that dark abyss ever again, i'll cherish this chance, i'll make it happen. never mind evils pulling me back, tugging on my collar. i'll do anything i can, to make this DREAM COME TRUE.
And this is my story.

-shijie [1.4.3.7.9]

Sylvester Sim.(pics are blur 'cos i took them with my hp)

Taufik Batisah at the concert.

Yesterday was supposed to be fun, but it dint turn out to be one. I was all prepared for work and guess wad, i got a call from my supervisor,"hello? shijie?"
me:"ya.. yes?"
"where are you?"
me:"oh i'm on my way le.. reaching there very soon.. won't be late today haha."
"er.. i think you can u-turn, 'cos you dont need to come le"
me:"huh?! why?"
"er no la no.. dont be worried.. our server down la.. so cannot receive any orders. den you come also no use mah. nothing to do. do you have work tomorrow?"
"erm nope."
"oh den i see you on monday?"
"but i'm on my way now.."
"no choice la.. u-turn lor.."
"hyaiz.. ok lor. cya on monday."

i got a bloody good shock. tot i kena sack. nice one la. haha. ok this was in the afternoon. i was all fazed up.. damn this incident i cldnt go out in the morning. argh. suaiz.. so i went to the band place as it was conveniently near my work place. went there to watch the korean film 'my tutor friend'. its was a nice show overall. after that i proceeded to the youth cdc concert that featured a-do, joi choi, sylvester sim, taufik batisah, b.a.d., celest chong, zhang dong liang and some singaporean bands. stood at the open field for bout 3 hours to witness the spectacle and went home thereafter. Today was more boring. i practically slacked the whole day. now watching tennis final. cya.

Added two new photo journals titled "My Life: 2005" and "Noel Colleagues".
Most of the photos are of myself in "My Life: 2005" :P BUT there are pictures of the new people in my life. For the "Noel Colleagues", its all about them. yea.

saw this somewhere on the net.. do you agree with it?

a lot of things happened in my life recently, i've just no time to put it all into words. i'll recall as much as i can though. after checking my horoscope, i found out that something's gonna stir in my love life, work life, and my friends life.


i found out that marcus had gone a step futher and faster then all the rest of us by getting a girlfriend by the name of Audrey. people like me, so cute and all :x jkjk all lost to him. nice one la marcus. haha. it was just a tongue-in-cheek man people, don't read too much into it. then comes ridzuan, the so-called 'freelancer'. he's got no job and no 1 to go out with, because everybody's either busy with work or school or even relationships! haha sorry ridzuan. i heard that he just interviewed for a job at world of sports, really hope he gets it! i'll really 1 2 job-hop if he does cos he promised he'll rope me into it! enuf 'bout him, now's eugene. he's like so happy(i tink) in his new school i rarely see him frown or get in bad mood nowadays. hey, that's a good thing man. hope i acheive what we asked you to soon ya? all the best man. the others are currently running their life story behind my back so i don't know whats going on with their lives, but i'll probe into them this coming bbq gathering. muahaha.


friends are top priority, so they're written in the 1st paragraph. Now comes to work. my first impression of work is that it's very tiring and unkind. having heard that i'll be on the night shift din't help much. but on my 1st day at work, i had alot of help from my colleagues and hey presto! my classmates were working there too! it was such a pleasant surprise. it just made my days in office so much brighter and fun. not only that, the subsequent days were better. i noticed dat all of my colleagues were like super-friendly, although abit of the credit goes to me la, haha, for being so super out-going. :P jkjk.


after a few days of working, i got to know my colleagues better. people in this working environment- my classmates zheng guang, chien shen, zong xiong; my fellow checkers huimin and shuyu; my data entry friends weiee, jeraldine, the guy staying at woodleigh and d rent very sure of their names pAisEi..; then the printers meiyan, dx or wadeva, d poker card guy, n kelvin, the cheeky one. den of cos, there's these super friendly supervisors SHAWN, IRENE and JOHNSON a.k.a. THE MAN. haha. yea. i've to talk about some of them which i talk to more man.


i shan't talk about my classmates cum colleagues le. 1stly, there's this person called weiee. she's worth more then $400 bucks i'm sure, as dats the cost of her hair. whaha. nt like me, spend oni $30 on my hair. lousy sia.. kena cheated. hyaiz.. don't u wish u met me eariler? haha. jkjk. at first she's like 'hating' me, treating me as her nemesis, 'cos i always reminded her of her mistakes. haha. bt its nt my fault wor.. BUT, slowly into the job, d mistakes were slowly but surely diminishing. n finally, it did, for now. haha. but she's really a very kind person who helps you even if its 1 in the morning. oh i forgot, u HAV to help me. haha. jkjk. all in all she's a lil skeptical but very good person. oh ya, i really hope u got bring the Uno cards hor. nvr bring u see wad will happen. muhahaha. looking forward to eating dinner together again! haha


