Midyears, then back to you...

"All That I Need" - Corrinne May


I'm sorry that I hurt you

I took for granted all you gave so freely to me



I prayed it's not too late

To save you from a broken heart

To promise you I'll make a brand new start


Believe me when i say












You are all that I need

The only treasure I see

You're the air that helps me breathe


through the darkest night

When I fall down on my knees

I was blind but now I see

You are all that I need












When no one far from perfect

Like a child that needs a guiding hand


Can you stay here with me

I finally understand

You've always been the missing part

Complete the jigsaw puzzle of my heart



Please hear me when i say








You are all that I need

The only treasure I see

You're the air that helps me breathe



through the darkest night

When I fall down on my knees

I was blind but now I see

You are all that I need














Please let me hear your voice again

Let me hear you say your love will never end

That whatever it takes you'll be there

When I say







You are all that I need

The only treasure I see

You're the air that helps me breathe

through the darkest night

When I fall down on my knees

I was blind but now I see

You are all that I need

You are all that I need...

trapped like a caged animal

i've not been studying for the past 3 days. but they have been eventful.

Saturday:
Saturday was cool. caught pirates at around 12.30 with a good friend who was as desperate to watch it as me. haha. was good just dumping everything aside and not being bothered for 3 fine hours. the movie was fantastic. the action and comedy were there, as well as babes (elizabeth swank! woots!). i was so glad i caught this movie before it stopped screening, if not... DVDs AT HOME are so much less fun! was supposed to go to Icekimo to eat icecreams with my beloved J1 bowlers, but they couldn't make it at the last min. so i slacked the rest of the sat away...

Sunday:
Sunday was a special day. It was the day that my relatives gathered for Fathers' Day celebration. We went to have a buffet lunch instead of the usual dinner. Lunch was dammnnn fun alright. The uncles were joking away, while the aunties provided us with all the gossips! haha! time passed very quickly as i found myself gorging on all the delicious food available.


My mum, her two sisters, and my ever so sweet ahma and ahgong!

My closest cousin ever. (:

Special mention to the BOY in black, he's my shuai bro. Woots! to his left is my cute bro. hahaha. the rest are my cousins.

Do i smile like J1's dawn? HAHA.

Family with Ahma and Ahgong!

All the cousins with Ahgong and Ahma!

My own 'creation' - " 'lala' at sea ". HAHA! nice right.

My bad! i was too engrossed in the food and all the conversations i forgot to take photos of the other food they have. But what a wonderful lunch. YUM.

Monday:

Monday was 'ns medical' day. i was very nervous. i don't know why, but i was super nervous. but after everything, i felt that, eh, it's actually nth man! why did i get so nervous for... and i thought about it. maybe i'm also 'over-nervous' about my life already. maybe it ain't as scary as it seems to be. The long waiting time in between stations added on to my unsettleness, but it's the same in my life. hmm... sounds chim. haha. but yeeaaa, i'm so glad i got pass it. next year will be the real thing. hmmm... went home knowing a new friend Samuel. he's damn friendly. i saw him at CMPB wearing the CJ PE attire so i went and say hi. In the end we ended up going for the medical together, and his dad sent me to Bishan in the end! i was feeling a bit awkward and paisei la, but oh wells... heh. well, there's a slight bruise in my vein nw but i guess it's normal. was tired after that and immediately went to bed after that. haha. *weak la, so? hahaha =p*

so i guess i must start studying again alr... SIANNNN...

i'm getting tired of this. i must always find a reason to talk to you... i can't do this... i can't find anymore reasons to talk to you, except one - i just wanna talk to you. but i can't.

shrek 3!!!

Shrek 3!
watching shrek 3 with my two younger brothers turned out to be really fun after all. but unexpectedly, the one that roared with laughter and bounced on the cinema chair shrieking is myself instead of them. they were like, so calm and collected, even while watching Pinocchio twist his words or while watching the frog king dying. i couldn't help bursting out in laughter. it was too funny. and i've never felt any better. like Milton Berle once mentioned, "Laughter is an instant vacation." and i really agree. it was the first time i really felt that i'm having a holiday.

okay back to the show. although it's just a couple of scenes that are really funny, it set me off into the 'laughing mood' and the subsequent less funny scenes could make me break a smile or 2. and that's what i love about comedies. unlike what critics say, the whole show doesnt have to be uber funny, just a few scenes that set the mood would do. and i think shrek 3 did a wonderful job in creating that mood. therefore, for me, i would give shrek 3 8/10 for being able to brighten up my whole day and allowing me time with my brothers. going to the movies with them gives me no pressure and i cn really be myself. and i think that added to the movie experience. that's why they're so adorable. lol. :)


my mum went for lasik surgery recently, and she says it's damn good. i'm just thankful nothing wrong happened. though her eyes are a little dry now and then, she's so delighted that she has perfect eyesight again. and she says it's like a new life. i dont know how true is that man, but i'm definitely not going to go for it for now even though she wants to sponsor me and asking me to repeatedly. hahaha. maybe in the future, but not now, i'm scarreeeddd. hahaha.


life is getting better for me, but i hope this rubs off onto my friends. i really hate to see them despair and troubled, 'cos i really know how it feels. jia you people, you know who you are. :)


i feel liberated. hahaha. this is one of the longest post i've written in recent times i think... whoo. guess i'm back. hahaha. study time!

a break from heartbreak...

i totally love walks at the vivo rooftop... it's totally the best feeling you can get. sighh...

and thanks xueer, liselle, tricia and nicky for helping me paint my room! thanks michelle for coming! hahaha. it was fun!

anyway, a break from my mundane life. here's a nice song. =)


Wait For You - Elliott Yamin

I never felt nothing in the world like this before
Now I'm missing you and I'm wishing you would come back through my door
Why did you have to go
You could have let me know
So now I'm all alone

Girl you could have stayed but you wouldn't give me a chance
With you not around it's a little bit more than I can stand
And all my tears they
Keep runnin' down my face
Why did you turn away

[Interlude]
So why does your pride make you run and hide
Are you that afraid of me
But I know it's a lie what you keep inside
This is not how you want it to be

[Chorus]
So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don't know what else I can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I fine it just ain't true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do
I'll wait for you

Been a long time since you called me
(How could you forget about me)
You gotta be feeling crazy
(crazy)
How can you walk away
(When)
Everything stays the same
I just can't do it baby

What will it take to make you come back
Girl I told you what it is and it just ain't like that
Why can't you look at me
You're still in love with me
Don't leave me crying

Baby why can't we just, just start all over again
Get it back to the way it was
If you give me a chance
I can love you right
But you're telling me it won't be enough

[Chorus]
So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don't know what else I can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I fine it just ain't true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do
I'll wait for you

[Interlude]
So why does your pride make you run and hide
Are you that afraid of me
But I know it's a lie
What you're keeping inside
That is not how you want it to be

Baby I will wait for you
Baby I will wait for you
If it's the last thing I do

[Chorus]
Baby I will wait for you
Cause I don't know what else I can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I fine it just ain't true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do
I'll wait for you
I'll be waiting...