I've found new life, new breath, new signs, new inspirations. so many times these things happen. so many times i fail. so many times i pick myself up, this time its redundant. i'm nt falling anymore, 'cos i've tried my best, all in all. i made the wrong decision, i remedied it. now i'm living in bliss, but at the expense of some things. no i can't be selfish, i can't take all this for myself, but who am i to decide? this thing is so true, so mighty, not even the gods can forbid.
how can i give up on this? i've thrown it away once, but it returned to me, maybe heaven has taken pity, maybe its just me. 'cos i'm doing everything behind the scenes, everything i thought of has happened. not a korean drama, not a westernised one either, its just an original, the one i directed.
in this drama i tried to be giving, i tried to salvage, i tried to enclose myself, into a world of fallacy. but in that world, i couldn't live, i couldn't even breathe. i've no directions, i've no insipration. I've no light in my life, i've no happy moment.
Till that day, when things look worst, i was pulled back into reality, by the hands of an angel. her seraphic looks dawned on me, the gentle soothening glare engulfed me. she talked to me. i thought time was immortalised, where everything was a standstill, i couldn't believe what i hear, i couldn't have expected a better ending.
now that i'm back into reality, i will never plunge myself into that dark abyss ever again, i'll cherish this chance, i'll make it happen. never mind evils pulling me back, tugging on my collar. i'll do anything i can, to make this DREAM COME TRUE.
And this is my story.
-shijie [1.4.3.7.9]
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