i DON'T WANT to give up everything, but i just feel like i'm giving up.
sometimes i look back and i just can't accept the fact that i'm still in jc. it's not always, but it happens.
sometimes i analyse the present and i feel i've lost the support of certain pivotal people. i just can't go on without the support of them..
i'm involved in too much, but then again, this year's my last chance of doing all those things.
sometimes i feel i've lost my smile; my child-likeness; myself. some people tell me to keep smiling. i've been trying, but it's not real anymore.
i like to make people happy, but i can't even make myself happy.
it's easy to tell yourself to preservere; it's difficult to put that into action.
i don't know what will happen to me after 1st 3 mths. common test is coming, i just wanna study and do my very best. at least i can satisfy my own expectations. but then again, yes, it's always very easy to say...
this ain't an emo post, is it?
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