It's the last day of #projecthappygradfriends and #memorycapsuling. I can't fathom what will happen later, but face it I will. It's very strange this semester, that on the day of two big final presentations, I'm not thinking about the lack of preparations for the presentations or what would happen during them. The only thing that's on my mind now are my friends. That moment of truth that today will be the final time I'll be experiencing school with my buddies is really hard to swallow. The mental images of saying goodbyes are killing me. The preparation to say goodbye is the worst process I can hope for. But in a few hours time, it is going to play out however I try to deny it. This is reality. I can't stop it, nor can I force myself to embrace it.
Reynold made a collage for me just before I wrote this. I saw it 5am in the morning. I could not bring myself to go back to sleep again, for sleep robs all the little time I have left in this moment, the moment where I'm still studying in the same school with them. All's fine, I can continue working on the prototype to give my final contributions to their school lives.
I hope everything will go as planned later. It's nothing to do with the presentations.
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