Sunday, June 05, 2005

SHIT WORLD THIS IS. My blood pressure have increased threefold over just one night. I suffered a crashing blow to my life and i'm not ready to get up. Intense blood circulation exercises are recommended to me to prevent me from fainting. In fact, I almost faint yesterday. I saw the black engulf me but i did the intense blood circulation exercises and now i'm feeling abit better. I'm not talking crap, i'm not crazy either. I just had the worse day of my life. Spiritually i'm not Shijie anymore. Mentally i'm too exhausted i can be considered the living dead. Yes, i admit. i'm dead. i tink i'm better off dead. no more painful truth, no more... ...

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