I think i'm not gonna post for quite long again le. Suddenly lost interest in blogging again.

Is he castrating himself... or pumping petrol? LOL.

Although recriminations in general are not healthy for couples, short, casual and playful ones can actually put colour into one's romantic relationship. Altercations are bad though, so differentiate between casual recriminations and altercations ya, you don't wanna put your relationship in danger just because of this. Even if it does, i'm absolved from all responsibilities for this matter ar. haha... yea short pulsating quarrels are always fun. Try it if you haven't, just don't mention things that are offensive to your counterpart, like "yo momma is so fat" or "you walk like you have something huge stuck in between your legs man".. haha.

Read in the papers about the influence of bloggers, so i shall find out my own influence by the above paragraph. haha. Okay on to other things. Tomorrow will officially be the last day of term 2. I'm delirious man. But there's the killer GP paper coming up this Friday, which is like 2 days. Today received compre practice somemore, 14.5/50, summary: 0 marks. It is like wtf can.. 2 days to exam and i get this type of marks. Down right demoralising lar. If you're like me who thinks that General Paper is like secondary school's English paper ar, you're gonna get a consternation man. i mean, it is totally different can. You CANNOT copy ANY keyword from the passage unlike in secondary school. eg. 'tall' must change to something like 'considerable height'. Eh its 'tall' eh, not something like 'the icon of Singapore' which you can simply change to 'merlion' or whatever... Yea i know marcus will say its easy, "you can just use the opposite of the word what, example tall say not short la." That's our JOKE ya. Its not very feasible. haha.

This is just something extra.. You tell me I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away

And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today

‘Cause I love you, whether it’s wrong or right

And though I can’t be with you tonight

You know my heart is by your side..[If You're Not The One - Daniel Bedingfield]

You know what?

I miss you too, your heart and soul, as much as the height of the sky, just a mirror image of you. And i pray that your prayer will come true, cause that's how much i want to be with you. I love you too, too much that i can't differentiate right from wrong, and i don't need you're precious heart, 'cos you're in me all along... -shijie

That's the end for today. :)

You know i realised my posts are getting more and more childish every day. Look the the language i used, look at the infinite dots that i used. WHat HAs CAused THis CHange IN ME?? Always felt the multiple dots are gay in blogs but i ended up using em myself. karma man.. karma. haha. Must have criticised others too much.

The twinkling stars in the sky at night are getting more and more beautiful. The gentle swaying of the mango tree outside my house is getting less irritating. The inferno inside of me is getting thinner day by day. Cant you feel it? The world have changed. To be exact, my world have changed. This plastic world is slowly melting, the ice-cold feelings of people are slowly thawing. I'm beginning to feel the LOVE. i duno this may sound gay to some, but finally, i understood why people tear in romantic/tragic love stories etc. 4 that someone gave me a purpose in life, gave me my exsistance. Know this phrase?


To the world you may be just one person, but to one person you may just be the world.


This is the summary of what i hav to say.

Hmm.. Chinese O'lvls is coming soon rite?? yea so for all those taking it this year, GOOD LUCK! Just don't be too nervous ya..

btw i made a trip to the dermatologist yesterday. Shit the bill was like above $150 la. fuk man i paid for it myself now i'm so broke la. Got in exchange for my money were 8 bottles of solutions/creams to apply to my face. No oral supplements. just external application. Oh and a 5 mins consultation cum facial class. haha. as it was my first visit the doc put me in consultation with 5 other newcomers to explain how acne is formed, how to take care, precautions blabla.. haha. i saw i pair of photos the doc showed me. the first one showed a guy with bloody full of pimples and acnes with red scars. Then the next showed the same guy with flawless complexion. flawless as in scarless and almost transparent skin. And below wrote 4 months. Wow. 4 months may be a lil long but the result is like a miracle man.. though my condition is nt as bad as that guy, i was rather awed by the tremendous transformation. Cool. i swore to become the second photo man. haha.

Nothing reli happened today so far.. i'm not going anywhere again. so boring. guess i shall start on my studies alrdy then.. tata!

Hohoho... today is CJC's sports carnival. Its damn boring dont wanna talk about it. Supposed to end at 12.45 but in the end, it freakin' ended at 1.19.. wtf i was bloody late for my date la... stupid prize presentation wasted 50 mins of my precious time.

