orientation: remix photos

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Tour de Japon Aeris' Theme FFVII

Heavenly.

Range Of Sight

i think i have made it look like i'm going to die by touching on some sensitive issues. but i'm not. it's just a very powerful theme to convey my feelings.

i don't think i'm sad, so i hope the rest don't think so too.

there's this new game show coming out on tv (channel 5 to be exact) called "Deal Or No Deal". i think it has a very interesting concept and it has a huge prize money - $250,000 - on offer! i would love to take part in that competition, but i'm not yet 21. dammit. it's so easy to earn money in this game! they have the details of the game in their website, http://www.dealornodeal.com.sg/ . more interestingly, they have made an online game of the same format at http://www.dealornodeal.com.sg/game.htm . try it and see how much money you can get just by playing 'ticum'! i got something like 26k! hahaha.

games aside, i wanna say something random. i think math vectors 4 tutorial is freakin' difficult. i've to do till question 6 but i dont even know how to do question 1. bleh.

Sorries + Random Shit.

SORRY...

this goes out to anyone and everyone i've offended in anyway.
i just want to do this. i think i've offended enough people.
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i guess only the people who really know me will understand.
i guess only the people who made me will cry if i die.
but i guess, it will be very hard for all the rest to remember me.

but i'm really, already contented.
because i guess the more i ask for, the more i will lose.

thus, when the time comes when Grandpa smiles at me in heaven, i guess i'll be able to tell him, "Grandpa, i've had a really wonderful journey coming up here," without shedding a tear...

but i will also tell him,"but Grandpa, i wanna stay here. 'cos by staying here, at least i'll have you."


whatever i do from now on, even blinking my eyes, will be an exclusive experience that i will cherish. you know how it feels when you blink your eye, but you will never know how it feels when i blink mine. so, even if i die without a penny, or in whatever state, i'll be contented; it'll be a wonderful experience for me.

upon saying that, i wanna add that referring to the advertisement where a guy's life is made into a movie, i'll still be cheering at the end of MY life movie, 'cos even though it may be a 2-hour-long blank screen in the dark, AT LEAST my life is being screened. what a honour.



only the people who truely understands me will know that the supposedly random shit is actually a very abstract cry for something i yearn so much for.

I Seriously Need...

so, orientation 2 is more or less done. the extra 1 day after march hols is really quite a dumb idea. people come and go, or so they say. i saw more familiar faces than the new ones. so the new j1s are rather much the same.

orientation: remix was kinda screwed up due to lack of time. HOUSE night was not as impactful to me as finale night in O1. people were not tight enough. don't feel the 'family spirit'. but still, i enjoyed being able to lead and serve.

rockafella was a blast.

i got a sore throat, aching body, and blisters on my leg. to top it all, i'm damn freakin' tired i fell asleep WHILE typing out the IG contact list.

however, i'll still save whatever little energy i've left for the one i love most - bowling.
i'll never forsake it.

i need rest.
i want comfort.
but if one can have it all, i hope for someone to rest on... ;)

composed by a song.

yesterday was a day of activities. in the morning was facil training camp. There's a game that was damn TRAUMATISING. but i heard they will either cancel that game or modify it. woot.
mass dance is getting sexier by the years. haha!

then there was milu's gathering yesterday at her house. not bad, the attendance. milu, iris, alvin, li, andy, mich and me. a small but happening group. haha! the bbq pit was disgustingly high and the bad thing was that there's no lift. so we'll have to climb up 4 stories to get to the bbq pit. poor milu, she had to do that many times because she forgot to bring stuff UP to the bbq pit so she had to go back to her apartment and get the stuff and climb back up that trecherous steps.

however things were better when everything was there. the charcoal's nice and warm and colourful - the red gleaming coyly though blankets of grey and the black standing out proudly at the perimeter of the 'charcoal castle'. through songs and games, we managed to pass time very quickly; and in a fun way too. every one did many forfeits except me, so milu wanted to continue the game until i got caught to do a forfeit. they claimed that the forfeit for me was the most 'jialat' forfeit of the night, but i thought it was chicken feet. HEH. after my forfeit it was time to pack up. haha.



milu's apartment is niceeee. like... small and cosy! there's something in her brother's room that i could NOT take my eyes off. i really want something like that on my wall too... milu's computer monitor ain't that far off. we watched MAN UTD beat LIVERPOOL 1 - 0 together, and then talked a lil.

everyone's nice, but smelt like bbq. but ultimately, the smell of fun is sweet as hell.

but it's back to school on monday again. seeing my friends getting good and not very good results, i think that i'd be better off being back to school sooner rather than later.