On crushed papers, these are hidden.

Pyramids

School is killing me,
I still want to live.
Wither, I'm going to.
But I'm holding on.

Hear the strident tone in my voice,
Pity me.
Don't hate me.
All the books,
built an inverted pyramid in my head.

Rocks,
piling up,
one by one.
With ruthless precision,
the weight,
unhinges the joy in me.

Need to reach,
the quintessential of calm.
Don't pull me apart.
I need you,
Help.
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Alyssa/________ (Song About You)

Recently, I had recursions of a dream
& I'm always awake with a smile
I realised it's because
I think of you, day and night.

It's always spring in my everything
it's always sunny in spring
it's always you in my sun
the smile, my everything.

The dreams & the sun
oh how all the sadness will run
it's just you, it's just you,
________.

I thought of what Alyssa said
that one should not think of
what is not possible.
That's why I'm thinking of you,
________.

It is the source
the truths & revelations
the bible that I live by
that if one day I die
Alyssa said
you are possible.
You are.