Next, my fellow checker huimin. she's a very interesting character, not to forget she holds the qualities of the kind, the caring and the active. she has this alluring smile that mesmerises the ppl around her. in office, she helps you out when she's free and shares entertainment with me, although those kind of music aren't really music to my ears. haha. oh and sweets! she's so sweet she brings a full packet of 'skettles' to work every day, but ending up eating oni a few. no, they din't drop to the floor, they were in our mouths. haha. she's also very appreciative, as she always laugh and response to my lame jokes and stupid phases while the rest were like -_-"... oh but i really din't know she goes clubbing till i heard it from her. haha i'm trying to make you ppl reading this confused and i REALLY hope you ppl will get the wrong idea, b'cos i'm using reverse psychology. ppl like ZONG XIONG, CHIEN SHEN and mayb even that printer MEIYAN, all spouting nonsense from their mouths. aiyo, i dun give a damn lor, but mayb ppl will feel otherwise lei.. all in all i tink she's the best colleague in office ba.


den there's this insignificant human named meiyan (jie). no la, i'm nt so bad. she's very impt to our company, as she's very dedicated to her job, although she spends office hours loggin on to msn. haha. she's such a nice person she'll go all out to make sure ur face is naturally rosy, no rouge needed. haha. she has an okay drss sense too. i remember she wore a green shawl with a blue dress if i'm nt wrong.. so 'nice'.haha. remember the time we were in the train together? u were like, oOoO, i'm surrounded by bodyguards! haha actually i wanted to say u dun nid any, cos no1's gg to u noe u noe.. :p tongue-in-cheek, no offence. haha. ok all in all, she's a good printer and a wonderful person.


Ok, now's shuyu, checker also. i dunno bout her la.. oni noe how to diam diam at 1 corner do her own thing, den when ppl make joke(mostly me la lol) den am chio. haha. jkjk. shuyu is very very decent. that's in office wor. outside, different story sia. haha. from wad i saw, everytime after work will chiong go shopping and stuff. haha. i reli dunno a lot 'bout her. all in all, good colleague, good senior in office. CK2, wad can u expect. haha.


i'm very tired with all this typing man. for all the other colleagues, next time la.. al in all, ALL MY COLLEAGUES IN NOEL BOLEH!


Now here comes my love life. Jus got 1 sentence to say: Después de todo, i espera que i todavía termine con usted realmente. SO WREAKED, my life. i'm done with my post. good luck reading.

REad This: I won't wAnt my Love to gO to wAste.

Avoiding me when i'm around, calling me when i'm not.. i don't know what's that supposed to mean. I've ppl who really care about me and i know they care. What i need is your affirmation and everything's gotta be alright. Please, i don't want another merry-go-round.

I M D A M N P I S S E D O F F~!

I M D A M N C O N F U S E D~!!

I F E E L S O F U C K E D U P~!!!

ARGH! FUCK IT.

Aye people i'll be working from tomorrow onwards in a new company. Starting from next week i'll be working on the night shift, from 6pm-4am. Anyone finding during dat time next weel wld have to wait till arnd 11-1pm ya, cos when i reach home i'll confirm knock out on my bed. Btw i dun know what the hell has gone wrong with my tagboard so those who cannot see my board pls tell me k. i'll have lesser time to play and mix around with you guys so pple take care ya.. oh and pls comment on my song, i dont put it there for nothing. haha. k cya.

We'll Be One
lyrics: Leong Shijie
arranged by: not yet done


Every day, since i've known you
i've been thinking about you
oh how much my life has changed
to be so impregnable


since i saw you, i'm really into you
the enpty space inside my heart is filled
i am trying, very hard to know you
but do you really want me to


i know your're troubled with something else
but you've gotta sort it out
please give you and i another chance
and eventually we'll be one
(yea this i know)


at first you were with someone else
then i was all by myself
but everything seemed synchronised
would you wanna deny?


i know your're troubled with something else
but you've gotta sort it out
please give you and i another chance
and eventually we'll be one
(yea this i know)


oh but no matter what will happen
pls don't distance ourselves from each other


i know your're troubled with something else
but you've gotta sort it out
please give you and i another chance
and eventually we'll be one
(yea this i know)

I'm sooo bored at home.. damn.. although blogging's my hobby, i dun wanna stay at home doing this the whole day! argh. nvm at least i've got something to talk about.

