Dear Milu. I can't understand why you are so into your crush. you know what? i'm going to find myself a crush too, AND my crush will crush your crush! HAHAHA.
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stomach flu, gastric flu,
you've made me so blue.
i wanna eat bak gua, mandarin orange,
now can only eat porridge.
wanna study for common test,
now can only lay in my nest.
stomach flu, gastric flu,
you've made me so blue.
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that sums up mostly everything for the past 2 days.
ANYWAY, thanks 1t18 for turning up on Sat to celebrate the festic season with me. you guys rock! so HAPPY BLESSED NEW YEAR once again.
i hope the sunny days will come again...
p.s. my crush wherever you are, i'll find you. muahaha. oh! but my dear, whoever you will be, pls listen to "written in the stars" by westlife, 'cos our love will be oh-so-sweet, just like that song. hahahahahaha!
p.s. to the p.s. i'm just kidding. =p
Tuesday, February 27, 2007
Thursday, February 15, 2007
study study here i come
i DON'T WANT to give up everything, but i just feel like i'm giving up.
sometimes i look back and i just can't accept the fact that i'm still in jc. it's not always, but it happens.
sometimes i analyse the present and i feel i've lost the support of certain pivotal people. i just can't go on without the support of them..
i'm involved in too much, but then again, this year's my last chance of doing all those things.
sometimes i feel i've lost my smile; my child-likeness; myself. some people tell me to keep smiling. i've been trying, but it's not real anymore.
i like to make people happy, but i can't even make myself happy.
it's easy to tell yourself to preservere; it's difficult to put that into action.
i don't know what will happen to me after 1st 3 mths. common test is coming, i just wanna study and do my very best. at least i can satisfy my own expectations. but then again, yes, it's always very easy to say...
this ain't an emo post, is it?
sometimes i look back and i just can't accept the fact that i'm still in jc. it's not always, but it happens.
sometimes i analyse the present and i feel i've lost the support of certain pivotal people. i just can't go on without the support of them..
i'm involved in too much, but then again, this year's my last chance of doing all those things.
sometimes i feel i've lost my smile; my child-likeness; myself. some people tell me to keep smiling. i've been trying, but it's not real anymore.
i like to make people happy, but i can't even make myself happy.
it's easy to tell yourself to preservere; it's difficult to put that into action.
i don't know what will happen to me after 1st 3 mths. common test is coming, i just wanna study and do my very best. at least i can satisfy my own expectations. but then again, yes, it's always very easy to say...
this ain't an emo post, is it?
Tuesday, February 06, 2007
is there a remedy for a orientation hangover?
you know, i think i'm STILL suffering from the after-effects of orientation. Suddenly i feel like being a facil and re-living orientation all over again! BUT my studies are really crap right now and i also wanna catch up on my work... i really dont know what to do.
i listened to vitamin c's "grad. song" yesterday night on the radio and it brought me to think about the future. in the near future, nice friends i met during orientation may leave CJ for better schools and in the distant future, JC graduation might bring tears to my eyes. I feel that time is going by freakin' fast nowadays, like nobody's business. we have just ushered in the new year but in a blink of an eye we're almost going into the 3rd month of the 'new' year. it's seriously WTF la.
i'm also very afraid of A lvls. it sucks. and there's not much time left. i've been telling myself not to give up, that i can do it, but at the end of the day, i'm still very worried. very worried...
nonetheless, here's wishing all J1s all the best for their results. cheers. =)
i listened to vitamin c's "grad. song" yesterday night on the radio and it brought me to think about the future. in the near future, nice friends i met during orientation may leave CJ for better schools and in the distant future, JC graduation might bring tears to my eyes. I feel that time is going by freakin' fast nowadays, like nobody's business. we have just ushered in the new year but in a blink of an eye we're almost going into the 3rd month of the 'new' year. it's seriously WTF la.
i'm also very afraid of A lvls. it sucks. and there's not much time left. i've been telling myself not to give up, that i can do it, but at the end of the day, i'm still very worried. very worried...
nonetheless, here's wishing all J1s all the best for their results. cheers. =)