Rest of the day was like great la.. tried my new jeans 2dae.. bloody hell i forgot to bring my belt and it was lyk super loose la.. kept dropping... so i had to pull up my jeans consistantly while i was outside.. damn 'ma fun'. yea came back home by cab, as i was lazy to take the train. the uncle was lyk so good la.. cos the price is $7.20 and i gave the uncle a $10 note. He returned me $3 and when i wanted to give him 20cents back he said no nid. good fellow.. other than that.. had a sucky dinner and here i am now.. yea.. so dat's all for 2dae.. tata(i dint know this is burmese for goodbye too haha!)!!

I realised i haven't do my P.I!! wth... 2moro is lyk the DEADLINE. I'm like so dead la cos project work so happens to be an A LVL SUBJECT! I don't mean to leave it till now man.. its lyk 2315 now.. had sch till lyk 1630 and ate late lunch b4 going home. btw i reach home its like 1800.. den 1845 my tuition teacher came.. wth i haven't even bathed (i was reading newpaper).. i went n bathed n immediately rushed for tuitn.. after tuitn was like 2100.. ate dinner and slacked till 11pm and here i am... blogging somemore.. haha. shitty man no idea.. do wad shit.. gotta hand in my shitty work tomorrow somemore.. come out shitty idea den get shitty marks la.. cannot STUN alrdy la... argh.. muz do now.. ciao.

Yea... after that boring blogskin is changed i feel so refreshed!! And vry proud of myself i am.. i did everything myself from scratch la!! yea.. came back from the loan sharks' den in the afternoon.. kena chased damn tight and terok-ly for all the assignments i owed. and i found out, just after 2 days of NAtionals Inter-School Bowling Tournament i'm like lagging eons behind in my schoolwork. Shit man.. just received exam timetable todae.. 1st paper, 27 may.. MAY!!! its like... oni a few days left la.. wtf man...

About my bowling competition... those who're lost i'm in CJC bowling sch team.. I did freakin' badly man.. On fri avg was bout 145... yest was lyk 130 nia... although i hit a high of 200, I M NOT HAPPY. reli despondant the day sz came all the way down to watch me (which is lyk yest).. i played lyk shit and totally let her down... damn..But OMG... Fri and Mon, which are my competition days, are the best days of my life man... ;) they were heaven. Its RELI heaven. even on mon when i bowled lyk shit. i stil felt extremely happy. thank you so much so much for brightening my day on mon and celebrating my high on fri. I thank you sz. love ya!

2dae had 2 tests, econs and maths. Both CONFIRM fail, but who cares man. Was supposed to meet sz in the afternoon but cancelled it due to the freakin' tests. Anyways, school hols gonna start and yea, juz lyk everyone else, i gearing up!!..... to go back to school for extra classes. F***.. nice one la huh..

I dunno whether this is supposed to be a summary of all the other days i didnt blog.. dont tink so la.. this is lyk so freakin' brief... nt even 1% of my life.. BTW i got a wake-up call by JEROME man.. 1 day on msn i saw MArc online and wanted to chat wiv him... suddenly(not vry accurate, as its taken frm wad i rem, not word-4-word):

"hey tink go jc big alrdy la."

i said smt like "dude....." and he replied "dude what dude? "

i was like 0.0 shocked man. i tink we reli vry long nvr communicate le... dats y leddat.. I'M SO SORRY!! During june hols we go out k?? SORRY la ppl.. reli no tym to go out.

I tink i 4got wad i wanted to type for the last para.. shit.. nwadays always leddat.. haha.. bloody hell. infuriated wiv myself la.. i rem den add la.. go eat dinner le.

OH i rem le. this part is editted, i reli forgot the last paragraph juz nw.. 2moro is my bowling quartet competition.. my last chance to get medal.. though nt as confident as the 1st 2 daes, i still harbour some hope la.. haha.. so those who are reading this b4 2moro, plsss WISH ME LUCK YA. hope 2moro can hit at least 170 avg.. ambitious 4 a lousy bowler lyk me huh.. haha.. ok la den here.

Love is just so sweet. so is everything about her. haha :p

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