Yesterday was hell of a time. after my relative's wedding thingy, i rushed down to kallang to meet my friends at the national stadium to watch the tiger cup semis: singapore vs myanmar. we waited for 1 hour inside d stadium for d game to start, but d waiting was very very worthwhile, as we saw a spectacle not common in football. every essence of football was present inside this game and d amount of goals also dint disappoint. when i arrived inside d stadium, i saw ewen, wilson and gang. they pointed to where eugene and gang was sitting and so i went over to join them there. it was raining rather heavily n d pitch was waterlogged. it isnt as easy to judge the movement and bounce of the ball in these situations so i prayed hard that the players making d judging mistakes would be the myanmarmese.

the match started n d players were starting to get dirty. the myanmarmese players scored d 1st goal, much to d dismay of the 30000 strong spectators. d 1st half wasnt very exciting and it ended very quickly. d second half was a whole different story. tackles flew in n fights soon evolved. while singapore were losing 2-1 in the 89th minute, indra got bodychecked by a myanmar defender and earned a penalty for Singapore. d defender kena sent off, n the whole myanmar team become incensed. 1 stupid fellow kicked mud at the referees and he too, kena sent off. so it became 11 men vs 8 men. the penalty taken by indra hit the post and went wide. every1 'cept d myanmar supporters were disappointed. as d full-time agg. score was a tie, the match went into extra time. there the drama unfolded. myanmar sub. keeper threw a pplastic bottle full of water at subrimani n he kena cut on the ear. the impact was damn great. but den, d keeper kena sent off. it was so stupid. by that time singapore was leading by 4 goals to 2. the fans were singing for myanmar to go home and at that moment, fighting in the stands ensued. after the game all of us had to run out of the stadium in fear that the myanmarmese fans would kill us or something. in d end nth happened, only some ambulance and police cars arrived to control the situation. d best thing was that singapore are thru to the finals and every1 are happy. this game will be remembered for a very long time....

Happy 2005 Everyone!!!

Happy new year everyone. 2005, a new year with new aims, a new number, new aspirations, but still the same old brand new me. a new year began with the death of hundred thousands. tsunami victims are piling. aids are rushing. there seems to be no end to this catastrophe. it seems to be immortal. maybe the consoling factor could be the tsunami washing away all those evil terrorists hiding on small forested islands. even that could not appease the thousands of families who lost their loved ones and their prized possessions. for me, these people were unlucky to fall under the wrath of nature. however, all over the world, people are still celebrating, for the main concern is the receiving of the new year.

happy as all other people are, new years eve was as joyous as before. wad i did on new years eve was d 1st in 16 years. it all seemed predestined. everything planned for itself. in the morning i went to play bowliing with my cousin and his pastor. it was quite cool for me, as i raked in some high scores despite my absence from the game for like 2 yrs. after that we went to the katong basement's chicken rice shop to have lunch. d chicken rice there was one of the best i've ever eaten. it was so nice d smell of my rice enticed the pastor to order the same food as me. he even treated me to that meal. After the meal, my cousin and i went to meet nigel at toa payoh's pool hall. upon reaching we saw ridzuan, marcus, eugene, jerome, earl and a few others. the whole place was reli packed so we ha to queue to wait for our tables. Ridzuan and gang soon got tired of waiting and went 1 story below the pool place for some lan-gaming action. my cousin n i den intelligently walked to the table nigel was playing, as nigel had some friends there who was already playing. We waited for awhile and true enough, they offered my the cue stick. i eyes lighted but i wasnt ready to accept it. however, being the gentleman, Bill(nigel's fren) sis friend's bro held the cue stick in my hands. i accepted the offer and played a halved game, as during the game another table was unused and we took it. i then proceeded to the empty table and played a few good games. soon after another table was unused and we decided to take it for ridz and gang. however they were still playing lan and came up only fifteen minutes later.

pool is an expensive game, i agree. haha. since my birthday, i've spent over $120 on pool i guess. that's lyk $120 spent during the course of only 1 month! After that we went our separate ways; marcus and gang went to harry's house while nigel n cousin n i went orchard/ps. we met my cousin's church friends but left soon after. my cousin had a curfew so he went home, leaving nigel and me. we proceeded to meet tiffany, glamis n glamis's fren. fast-forwarding to minutes before the countdown; we had been separated as glamis met his friend and went to esplanade while we remained in orchard. my cousin met us again unexpectedly as his curfew had been surprisingly lifted. we went on the streets of orchard armed with cans of foamers and streamers. during countdown it was hell. many people dint reli care dat above us on the world map many people are still homeless and dieing. we were spraying each other with the streamers and we four certainly got alot of it sprayed back at us. After the hectic period we all went to have supper and finally ended our new year countdown.

tiring it was, but certainly happy n satisfying. we had hell of a time, but i really wish more people could have joined us in the countdown. if only there werent any conflicts... wad a better time it would have been...